fanzee

2009-08-02T05:37:00.004+08:00

i am veri disappointed....

so disappointed...

disappointed wif wat...

i don feel like saying...

so heart broken...

de effort tat i did....

maybe means nth to u...

even i noe de ans...

but...

i am too heart broken n disappointed...

it realli hurts me so much...

i don noe wat to say...

where is de hope ????

i jus lost it.......

i don wan to say much anymore...

it realli pains me....

pains me till de extend tat de tears cannot stop at all..........

it will go down de drain...

maybe u will c mi again... maybe not...

de effort tat i take...

de effort frm dis week...

all for nth...

i was ok wif it...

as long as u r happy...

but..

tat 30mins...

de 30mins...

30mins...

i was gone...

i noe u r abit disappointed...

i made a effort jus to make u happy...

i realli wan to hav a good talk wif u...

a nice chat..

between u n me...

tats all

but...

i....

i...

tears drop...

heart shattered...

de pain...

it is too pain dis time...

2009-04-23T03:30:00.000+08:00

now is 3.30am... jus bath hao... not long ago came home frm zouk... went to phuture wif jess they all.. jiayang send us back.. he drove to zouk.. i nvr drink much at zouk.. as drinks was ex... drank 1 volka + cramberry... 2 shots of tequila... 1volka orange.. music at zouk was alright.. not high enough... as we leaving phuture.. there was a fight inside.. nth much to my interest..

haven't been doing much lately... was sick last week.. didn't c a doc till thur 4 in de afternoon den go c doc... went to polyclinic.. stubborn ??? maybe.. idiot.. i tink so... coughing n flu for few days.. slight fever... though herbal tea n panadol can heal.. but it got worse.. :(

after visiting de doc.. went home.. ate de med.. den slp... jus rest rest rest...

fri le... went sentosa wif huihui.. was feeling better.. at least flu is better.. cough still de same.. saw eoin at sentosa.. mi n huihui went cafe delmar nearby to suntan.. weather was sunny.. great !!! but super hot... mi n huihui bui tahan de sun.. i apply tanning lotion den stay in water to tan.. water was warm... stay till 3plus 4 den left... went home n rest.. :)

mom nv buy or cook my dinner.. as she though i eat out.. den i call dad buy back.. eat hao dinner.. den eat med.. rest n online till quite late..

sat le.. stay home whole day.. cough was still dere.. coughing like fuck.. :( hate to eat med.. cannot eat much also.. sigghhh... at night went out wif szesze, huixin n weiquan.. went to supper.. ate indian rojak.. i coughing still eat tat.. u mus tink i am crazy.. but nth much to eat also.. den went huixin house slack n try to save her laptop.. her laptop hav problem.. weiquan try to save..

sunday... went to edyna work place.. she ask mi down.. tried to ask mi work as so call mlm wif her.. stay n hear wat de place offer.. after tat head to sengkang play ball wif fab.. was coughing along de way.. :( play abit n chat abit.. reach home around 11pm.. bath n ate dinner.. eat med le den rest....

mon stay home.. did nth much.. went to jog in de evening.. long time nvr jog.. was panting like hell... at night jus rest..

tue le.. also de same... BORING LIFE....

wed le.. went out in de afternoon.. pay some bills... pay cousin $$$... pay citibank also.. sian.. bank no $$$ liao...

AHHH...

freaking boring life.. i hav de temptation to sms tat person.. but don dare.. scare.. scare u find mi a bug.. sighhh.... i am jus a fool.. :(

2009-04-14T01:51:00.002+08:00

now is 1.51am... i jus now suppose to be sleeping by 11.30pm.. took 2 panadol as i wasn't feeling well.. slight fever

now i cannot go back to slp.. i woke up.. den cannot slp :(

my heart is hurting again.. so pain..

feel like crying..

i miss a gal..

a gal tat i feel comfortable wif...

ppl noe tat i like her...

it is so obvious ???

a gal 6th sense ???

i realli wan to hold her..

emo ??? maybe...

i feel like drinking... drinking my sorrows away...

feel like smoking...

i am jus a useless fuck...

a fucking useless big cry baby...

2009-04-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

update time...

well.. it has been a happening week for mi i guess..

i hav been going home quite late almost everyday... 12mid night ??? NOOOOO... as early frm 2am til 5am... go where ???

also went for dim sum buffet.. 1st time eat dim sum buffet.. huihui eat dao go home vomit.. LOL

well.. leo was going taiwan for training.. so he jio us out.. he drove us out.. go geylang supper... go ponggol end... go selatar dam..

also watch a movie call detriot metal city... DAMN FUNNY movie.. nv though it was such a funny movie..

den hav been jogging lesser.. as it has been raining alot..

last monday also went swimming wif huihui... went to yishun to swim.. she jio mi den jus go.. :)

tue le.. went to makan wif guan, huihui, mh n phong... den slack n chat dao 12mid night.. took last bus home..

wed le.. jog a longer distance.. jog to sengkang den to pj house be4 heading to hougang point.. estee work at hougang point.. so go disturb her.. den go home rest n bath.. ltr at night send her back as she don noe how to leave hougang :) took mrt back to amk.. saw guan.. chat abit den go home had dinner..

thur le.. biao jie jio mi go watch movie.. she bought 9plus de movie.. watch de fast n furious 4... DAMN NICE MOVIE LA !!! CARS !!!! BABES !!! ACTIONS !!! after tat head to tanjong pagar find guan n zhiwen..

chat n la kopi dao 4plus den took night rider home.. reach home in 20mins frm the central.. de bus driver fierce sia... though he race driver.. CHIONG !!!! lol.. slp at around 6am...

morning wake up by dad.. he ask mi go JURONG !!! go pray... -.-!!! den went to old cck... well.. i noe my enlistment data le.. june 9th.. police.. LOL... slack ??? maybe..

sat le.. did nth for whole day.. till night went club wif huihui n her fren.. LOL.. dblO... wheeeee... saw qijie, bao quan they all.. lol.. club dao 4am.. den took night rider home.. went to had bee hoon be4 i go home.. drank alot.. was slightly high..

reach home at 6plus am.. dad was off to jog.. HENG !!! arbo de smell of liquior was strong.. bath n slp at almost 7.30am..

slp 5hrs den wake up liao... knn.. now slacking.. today rot at home.. no $$$.. lol

2009-04-08T12:52:00.002+08:00

i had a dream of u again... for de past few nights.. i hav been dreaming abt u...

it realli hurt mi badly...

i don noe wat to say..

i wan to try saying it..

but..

i don even dare...

not a single sign of hope when i try to contact u...

maybe i am jus a naive person..

2009-04-02T23:37:00.002+08:00

update...

well.. last wed hlp biao jie work.. work dao monday.. 4 days of work onli.. wed work frm 8.30 till 5.30... after tat head home bath n rest.. den ltr de night head down to zouk...

cousin jio mi go.. so jus head down.. meet up wif eoin at braddel den took mrt to orchard mrt be4 taking bus down... tat night was mammmbooooo night.. well... got free beer.. as tat night also hav event.. de cousin fren was tat night event manager.. got lots n lots of coupon to exchange for beer.. left at 2plus am.. had prata den cab home.. was super high.. once home.. jus slp..

thur le.. work at 8.30am.. OMG !!! was having slight hangover.. wat is de worse part is tat work frm 8.30am till 9pm... was like a zombie.. de way i work was damn slow.. lucky biao jie noe i super tired.. once done wif work.. head home bath n jus SLP !!!! need de rest...

fri le.. usual.. work start at 8.30am.. had enough of slp... biao jie was late.. as she open door.. start work at 8.50am.. today also work dao 9pm... today i went to de back stock to check stock.. de back store.. well... 1 small room.. no windows onli 1 door to enter.. DAMN DUSTY !!!! i had to climb up n down to check stock.. i was sneezing for de whole day after tat.. had difficultive breathing as de air was damp... wa kao... like usual.. finish work n head home.. slp at 2plus am as sat no need work..

sat le.. work up at 11plus relax n had breakfast.. went back to slp at 2 in de afternoon... at night was bored till around 8plus pm.. leo call mi to head to dbO.. ok lo.. i go bath n change.. meet fab den head down.. lucky for him.. his hp no batt..

once down at dbO.. find leo they all.. they celebrating their frens birthday.. drink n club dao lights on.. after tat we head for supper.. i had porridge.. was hungry when clubbing.. reach home at around 5plus am... dad was up.. he was preparing to go jog..

