for dis last blog i am going to do... i am going to write how i feel...

i cherish the times i spend wif u every now and then... neverless a time i didn't enjoy the times.. rmb the 1st time i meet u at sentosa... saying i was like ah beng... de 2nd date... i acc u to dential... after tat a movie... de 1st thing u gav mi.. my veri own cap... wif my nick... it was de sweetess thing tat i hav receive... i rmb tat movie... 'Cars'

follow by all the times we spend together... working wif u... going sentosa wif u... watching fireworks wif u... going to ur skool to find u... i was happy... cos u my angel was dere to acc mi... i will always rmb the time... i pass my driving lesson u were wif mi... no matter how long was the w8... n of cos the time i was sick... u acc mi to c doctor... den we had ice cream n waffle.. de 1st time i drive u to woodlands... i realli hope tat i was onli driving u onli.. the chalet we had together... jus de 2 of us...

rmb a few times... i was jealous... when guys r near u... when some1 gav u their hp num... cos i scare they snatch away my light... my angel.. but now... it flew away...

i will rmb the smile... the smile tat will melt my heart... even though i don say it out... but in my mind... i love it... i love the times... when u were suprise by mi... the mini cup cakes i make for u wif my love... ur birthday gift tat i got for u.. saying i was at home slping..

ur hugs... tat gav mi warmth n de strength... saying tat u will always be dere for mi... showing tat u always love mi... the times at sentosa... when it was raining.. n we were under de shelter... even though cold... but u beside mi... hugging mi.. it was enough... n at the water... de 2 of us... jus feeling close to each other... it was de best time i hav...

ur lips n smooch... ur smooch always giv de feeling of spring and suprise... the feeling i nv regret choosing u to be my partner... ur sweet lips when u kiss mi... i was feeling like i was in heaven... ur cold jokes... tat keep mi entertain even though i nv express much... but deep in my heart.. i was enjoying it...

but wat is most important is ur hand... ur hand tat holds mi... tat is de true strength tat always pull mi up... locking ur hands n mine... de ring tat we both wear... everytime u ask mi if u will marry mi... n i try not to answer... in my mind... i will marry u cos u hav gave mi all de love tat i nv felt be4... i will always wan to take out de ring frm ur 3rd finger... n put in ur 4th..

but now.. u hav given up on mi... i will nv blame u for ur choice... as i will absorb ur pain... i noe it is a tough decision for u.. but i will hav to accept the fact.

if dere is another chance... another chance to hav u by my side... another chance to hav u back... i will say yes... no 2nd thoughs..

as i will like to hear the bells of joy ringing.. when i hold ur hands n walk down the red carpet wif the words " Just Married" behind us... i will carry u for life... sharing ur happiness n sadness... but i will take away the pain frm u as ur smile... ur smile... tat is wat i will always love to c frm u... u r de best gf i hav.. our memories tat mi n u hav created... will always be dere for us to cherish.. dere is no way for us to remove tat memory.. i will hope tat memeory can continue... continue.. continue till i am no longer in dis word...

this is my true feeling... a feeling i nv show... a feeling i nv say be4... a feeling... a feeling... tat i truely cherish... thank u for letting mi hav a taste wat true love is...