mi le.. was abt to go slp.. tat day did nth.. jus slp slp slp.. slack... monday head to work.. work frm 8.30am till 5.30.. last day as biao jie work place no need ppl..

after work head to PS wif biao jie.. she wan to use her voucher at de cocoa tree... she bought around $30 of chocolate.. den had dinner at cafe cartel.. i order a sandwich.. my whole day was eating bread.. breakfast had burgers frm KFC breakfast... be4 tat at home eat 1 small bao.. lunch le.. biao jie order pizza hut.. PS tat night was crowded.. as jackie chan was here to promote his new movie.. not so interested as too crowded le.. don realli like to squeeze wif ppl.. once done wif dinner head home.. took mrt to harbour front den back to home.. did nth much tat night.. jus play games n slp early..

tue.. work up at 10plus... nv do much till night went swimming wif phong.. swim awhile den head home le.. game till quite late den slp at 5am..

wed morning went sentosa.. went wif edyna.. as no 1 free to pei mi go.. went to suntan.. around 2plus we left de place as it rain abit.. knn should stay as after de small drizzle de sun was so bright.. we went to vivo to find book.. as i almost done reading my book.. den went to a pet shop.. saw a golden retriever puppy... den it hit its head on de roof.. damn cute..

head home n rest.. went to jog at 6.30pm... den watch movie as i dl a movie call "yes man" by jim carey... den slp at 3plus..

today le.. woke up at 11plus.. went to swim as i wan to tan myself.. swim n relax for 1hr.. den head home.. bought mac for lunch.. once home jus slack n read my book.. went to jog at 8pm... once home jus bath n watch tv.. now relaxing.. going to watch another movie call "The Tale Of Despereau"

update till here... i had a dream of someone ytd night.. holding hands... but i noe.. it was jus a dream.. a dream tat can nv happen...

2009-03-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

SO BORED !!!

SO BORED !!!

SO BORED !!!

i am jus so tired........

i wan to hav some1 to hug.......

i wan to hav some1 to share my joy.......

i jus wan a......................

i don noe wat i wan anymore.............

jus losttttttttttt..................

i need to go on a long holiday.......................

somewhere far..................

somewhere quiet....................

i am just lost :(

2009-03-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

last thur was woken up by estee.. she ask mi go work.. den i say ok...

den de person call mi for interview.. de job is telemarketer.. den around 11.. gt message tat ask mi go down toa payoh as got de job le.. bath n change.. den cab down to toa payoh..

head to agent to take some stuff den cab to work place.. work place is at toa payoh.. call HSR.. property agent company.. simple job.. telemarketer.. call ppl to attend event.. well.. mostly reject.. some maybe.. start work at 1 till 6pm..

after tat head to braddel to buy something to eat.. pay hp n some other bills.. den took mrt to amk den bus home.. tired tat day.. but cannot slp.. in de end slp at around 4plus..

woke up early to start work.. work start at 10.. went to toa payoh again den cab down.. as don noe bus num to work place..

like ytd.. start calling ppl.. around 12 head for lunch.. den head back to work at 1.. work dao 6.. boring job... don hav de habit of calling ppl..

once done wif work.. as de person to sign de timesheet as it is a 2 days part time job.. den head to agent dere to submit timesheet.. be4 heading for dinner at MOS burger.. after dinner head home..

at night head out to amk hub to watch movie wif huihui n minghui.. mid night movie.. we watch "Coming Soon".. finish movie.. eat abit at mac be4 cabbing home.. in de end slp at around 6am.. -.-!!

sat.. woke up at 11plus am.. fab jio mi go town buy his stuff.. den ok.. bath n eat be4 heading out..

when reach town... it was raining.. we walk to orchard OG dere.. be4 heading back to near summerset mrt.. went to somewhere call orchard midpoint.. walk in de heavy rain..

fab bought his stuff.. den we walk to taka.. i bought a new book to read.. its a mircale tat i am reading..

den head down to yutian birthday... located at bukit batok west.. went to bukit batok to buy some stuff den took bus down..

de celebration is nxt to BBDC... jus slack dere n read my book.. den as usual.. cut cake.. eat abit.. sad lo.. almost strike 4D.. i bought 1701.. it come out 1801.. THIRD PRIZE LE !!!

stay over night.. as de chalet was left wif de 3 gals.. fab don feel safe leaving de 3 gals(yutian, mel n drey).. den ok lo.. stay overnight.. play cards.. read my book.. watch tv.. i slp abit as i was tired..

around 5am.. we played card game tat fab bought.. play dao around 7am plus.. check out at 8am.. we waited awhile as de checkout person not dere.. we slp at de sofa for awhile..

once checkout.. we cab back.. once home.. i went to bath... went bathing.. i cut myself when shaving.. :( too tired le.. actually don wan slp de.. but buiiiii tahan sia so went to slp.. den 1plus.. went to take things frm audrey.. once take i went back to slp..

for tat whole day.. i jus slp.. did nth but slp.. woke up at 6plus pm... slack dao around 2am den slp..

monday.. woke up by biao jie.. ask mi go hlp her work dis week.. i agree.. den cannot go back slp liao.. wash up den game.. game dao 1plus in de afternoon..

den i mop de floor... wash de clothes.. change my bedsheets n wash it.. den i wash my fan.. :) omg.. mus buy 4D sia.. i do household chores.. lol.. nv eat anything.. mom come back also nv buy food... :( HUNGRY !!!!

dad came home early as he got lessons.. lol... driving lessons.. i went to jog.. tat night i jus rest myself..

today.. though of going out to swim in de morning.. but raining so i jus resume slp.. den slack de whole day.. :)

got receive sms saying i grad frm poly le.. oh ya.. also receive sms regrading a cert from SIPIVT.. cool..

update till dere.. tml working.. need to slp le.. :)

2009-03-18T22:00:00.001+08:00

update update...

well... monday woke up late... fab came over to ask mi hlp him wif his ipod stuff.. he wan to extract songs.. after tat we went to had lunch.. had suki sushi buffet.. long time nv eat sushi.. i couldn't eat too much.. stomach now of days cannot tahan too much food or oily food.. :)

den tue... went sentosa wif eve.. had lunch at subway... den head to de beach... suntan.. slack dere.. jus suntan.. took a short nap n suntan lo.. but like no difference.. wan to go suntan again...

today le... woke up at 12plus... took a 10hrs slp.. :) den slack at home.. took a jog around 6plus.. after tat head home bath n had dinner.. now slacking around.. :)

update till here..

2009-03-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

update time...

dis few days went out...

fri was suppose to go sentosa de.. woke up 11plus jus to get prepare.. in de end rain.. if nv rain.. it was cloudy.. damn sad.. spoily my mood.. so went back to slp at 2pm.. as slpt at 6 in de morning...

sat le.. went to SIM open house wif huihui.. jus wan to look at de courses n info abt it.. jus listen abit.. considering to study SIM ??? don noe le.. still tinking... elaine join us.. as she was interested in studying SIM..

after tat took bus wif huihui n elaine down to town... took de wrong bus.. :( went to near weilun house n cab to town..

had dinner at lucky plaza.. saw pj.. after dinner went to paragon to look at crumpler bag.. elaine wan to c.. den took bus down to PS... look around.. i looking for jogging pants as i onli 1 pair of jogging pants.. den walk to selegie to hav 豆花油条... MUHAHAHAHAHA.... finally had my 豆花油条... i order egg tart also.. den took bus back home..

sunday... woke up at 9.30.. went blalestier de temple pray.. alot of ppl.. don realli like crowded area.. where u hav to squeeze sia.. dulan sia.. pray le.. den i drove parents back to hougang..

went to ntuc bought some daily needs... HOUSE NO EGGS SIA !!!! i eat finish le.. cook noodle + egg + hotdogs.. den buy 4D... hav a dream abt a num.. but de num nv come out.. sad.. WED I WILL BUY AGAIN !!!!

after tat.. went home rest.. aorund 2.. went to bath.. den took mrt down to cityhall.. meet minghui to go IT fair.. CROWDED SIA !!!! citylink was block... cannot enter.. den walk in de rain to suntec..

reach suntec.. enterance to IT fair.. JAMMMMEEEDDD !!!! knn.. den walk another way in.. crowded like f*ck... kanna push.. my elbows wanted to come out lo.. :/

in de end.. i bought 1 harddisk.. YES !!!!!!! 320GB de harddisk.. bought it at $119.. den walk to marina square bought a new pair of jogging pants..

after tat took mrt back home.. along de way bought dinner.. had my dinner.. den i start sorting out my harddisk.. :)

now den i noe.. my harddisk de PSP games.. take up 80plus GB of space.. -.-!!! den bath n slowly sort my stuff...

now is 1.33am.. tired ??? yeah.. abit.. still transfering my stuffs to harddisk.. update till here.. once updated.. OFF TO BED... :)

2009-03-12T01:58:00.005+08:00

here to update... past week plus.. did nth much... SO BORED !!!!

finding work.. not so easy to find.. :/

slping as early as 4plus to 5am.. nv go out much.. jus stay home.. watch tv.. play lappy.. watch movie... SO BORED !!!!

no $$$... no $$$.. sighhh... boring... need to find things to do.. need to learn something new.. AHHHHHH....

den last wed night went to 算命at bugis... lol.. cool hor.. went at 12mid night... -.-!!! waited 6hrs for it.. haha.. huihui jio mi go de.. so jus go lo..went wif huihui n her 2 frens, king guan n kenny.. den we jus slack around... chat.. went to eat.. jus try to waste time...den around 3am.. some auntie n uncle came.. HAHA.. they though they can be 1st but we were dere...

den at 6am de 算命shop open... i was de 1st on de line to 算命as huihui n her fren don noe wat to ask.. so they ask mi be 1st.. hehe.. well.... wat i ask.. tat i will not tell.. hehe.. it is for mi to go noe.. n for u to go find out.. took mi around 45mins.. den wait for huihui n her frens.. kingguan around 8plus went home as he cannot tahan.. he nv go 算命he jus came down to pei us.. kenny also.. lol..

after tat went skool wif huihui.. huihui get to noe where her IAP was.. mi le.. pass jess my admin card.. as she wan to get tickets for last sat music event.. den pei her wait.. wait dao around 12 den de start of giving away ticket... reach home around 2plus in de afternoon.. bath n went to slp.. bui tahan sia.. nv slp whole night.. :)

i got a new hair cut.. well.. kinda short.. tats wat i told de lady to cut.. but i regret as TOO SHORT !!!!

now i need to style my hair... SHIT... i hate to do tat.. maybe i will go buy 1 new cap.. :) don judge it by de front.. once u c de back of my hair.. u will tink tat dis hair style look funny wif it.. MUHAHAHAHAHA....

i need a new jogging pants... i onli hav 1 pair of jogging pants... it is time to buy another pair... arbo no pants to wear for jog sia..

i am still craving for 豆花油条... WTF !!!! i realli need to find 1 day n go eat.. i am going to go ki siao liao...

oh ya.. today i almost tio 4D.. if i buy ibet.. waaa... sad lo.. bought 3137.. come out is 3317... if buy ibet.. at least gt $20 !!! yaaa... i noe.. $20 is nth.. well.. better den nth.. haha..

2009-03-01T18:03:00.004+08:00

today jus ran de 10km newton active run 2009... 10km run... for mi.. liked always.. jog lo...

woke up around 6plus.. was freaking tired.. slpt at around 4am.. slp 2hrs den go run.. wa kao.. damn tiring..

ytd le.. went out wif fab n leo they all.. had dinner at BK.. den walk around.. walk to lido.. den had a small meal at pepper lunch.. was hungry.. den around 8plus.. left town for paris ris..

denise 21st birthday party.. once i reach paris ris.. was raining heavily.. walk in de rain.. lucky gt bring jacket.. den ask her come out to pass gift den i go off le.. as was raining too heavily.. don wan enter her chalet... was dreteched by tat time.. den head home.. once home.. went to bath as scare of catching cold.. once bath hao.. jus slack in front of de lappy.. watch tv..

now le.. rotting.. after morning run.. i came home n slp.. its raining supppppeeeerrrrrr heavy.... dad went out.. feel like sneaking out his lorry out to drive... :/

2009-02-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

nv did much for de start of de holiday...

1st week.. was planning.. planning.. planning for chalet ? planning to go overseas... oh well... jus planning.. but need $$$ sighhh...

thur.. went to buy sotong n prawns... mom teach mi how to clear de prawns n sotongs.. took mi 1 hr plus jus to clear finish de prawns... n also collect de satays...

applied for NTU n NUS... submitted all forms online.. paid $20 for both applications.. but de troublesome 1 is tat NUS need u to head down n submit ur poly transcript, o lvl results n ur passport/birthcert... all 1 copy..

tk send us down to NUS as he need to head to skool to print his poly transcript.. as he also submitting it.. after tat head to buy chalet food.. go back to my house to collect de rest of de food.. den drove down to chalet..

chalet was 3 days 2 nights... fri till sun... both nights bbq.. 1st night nv did much.. jus bbq... de peeps gamble... bbq till 3plus 4am.. den took some candit pics...

den huihui wan to watch shutter.. i don dare.. scare ghost.. :( den slp at 5plus 6am... i woke up at 11plus.. went to return de bbq pit.. den head back chalet n resume to slp..

de nxt wake up time was 2plus.. den head to wild wild wet wif qing, mh, elaine n huihui.. brought back some memories..

left www at 5plus.. head back to chalet to start fire.. den bbq.. bbq de whole night... as alot of food to clear.. mi bad in estimating de amount of food.. :/

i took a short nap around 3plus am.. as i was too tired.. den wake up.. left mi, huihui, minghui n guan.. we played dai dee.. loser le.. eat de bbq food.. o.O worse penatly.. play dao 5plus 6...

den went to slp.. 9plus wake up.. pack up den left de chalet.. i cab back wif minghui.. den i nv slp.. as 12noon heading to mel 21st birthday party.. was so tired.. brain dead.. nv stay too long.. once cut hao cake i left asap as dad was downstairs waiting for mi...

he came to pick mi up.. we went to collect de number tag for dis coming sun 10km run.. den head home to slp.. was super tired by tat time.. nxt wake up time was 9pm.. dinner le ??? eat abit.. rice n some potato.. 2plus den go back slp...

for de nxt few days.. nv did much.. jus went out to jog.. tue night head out to shaun chalet at night.. stay dao 2plus den cab back..

hav craving for dou hua youtiao.. wan to sneak dad lorry out to eat.. but don dare.. nv did much lo.. wake up is already 2plus in de afternoon.. jus slack awhile.. skip breakfast n lunch.. den 6plus head out to jog.. den eat dinner.. good hor.. 1 day 1 meal..

well.... update till here.. nth much to update..

i still hate de feeling of missing some1 :(

2009-02-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

here to update blog...

i am done wif poly... so long poly life.. n welcome to the nxt phase of life.. SERVING THE NATION !!!!

last wed drove to skool for last presentation.. abit gone i guess... den stay in skool to complete AES.. at night went to hav dinner wif guan n minghui.. drove to around beach road dere to makan.. den drove down to huihui house.. find her chit chat.. around 11 left..

send minghui home den i drove to airport.. went to pick my parents as they come back frm hongkong... once home.. i slp early as was tired frm morning presentation n driving...

thur.. another usual long day in skool.. trying to complete AES asap.. nv drive to skool.. as dad needs his lorry.. sian.. nth happening.. jus a long day...

once home.. bath n went out.. went to buy make cheesecake ingrident... once home.. make cheesecake... once done wif cheesecake.. wash de things use.. den clear up abit of room.. be4 heading to slp..

fri.. last day of skool.. went skool to resume AES.. done de AES by 1plus.. actually wan to leave skool de.. but supervisior say 3.30 den go.. den ok lo.. w8 w8 w8.. i doze off.. in de end nearly 5 den left skool.. also returning de books n hardlock borrow..

once home.. bath n change.. meet huihui n minghui.. went to far east had dinner.. den bus down to Obar... slack till kopi n king guan come down.. drink n slack at Obar.. left Obar at 3plus.. send huihui home as she quite high..

den mi, minghui n guan went to hav breakfast.. den buy back for parents.. reach home around 4plus 5.. den slp...

sat.. V day.. super boring day... also emo day.. nv go out de whole day.. onli meet leo n leon at vivo at 7pm.. had dinner.. den walk around n slack.. super sian.. moodless.. den took bus to town.. meet szesze..

actually wan to watch movie de.. but nth attracts... so cab down to bishan park... went to drink abit.. moodless for de whole day..

den drink abit.. around 1plus left.. n cab home.. went home to bath n doze off in front of de com... tired ba..

den sunday.. today.. wake up quite late in de afternoon.. went to pei fab, leon n wq for lunch.. after tat went home.. once home.. dad say go out to pray.. den left home.. once done wif praying went to cousin house to collect laptop.. as ask him hlp mi reformat laptop..

den head out for dinner be4 going home.. nv did much for de rest of de time once home.. so bored.....

now... fa dai.. jus waiting waiting waiting waiting... siggghhhh.. don noe wat i am waiting for.. no guts... :(

2009-02-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

here to update blog...

past 2 days was quite lonely... house was empty... no 1 at home.. hav been drinking abit for de past few nights..

drove to skool for de past 2 days also.. even when hav car to skool.. i was also late for skool.. around 9 den reach skool.. tired..

ytd also went to pump petrol be4 heading home.. it was full tank when i gt car.. ytd was almost empty.. so went to pump.. didn't pay a single cent..

n hav been driving ming hui to skool.. well.. it is along de way back and to skool.. i don mind driving ppl..

jus now.. drove minghui to noe where O bar was.. he slpt abit in car.. as for mi.. jus drive.. jus boredd...

dinner for past few days was mi cooking.. cook hao mus wash.. so tiring.. ltr need to iron clothes.. tml presentation.. hope it will be fine..

few more days to valentine day.. i hav no guts to ask ppl.. scare ba.. haizzz...

update till here.. jus eat hao dinner.. jus now went to buy dinner.. ltr hav to go through powerpoint slides.. review it..

another boring night..

another emo night..

another lonely night..

another night tat makes mi wan to hav u...

2009-02-08T16:21:00.003+08:00

here to update blog...

fri after skool.. minghui, huihui, guan, estee, phong n yafen came over my house for steamboat.. bought alot of food.. also bought yu shen to lao..

ate alot.. food cannot be finished.. after dinner.. chat chat n play cards at my house.. around 12plus.. den head out..

parents r leaving for hong kong.. dad took part in overseas marathon... so sat morning 3plus am left house to head to airport.. mom also went along to hk for holiday.. leaving mi alone at home..

den fri night.. dad gav permission to drive his lorry.. drove de peeps out to changi.. stay at changi for awhile... den drive phong home n guan to defu lane.. as he morning need to go for lion dance..

den drive huihui, mh n yafen to geylang for sight see.. yafen nv go geylang be4.. so drive her down.. den head to clarke quay to find pj c if they working.. but they nt working.. so drive down to yishun for breakfast.. den drive dem back home..

i reach home is morning 7am plus plus.. slp at 8am.. wake up at 11plus.. couldn't slp much.. den bath n change..

head out wif leo n leon to beach road.. leo n leon need to buy their army stuffs.. had lunch at beach road..

after tat drive dem to town.. wan to watch movie.. bought underworld 3 tickets.. 6.50pm de.. fab came down by mrt as he hav duty at fri night..

after movie.. head to toa payoh for dinner.. nv eat much.. den drive dem home..

reach home.... bath n wash de pots n keep some stuffs.. my laptop kanna worm.. :( cannot login in msn live messenger.. den try to solve de virus.. sighh..

slp early as slp 3hrs nia.. sleep in de living room... i shift de laptop n router to living room.. wake up 11plus.. den went back to slp... nxt time i wake up is 2plus in de afternoon..

now le.. still trying to solve de virus.. haizzz... i don wan to reformat com.. wed is presentation.. sigh.. wif laptop kanna virus.. i tml go skool need to do work le.. sigh..

ytd night also drink abit be4 i slp.. house is soooo quiet...

2009-02-04T17:55:00.001+08:00

here to update...

well.. presentation is nxt wed.. 9.30am for mi... sighhh...

still hav lots to do..

AES

Report

most important is Powerpoint... as nxt wed need to present...

project nt even completed... don noe if can work or nt... even if can work.. not de actual results i wanted.. damn sad.. abit stress liao... sighhh

ytd.. halfway in skool.. went to fix laptop.. laptop fan spoil.. veri noisy... cab home to take batt den cab to henderson ind park dere.. paid $85.60 jus for service.. after tat waited 4hrs jus to take laptop..

had lunch at mac.. a 1hr plus lunch.. den walk around.. went to ntuc.. haha.. after tat went to library... read comic.. ^^

around 4.40... head back to take laptop.. den cab back to skool... whole day was a cabby day... yaawwwnnn...

head home to jog.. didn't jog for long distance.. was heavily panting.. jog hao.. bath n had dinner.. den slack for de rest of de night...

tml is another long day.. rushing work... update till here.. going off le..

2009-02-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

left 2 weeks till graduating frm poly.. time past veri fast.. not long ago.. u r still in yr1 mugging ur brains out for exams..

den nxt thing u noe.. u r going to grad n go serve de nation..

oh ya.. serving de nation.. last wed went to medical checkup at cmpb... i kanna Pes B.. sian.. de meaning of Pes B n Pes A got no difference lo..

Pes A: fit to do all work
Pes B: fit to do most work..

wtf !!!

den fri.. end skool n pass huihui her book at stadium.. she was taking her napfa.. lol.. she ask mi pei her run 1 round for 2.4.. ok lo.. jus run 1 around.. but i was in jeans.. -.-!!!

after tat head to town wif phong n ming hui.. went to cine.. to find elaine birthday present.. den had dinner at pastamania.. den head to taka to find.. didn't find anything.. in de end.. went to PS to buy.. bought her 1 teddy bear n 1 card..

after tat head home.. bath le.. den i pass her de gift as she at seng kang.. den i went to amk find guan, huihui n mh...

watch movie... all's well end's well.. nt bad movie.. after movie.. went to put $$$ in bank den went to mac to slack awhile..cab home..

sat.. went to kati mac.. as seek hlp for project.. sad to heard i hav to redo alot of stuff.. :( den cab to bedok interchange wif wan hui n sihui.. -.- sounds funny right.. =x

went to mdm wong house.. bai nian... stay dere till around 6 den head off.. i went to play basketball wif fab.. play dao 8plus.. den head home to change n bath.. as meeting leo they all at PS...

fab come my house bath as he nv bring key... n did his weekly report..

den head off to PS.. meet leo they all around 11 le.. had dinner.. den w8 for de movie to start.. watch RED CLIFF 2... nice movie.. movie end at 2plus.. nearly 3..

actually wan to hav movie marathon de.. but too late le.. cab home.. den slp at 5plus am..

woke up at nearly 11am.. den go jog wif fab n audrey.. nv jog much as too long nv jog.. need to warm up abit.. dad sign mi up for a 10km run.. need to train le..

after jog.. head home bath n slp.. mom nv buy lunch.. so as dad buy.. tired to wait so go slp lo.. in de end had my lunch + breakfast at 4.. eat hao.. slack abit.. i went back to slp..

7plus dad wake me up to lao yu shen.. mind was empty when having dinner.. too tired le.. after dinner... jus rest..

hmm.. tink update till here.. starting to feel tired le.. :)

2009-01-30T16:34:00.004+08:00

recently hav been listening to 1 song.. damn nice..

song is by David Archuleta... title is " A Little Too Not Over You "

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what i feel inside
And I turn around, you're with now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything
I saidNo way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understandI'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

it quite expresses my feelings i guess.. tats y i am addicted to it..

2009-01-28T01:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 牛 YEAR TO ALL !!!!!!

Moooooooooooooooooooooooooo

well... its de chinese new year.. well.. nth much happening abt chinese new year..

new year eve.. woke up late.. as i hav been staying out late almost dis few days.. reach home around 2plus am..

slack at home de whole afternoon.. den had reunion dinner at 5plus 6.. den relax n watch tv.. around 11 rush out to town as need to bai TI GONG !!!

meet leo they all.. actually wan to watch red cliff 2.. but 1 of us don wan watch movie.. so we walk down to clarkey quay.. its was having a slight rain.. but we resume walking.. :)

once reach clarkey quay dere.. i went to eat mac as i was hungry.. n best to eat abit be4 drinking.. den we found 1 pub to drink.. i order a walk on the peaches.. NICE !!!! den had 1 shot of drink.. tink was 65%.. knn.. chit chat n play some games.. no cards at de pub.. drink dao around 3plus.. den cab back.. once home.. couldn't slp till around 6am..

1st day of cny.. 10plus wake up le.. nv slp much.. uncle visit our house.. entertain him.. den once he left our house.. i went to bath den prepare to go out.. dis yr cny clothing.. i bought M size.. well.. i should bought L.. cos wear long don feel comfortable.. den i drive down to seng kang temple.. when praying.. saw 1 of my uncle.. den after praying.. i drove him back to ah ma home at hougang.. mi n mom also alight to visit ah ma.. since we r dere.. dad le.. went to toa payoh to pray.. as he tat day eat zai..

1st meal of tat day for mi was ICE CREAM !!!! yummyyyyy.... eat finish ice cream den head in to ah ma house as i nv buy any for relative.. like de usual lo.. went in shake hand n say happy cny.. watch tv at ah ma house.. 食神 was showing tat time :) watch dao 6.30 den had dinner at ah ma house.. 7pm left ah ma house den went to my dad's mother sister home near bedok reservoir... LOL.. dad drove dere as he wan to go dere faster.. i slp in de ride as i was tired..

stay at their house till 8plus den left.. went to dad's elder sister house near kallang mrt station.. stay dere till around 10.30pm den left.. i head down to DXO to find biao jie.. drink abit den head down to cineleisure.. watch movie.. inkheart.. quite a nice movie.. after movie was 3plus.. cab home.. bath n relax.. didn't slp till 5plus am.. when drinking.. was feeling abit down.. sighhh...

2nd day of cny.. woke up at 1plus in de afternoon.. was woken up by dad.. den i went to bath n change.. wan to drive to amk find 2nd uncle de.. but he jus went out.. so i drove down to clementi to find 1st uncle.. doze off at their house as was still tired.. around 4plus left their house..

drove back to seng kang to visit mom's elder sis.. went to had my 1st meal of de day at 5plus pm... den head to aunt house.. sit till 7plus den drove to amk visit 2nd uncle as he at home le.. sit dao around 9pm den head home..

once home i went to bath n relax.. tml having NS medical checkup at 8.30am.. hav to wake up early.. siannn.. but tml i skipping skool..

well.. i had a boring new year.. jus feel tat something was missing.. sigghh.. emo again ? ya... but but.. i ... nvm... prefer to keep everything inside.. :(

2009-01-24T19:58:00.003+08:00

ytd skip skool... lazy to go.. but late afternoon meet guan.. he bring me to go c tei da doc.. leg not fully heal.. :( cannot fully stretch at certain angle..

took MC frm a tei da doc.. haha.. cool !!!

after tat went bugis meet phong n huihui.. meeting for dinner.. ming hui came down late as he went to cut hair.. had steamboat for dinner.. :)

after dinner.. walk towards to near sunshine plaza to wan to eat 豆花 but it was closed.. sad.. so we walk towards the cathy and towards PS.. be4 heading to a nearby mac to slack.. phong went home as he was tired..

chat till 1plus den they went home.. i went to find leo they all at cine.. as they bought my movie ticket.. watch the bride war... funny movie.. :)

after movie.. they went to eat as i went home.. stomach nt feeling good.. went home relax n slp..

today le.. woke up around 10plus.. went back to sleep.. had lunch + breakfast at 3pm.. den watch tv dao 5plus n went back to slp... was tired...

den 7plus wake up.. bath n had dinner.. ltr meeting leo they all.. going chinatown..

welll.. dis cny don hav mood to celebrate.. don noe wat is wrong.. jus feel tat i am missing something.. :(

troubled ? maybe.. confuse ? maybe.. emo ? confirm de.. sighhh... boring yr...

2009-01-13T08:58:00.006+08:00

last sat was my birthday.. WHEEEE... de age of 22.. sound so sian.. tat day sleep de whole afternoon.. as not activity.. den head out to dinner wif parents to celebrate..

THANK U TO ALL DE PEOPLE WHO SEND THEIR WISHES :)

drove dad lorry down to jurong as tk plan his 21st birthday on tat day..

after tat head down to steven house to drink.. tat day i was knock out.. tat is wat i rmb.. den my sprain leg was pain again.. after drinking.. head down to marina barrage to find leo they all.. they rent car as they celebrate others birthday as well.. head down to geylang to hav do hua n you tiao..

thx to estee,steven,pj, guan, ben, tuyu, huihui, shuan, vivivan, eveyln, elaine, linlin they all.. gav mi gifts.. :)

den leo drove us home...

slp 4hrs tat day den head to cut hair.. cut n dye my hair.. i was freaking tired.. keep yawning.. den 3plus head to do facial..

finish facial.. head over to find fab.. as he pass mi his rented car.. he monday returning de car.. but he hav to book in to camp.. so as mi hlp him return.. drove abit.. get use to de car.. den drove down to his camp so as to noe de road back..

den went home had dinner.. meet him at 9.30pm.. finally got de car by 10.30pm...

den head down to ponggol to find guan as meet him for supper...

was lost at ponggol.. don noe how to go ponggol end... den when finally meet ben n shaun for supper.. which is at upper thomson dere.. prata shop.. had prata den drive to yishun dam to relax..

den drove home.. reach home was around 2.. slp at 3..

nxt day go skool.. kanna fined for not putting coupon for parking overnight.. $50 fined.. knn.. drive to skool in de morning.. damn shiok to drive to skool..

no need to wait for bus.. no need to squeeze.. blast music..

reach skool in 15mins.. den head to class.. nuaaaa... den drove tuyu, ben n bang yao out for 1st break.. went bishan for breakfast.. den drove them around.. go chomp chomp n geylang.. as ben don noe how to go geylang..

after tat pick lin lin as she going skool.. along de way.. went back skool to slack.. den around 1.30 drove ben to compass point as he wan to cut hair.. den i return de car at serangoon.. den take bus back skool..

past few days nv did much abt project.. so bored.. ytd went marina wif qing n his fren.. had dinner at marina.. den took mrt back..

today le.. slack de whole day.. was bored of skool..

2009-01-13T08:58:00.003+08:00

it has been a while since i last updated my blog..

firstly.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !!! even though it is 2 weeks ago.. hope a better year will be ahead..

i am back at s'pore.. came back to s'pore on 2nd of jan.. MISS MY PARENTS N PEEPS...

dis past 2 weeks.. not use to de normal FYP life.. hav been in china for 1 month.. suddenly a change.. in weather + waking up time.. hard to adjust..

weelll... jus slowly change back... n i had my 1st presentation for my fyp.. though i was going to be fuk.. but i didn't.. hengggg...

boring life when back in s'pore.. n i jus sprain my left foot.. :( last sat play ball den sprain de.. not onli tat i also jammed 2 fingers.. knn.. suay day.. was suppose to jog on sunday de.. but wif a sprain foot nv go..

monday skip skool.. went to c 铁打doc.. haha.. den rot in town awhile cos bored to go home.. oh ya.. i was also sick last thur.. haha.. come back already sick twice le.. coughing for de 1st time.. went to polyclinic to c doc.. haha..

now le.. in lab lo.. BOOORRRRRIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGGG !!!!! should hav stay at home n slp.. haha.. but no MC when c 铁打doc le.. siannn...

n i test dis on de test.. regarding de date of birth of myself..

funniest part is abt de job... HAHA

Based On My Birthday:
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love, Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

Strengths: Witty and highly adjustable in hard times.

Weakness: Impatient, impetuous and quarrelsome.

Jobs I Shouldpursue : Teachers, lecturers, writers, announcers, investors.

2008-12-24T20:57:00.002+08:00

its wed.. christmas eve..

today.. nv did much.. normal lab.. den around 4.30 end class.. went back to hostel den went out to eat.. meeting china buddies around 5.50pm.. as dere is a concert event.. event last around 2hrs plus..

past few days is usual lab.. hav been drinking abit.. =D china alcohol is cheap.. den play cards.. jus hav fun n relax..

nth much happen dis few days.. bought tibits.. eat alot.. drink alot.. quite tired easily..

k la.. update till here.. tml is own time own target.. fri i hav a mock presentation.. hav to prepare.. =D

2008-12-20T09:44:00.002+08:00

here to update blog...

dis past week was busy...

monday normal work day... den SBM students at night come... hlp dem wif lagguage n bring dem out to dinner.. after dinner.. we bought beer n head back to room to drink..

tue.. wake up early den head out for tour.. took quite a few nice pics.. den had lunch.. lunch was nt bad.. den around 4 ended de whole day tour.. didn't head back wif all.. instead the usual 7 of us head out.. took cab down to elsewhere n explore.. had bbq for dinner.. nv eat too full as throat wasn't tat good.. head back room n rest early tat day..

wed.. usual work day.. but work half day nia.. afternoon after lunch head out to buy crabs.. selected a pair of crabs to makan n bought another pair to trat SBM students tat we take care.. after tat head back room to rest.. crab wasn't cook so de canteen stuff cooked it..

around 5 meet up to eat de crab.. den afternoon crab eating session.. head out to de hk makan place to hav dinner.. order pi dan shou rou zhou den took cab to guan qian jie.. walk around.. looking for pub..

found 1 pub.. nice place to relax.. steven, tuyu, edyna n me order 1 black label.. drank abit.. play cards, play disc.. quite fun.. was abit high overall.. den went to bought mac for supper as hungry.. tuyu n steven disturb ppl along de way as all r high.. steven even shouted in de mac be4 we left saying i love KFC.. lol..

cab back to skool.. den head to room to hav supper.. den slack awhile.. edyna stay in our room for movie marathon.. didn't slp tat night..

thur.. follow SBM students to de their work place at another place.. boring day.. n freaking long day.. slp 1hr plus in de afternoon as the giv a lect at de afternoon.. knn.. damn dry topic..

around 4.30 finish de whole thingy den head back to skool.. tat night head back to guan qian jie for dinner.. found 1 nice pizza place to hav dinner.. after dinner wanted to watch movie but tickets were quite late n scare we couldn't reach hostel in time so we giv up de idea.. jus walk around.. nv do much...

tat night also movie marathon.. scare couldn't wake up on time for shanghai trip.. so nv slp.. meeting time was 6am..

when meet up wif de rest of de ppl.. weather was super cold.. actually wanted to take bus to train station but de bus was too crowded n we hav 38 ppl wif us.. so we hav to rush cabs down.. luck reach train station in time.. once board de train.. took a nap in it..

reach shanghai we spit up wif de rest n walk around.. took their mrt to elsewhere.. had porridge for breakfast.. den went to the wax museum.. even though spend abit more but i find it worth it.. took alot of pics.. half way through de day.. LOW BATT !!! knn.. even spare batt i forgot to charge.. damn idiot of me..

after de wax museum, we went to de the scare room.. after scare room.. took cab down to elsewhere.. bought de flower teas agian as gifts.. also bought a mark tat shows my last name.. walk around n had lunch.. ate noodle for lunch.. den cab down to their famous location.. their tallest building.. had to pay to enter.. spend 150rmb to enter.. which can go all de way up to 400++ lvl.. took alot of pics dere as de view was great.. using steven cam.. bought 1 small tower of de place as it was nice..

after tat took mrt down to de nxt place we wan to go.. n walk towards to bay.. bought cigars to smoke.. n took alot of pics wif de cigars.. den head to train station as it was almost times up.. train leaving shanghai back to suzhou is 9+++

had dinner at burger king n bought 1 bottle of vodka at 100 rmb.. consider veri cheap lo.. den took train back.. bought class B train tickets.. which mean.. de train isn't as good as de 1 we took to shanghai.. 1hr plus train ride.. alot of ppl slp inside de train as all tired..

head back to hostel.. bath n slp early tat night..

sat.. today.. work day.. for now.. update blog den start to do abit of work le..

2008-12-14T09:38:00.002+08:00

today is de 1st week tat i hav been staying at china..

wed after lab.. went out to singing session.. took cab down.. skip dinner.. went to their kbox.. tat place damn cool.. it s call something fruit something de.. forgot name le.. 4hrs singing session.. 50rmb.. tat include popcorn + drinks... den we order liquior.. 4 guys drink onli.. sing dao around 10.. den cab back to hostel.. dinner tat night.. well.. we bought burgers.. quite nice n cheap..

den thur.. half day.. cos we all went to buy train tickets to shanghai.. our buddies brought of us down.. took their bus down.. damn crowded.. their train station damn cool.. saw KFC !!!! KFC !!!! de 1st KFC at china... at 1st cannot buy de tickets due to i don noe wat reason.. den walk to another ticket selling place.. tat place look like those underground fight place.. each person is allowed to max of 3 tickets as at china.. ppl buy tickets at cheap price n sell it higher to ppl who wan to buy last min tickets..

after tat.. we head down to their 观前街.. their famous shopping area.. head to a place to hav lunch.. lunch was around 3plus tat day.. our buddies followed us as they don hav lesson tat afternoon.. look around.. try new food.. i bought myself a long sleeve.. for de price.. i find it ok.. cos i already out of shirt le.. haven't wash anything... walk around till around 6plus 7.. took bus back to campus.. den went to supermarket.. ate cup noodle for dinner tat day.. wash my socks n boxers n 1 tshirt tat night also... went to our buddies room as they invite us over..1 room = 6 ppl share.. they don hav heater.. bathroom was elsewhere wif no hot water.. in china they also play world of warcraft in chinese... they can buy 1 month prepaid card unlike s'pore n it is alot cheaper.. head back to room be4 11 as our door close at 11.. slp early tat day as i was tired..

fri.. woke up wif a slight headache.. resume to go lab as i find it ok.. but after lunch.. i took panadol.. n told teacher.. she ask mi go back to room to rest as sat going shanghai.. den ok lo.. i head back to room.. n jus slp.. wake up wif de headache gone.. den went to play basketball.. after bball went to bath as i sweat.. den out to dinner.. ate porridge tat night.. wash my clothes after dinner.. use their washing machine hav to pay 4rmb..

tat night i couldn't slp.. watch movie de whole night.. 1 of de gals don wan to slp as she scare overslept den came over our room to watch movies.. watch dao around 4.30am.. due to train is 6plus am.. all of us had to meet by5.15am.. leave at 5.30am.. scare of missing out de train ride.. 6 buddies followed us to shanghai also...

reach shanghai around 7plus.. took their bullet train.. around 30mins ride.. their station exit hav up to 18.. WOW... once exit the station took pics.. look around.. shanghai looks abit like suntec feeling...took their mrt to another place.. walk around.. den head to breakfast.. ate xiao long bao for breakfast.. after tat we split grp frm a grp of 17 ppl to 7( nt including buddies wif us)... tu yu our onli china fren studying in NYP tat come china.. his dad had business at shanghai.. so he took us to some places.. look around.. take pics.. damn cool.. walk their back alleys.. oh ya.. i also withdraw $$$.. 1 week spend around 1000++ rmb le.. as i bring 1800rmb.. i had no choice but to withdraw..

walk alot of places.. walk to a so call mall.. selling clothes.. n i mean CLOTHES !!! c de clothes damn... u will fell dizzy.. after tat had lunch at kfc.. be4 walking elsewhere.. i bought a belt for myself.. de gals tat follow us bought 1 each bag each for themseleves..

den took cab to elsewhere to look around.. found 1 good place.. tat sells alot of antique.. i liked tat place.. i will go back again to shop for gifts frm dere.. den bought tea leaves... de whole 7 of us.. bought 14 packets of tea leaves.. flower tea leaves.. tat u will not get to c in s'pore.. 1 of myself.. another for releatives..

walk around.. shop around.. take pics.. damn cool la.. n not forgetting disturbing our buddies n eat.. alot of food.. i sure grow fat once i go back s'pore.. den we jus slack dere due to it was around 4plus.. our train back was 7plus.. we had to be back at de station by 6.30.. went to their coffeebean to slack..

when we left de coffeebean.. it was raining.. light drizzy.. actually wanted to cab to staiton but during tat time hard to get cab so we took bus.. when walking to de bus stop.. a bike slided.. nth happen.. the ppl here tat ride bike don realli wear helmets.. damn dangerous.. n their horns.. liked anyhow horn ppl de..

board their bus.. hav to be careful of our belonging as dere r alot of pickpockets around.. 1 bus ride is 2rmb.. feels like a sardin in a can.. had problem exiting the bus.. took mrt back to train station.. w8 awhile be4 going into de station.. sit n rest ourseleves as i starting to feel tired..

joke n took pics.. den board de train back.. once back n exit de station.. weahter was damn cold.. lend 1 of de gals my snow cap as she was freezing.. took bus back to hostel.. disturbing the teacher's kids.. was back in our room.. we put our stuff down n head to dinner.. ate noodles tat night.. once bath hao.. i cuddle in bed n jus went into lala land..

today.. sunday.. reporting time in lab change to 9.. as all of us was tired.. told the teacher to giv 30mins grace.. ate 菜包 for breakfast.. i am the in charge of de day.. so hav to do some work.. today also hav to clean de lab n wash de bed sheets.. once a week we hav to change de bedsheet..

update till here.. hav to go read up some stuff..

2008-12-10T14:06:00.003+08:00

here to blog...

today is de 3rd day at suzhou... weather is COLDDDD !!!! not use to it.. today start to do abit of fyp le.. cos wasted last 2 days..

monday.. took flight frm s'pore to china.. 5hrs short flight.. parents send mi to airport in de morning.. around 9plus am board de plane.. actually should hav come airport earlier so as to take a look around.. alot of stuffs r cheap... in plane had lunch n watch movie.. watch de dark knight..

alight at shanghai around 3plus in de afternoon.. wait for our luggage n find de teacher.. after tat board de bus.. a 2hrs plus bus ride to suzhou..

night comes early for china.. around 5plus.. it was DARK !!! unlike s'pore... there r nt much street lights at places.. oh ya.. de cars here r left drivers following de US...

reach campus around 6plus.. it was as dark as s'pore 8pm.. haha.. our buddies tat r here to look after us came n hlp us wif our bags.. feel bad to ask dem hlp us.. den we go to our room.. our room looks like those paris ris chalet room... after putting our bags..

dinner.. we went out to eat dinner.. order foods like zhi ca... quite nice n affordable.. our buddies nv eat as they had their dinner earlier on.. dinner for dem was like 5pm... OMG !!!

after dinner.. we chit chat wif buddies.. regarding their lifestyle.. alot of questions.. den we head out to buy some daily needs stuff.. i bought shampoo, body foam, cookies, cup noodles, clothes hanger, cups, chopsticks, spoons, slippers.. alot of stuff la.. cos need ma..

after tat head back to room.. relax, watch tv n bath.. all their shows r CHINESE !!! de hostel offer 5 channels nia.. even their english shows hav translated to chinese.. damn strange.. de shower was alright.. but de floor damn cold..after bath had to dry myself fast.. if not.. sure suffer.. tat night i slpt at around 2am..

2nd day.. wake up brush teeth n shave beard.. den head for breakfast in their canteen.. bought 8 small little fried bao n something like egg pancake + soya bean milk... oily n full breakfast.. tour de skool take pics.. den board de bus to go another of their brother skool.. along de way.. i slp abit but the view is nice..

after tat back frm tour.. went out to eat lunch.. den head back to lab.. clean up de lab.. after cleaning de lab den head back room to relax.. meet around 4 for short briefing wif teacher.. den chili back at room till 6.30 for dinner..

went out to another restaurant to eat.. bought internet cable.. n some other daily needs tat we missed out.. n also buy sim card to call back s'pore...

after tat jus chat awhile wif de buddies be4 heading back to room.. tat night play cards at ben room.. n hav internet connection.. slp around 1plus..

today wake up around 8am.. alot of ppl knock our door.. knn.. wake up wif attitude sia.. frens say i look sick sick de.. den went to canteen to eat breakfast.. order 2 bao n 1 something like dou sar bing.. den head to lab.. do abit of reading.. de internet connection was fuck up.. damn slow..

around 11.30 head out to lunch.. went to order burgers.. den head back to lab.. saw de bing tang hu lu.. wan to try once.. looks nice..

now back in lab.. read abit of stuff.. den update blog..

update till here.. update other days..

2008-12-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

here to update blog..

2 weeks of fyp jus pass.. tml start de 3rd week.. did nth.. jus take pics of ppl wif different skin color..

oh ya.. i bought myself a digital cam.. sony T77.. bought it at IT fair.. well.. giv alot of freebies.. tats good.. fab drive mi n leo down jus to get it.. haha.. i also bake cheese cake.. a success i guess.. gav abit to frens to test.. they say nt bad.. =D

tat day went IT fair was also ching seang birthday.. play basketball wif fab, leo n leon den head down.. nv eat much tat day.. ltr tat night pj drove mi down to boat key find guan.. sit down n chit chat..

past week was sick.. cough n flu.. slight fever.. resume going to skool.. cough like wan to die.. had a hard time talking n breathing.. haizzz..

last 2 weeks was also busy.. busy wif preparing de lagguage... bought myself alot of stuff within 2 weeks.. went G2000 to buy a winter jacket for $100++.. bought a nike jacket for $70.. went to eat wif frens.. bought new jeans, clothes n boxers.. spend alot.. but all dis clothing.. tink jus nice chinese new year can wear..

tml flying off to china.. going suzhou to continue FYP.. a good experience.. nv been to china be4.. but heard frm my aunties n frens saying de weather is going to be coooooolllllldddddddd... temperature has drop.. i am scare of falling sick over dere.. welll.. hope nth happens..

i update till here.. waking up as early as 5.30am as dad wan mi to be at airport by 7.30am.. i will try to upload pics tat r taken at china..

2008-11-27T08:42:00.002+08:00

here to blog..

4th day of fyp.. not going as smooth as i though to be..

1st day of fyp.. was draggy... 9am briefing.. den 10 meet teacher for another briefing.. follow by briefing by in charge of wat project to do.. den it was lunch.. follow by heading back lab to read up on wat i suppose to do..

i doing something call WiT.. wat is tat ? i also don noe.. like programming ? yes abit.. like engineering drawing.. yes abit.. it realli is hard to understand.. dis is de website to it.. http://www.wit-igraph.com/default.htm

den day 2 n day 3 was almost de same.. got breafast time + lunch + tea break.. sound slack right.. but when u waste abit of time here den u do nth.. n noe nth.. u will start feel de stress..

ytd also had another briefing for my china trip... long briefing.. saying abt wat to bring.. wat we hav spend our $$$ own.. how much to bring.. wat is our schedule.. all those.. den noe who we r going wif.. whole afternoon time was spent on tat briefing.. when back to lab was already 5plus le.. everyday fyp is 8.30 to 6.. long n boring day.. lifeless..

reach home already tired.. it has been a long time tat when i slp.. i nv notice de rain is pouring heavily n ytd night was raining.. lucky parents come hlp mi close de windows..

ytd also had a dream.. dream tat u were sad.. crying.. but it was all a dream... a dream... do i still hav feelings for u ? yes i do.. do i still wan to hold u.. yes i do.. but... i am not worth it anymore..

1 week plus to go be4 i fly.. starting to pack my stuffs.. china is going to be cold.. n i cannot tahan cold.. easily having flu.. tink i will suffer over at china.. sighhhh...

update till here.. hav to go read up on my project... life is hard when hav to walk alone..

2008-11-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

tml is de start of FYP...

dis 2 days was out most of de time.. it has been a long time.. since i was out till so late.. miss de good old days..

fri meet guan for supper at outram.. den walk to boat key.. head towards pj work place.. sit down n relax.. order 1 jug of beer.. i drink it.. nv finish it.. as i cannot take too much liquior le.. body cannot take it.. head home around 2plus am.. slp at 4am..

sat.. wake up around 11plus.. den head back to bed around 2plus.. actually wan to jog de... but leg cramp when i wake up n i drank beer few hrs ago so nv jog..

actually wan to play ball wif fab they all but raining so cancel.. in de end head to town.. went to watch movie.. slack around.. took 1st bus home... den slp at 8 ~ 9am...

around 12plus wake up.. bath le den head PS again.. ate lunch wif leo, leon, fab n wq.. leo book out on sunday morning n had to book in tat night.. si bei sian..

after lucnh walk abit den head home..

it was raining heavily when on way home.. was caught in de rain n had to run to cross de road..

now i am feeling tired.. walk past a few places tat holds grat memories to mi.. but.. i don noe how to continue..

update till here.. waking up early for briefing.. 12 weeks left to grad n 2 weeks be4 flying off to suzhou..

2008-11-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

12 weeks of attachment is over.. nxt week going back skool..

bought chocolates for de colleague... the 2 aunties tat always take care of mi say i am de 1st IAP student to buy gifts for dem.. they are thankful for it.. so they treat mi lunch n breakfast..

today is jus de usual work.. jus try to hlp out wif watever i can.. doze off at work as usual..

2 more weeks den i am flying off.. dec 8th is de day i fly.. is also de day.. well.. u noe i noe everybody noe.. pain ? maybe ? maybe not ?

am i still bother by it ? yes ? no ? i also don noe anymore..

but i noe something... i nv felt dis uncomfortable be4..

2008-11-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

i am sick n tired of being a nice guy

being nice to ppl doesn't lead mi to good ending

wat is de use of being nice

wat is de use of being kind

it land mi in deep trouble

it gives mi 烦恼

i don wan to be de 1 who clear dis trouble

who can i share dis kind of trouble

NO ONE !!!

NO ONE !!!

though keeping everything to myself is de best solution

once i say out

it makes me feel worse den i hav been feeling

parents nagging

saying they are concern

i noe they are concern

but 3 times

4 times

i hav my limit

i am no longer happy

I WILL NO LONGER BE HAPPY

I HAD IT

FUCK IT

2008-10-29T21:19:00.003+08:00

how it feels when u noe u r going to be bankrupt...

a shocking news to mi.. is tat my dad told us tat my family maybe bankrupt be4 cny..

y ?

y dis happen ?

y ?

due to a fire.. de company tat my dad work for was blame for some cable problem tat lead to a fire on oct 1st..

1 yr den de fire occur.. n de blame is on my dad n another uncle.. dey need to pay for de dmg.. 300 千... 30 000... de insurance will pay 100 000..

but wat abt de 200 000 ?? divided by 2 ppl ?

i hav onli c my dad wif a face tat shows de word worried twice.. 1st time was when ah ma left dis world.. another was when my mom was in hospital having operation.. dis is de 3rd time i c dis face..

i am realli worried.. bad things keep happening.. dis is a bad yr..

21 yrs old..

de begining of all bad luck..

haizzz...

i now realli lost.. i don noe wat to do anymore..

felt so useless.. can't even hlp my dad..

i hope dis crises will be over..

2008-10-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

dis past week nv did much stuff... raining raining raining... nv jog till thur.. jog back to skool den run 2.4 in skool be4 jogging back..

results for my new balance real run is out.. came in as 1188 runner.. timing: 01:45:40.. i find it so so for a 1st time jogger.. dis is de pic of de tshirt receive after de run n my num tag..

den fri.. finish work n head down to amk.. had dinner wif king guan n ming hui.. den chat till around 11.30pm den head home.. relax, bath den slp le..

sat.. woke up n head for a hair cut.. den was suppose to go swimming de.. but dark clouds cover de sky.. so cancel it.. den meet phong n ming hui for lunch.. phong birthday.. went to hougang point sakae sushi... after tat head home.. meet fab around 5plus n head down to bishan play ball.. play ball wif his army sgrt n frens.. play dao 10plus.. reach home nearly 12.. bath n had dinner.. dinner was jus a bowl of soup n 2 corn.. den i jus watch tv n read manga till 3plus 4am..

today.. sunday.. woke up at 9am.. suppose to meet drey n fab at 9.30.. but change to 10.. went stadium jogging.. fab nv go as his knee pain.. so i jus jog wif drey.. finish jogging around 11.. head home.. rest n had lunch.. nv do much till nearly 4..

around 4 head to fab house play xbox 360.. he bought xbox360... den play abit.. around 8pm head home.. den drive parents out to hav dinner... went amk eat.. order fried oyster, sting ray, sotong, vege n satay.. mom wan to eat satay so went to order dis kind of food.. after dinner drive to buangkok ntuc.. de ntuc open 24hr.. did some last min shopping..

now home.. bath hao n refresh.. feeling tired.. but need to do weekly report.. dis week i on budget.. hav to save $$$ for new sandal..

2008-10-20T11:01:00.002+08:00

fri end work as usual.. took bus back.. once home.. relax n bath.. going out to eat zai.. cross road wif parents den had dinner.. eat hao.. jus go home n relax.. nv did much tat night..

sat wake up early n head to compass point meet ming hui n phong.. went sk swimming complex.. swim abit.. but googles spoil.. den tan abit.. be4 heading back to compass point bk for lunch.. den head home to rest myself.. move my room tv out of my room.. move a bigger tv into my room.. took a nap..

den bath n head out to uncle house for dinner.. mi drive to near boon keng dere.. parking at multi story carpark was ok.. den nv eat too much for dinner.. sit n relax.. around 8plus den head back..

drove to sk to des house.. des 21 birthday.. nv eat.. jus sit n relax.. watch tv.. stay till around 11 den took bus back..

once home.. prepare bag den watch tv till 1.. be4 slping..

woke up at 5.30.. as set wrong alarm timing.. bath den ate 1 apple for breakfast.. around 6 left home.. went to sk.. another uncle driving mi n dad to changi exhibition hall.. picking another uncle along de way..

change to shoes..n put on num tag.. den did warm up n head to de toilet.. around 7.50am start de 15km jog.. took part in de real run event.. weather was sunny... good day..

took my time to jog.. dad acc mi to jog.. de run was quite long.. but good pace for mi.. had a hard time running pass de beach due to sand.. n by de time i run across de sand.. i was tired..

finish de run in 1hr40 plus mins.. weather was hot to de max.. n i was exhausted due to nt enough slp.. den head to cool down.. change a chip tat was attach to my shoes for de goodie bag n tshirt.. den jus relax body..

after tat head to bath at 1 of de beach toilet.. den had lunch.. nv eat too much as i was too tired.. after tat head home.. slping along de way in de car.. once reach sk.. change back to dad lorry.. we head to buy 4D at hougang green.. i went to buy soya bean drink as was still thirsty..

once home.. online abit den bui tahan go off to slp at around 2plus.. once i wake up is 6plus 7 le.. went downstairs to buy light for my room light.. as my room light spoil.. den change it be4 having dinner..

after tat jus seat in my room n watch tv.. relax my body.. den went living room use dad leg massager.. slpt at 12plus..

today woke up by mom.. den bath n head off to work.. nth much happen.. jus normal work.. so bored.. so lonely..

2008-10-17T11:48:00.002+08:00

tue finish work n went down to amk hub to settle my citibank card wif biao jie.. after tat head home.. skip dinner due to de afternoon lunch buffet n i was still full.. so i head out to jog.. jog to skool den jog back.. once home jus relax n watch tv...

wed.. go to work as usual.. nth much happen.. normal work.. after work dad come pick mi up.. den head home.. fab jio mi play ball.. den ok lo.. go down shoot shoot.. reach home around 9pm.. bath den eat dinner.. ltr jus watch tv..

thur.. work work.. bored to de max.. dad come fetch mi again.. went to jog wif him.. jog to seng kang.. jog home.. i was tired.. legs r abit shaky.. so tired... den jus relax n bath.. watch tv again..

today.. woke up abit late.. but i feel tired.. as last night didn't hav good night slp.. hav been waking up.. ARRRGGGHHHH... bad mood.. miss out 1 bus.. due to bus was full.. reach work abit late.. who cares..

de files i suppose to clear.. all done.. nth to do.. tired..

i hav been slping late quite often.. tired but once i am on my bed.. my eyes r wide awake.. sighh.. nth beats tat pain..

2008-10-14T12:21:00.002+08:00

ytd finish work.. dad come pick mi up.. i drove back...

ytd dad eat zai.. so i park de car at our house downstairs n cross road to eat.. actually wan to sit at de coffee shop eat de.. but saw neighbour.. so we buy back.. as if we sit.. she sure pay for our meal de..

bought fried rice, mushroom noodle n guo tei.. so so onli.. share wif parents.. mom last min call us to buy.. as she don wan cook due to she need to eat med.. she isn't allowed to eat alot of oily food, chicken n quite alot.. n after eating de med she need to go to de bathroom alot of times..

once home.. carry de weights.. den bath n had dinner.. nv did much.. jus watch tv n relax.. slpt at 12plus 1...

morning wake up wif a headache not onli tat.. i felt pain at my heart.. bath le den rush out.. took 2 panadol be4 heading out.. ignoring tat pain..

reach work was 10mins late.. bought 2 curry puff n milo for breakfast.. eat hao start to do work.. den doze off le.. was feeling damn moody... bad day for mi..

nw lunch time.. but nt eating.. company treating us.. so de time for us to eat is 1.30pm..

nth much to update le.. go back to do abit of work so as nt to tink of anything..

2008-10-14T12:14:00.005+08:00

i read dis frm my fren's blog...

When men see a hot woman, the thought process runs through a stimulus of varying questions.

They think:
1. I wonder how it feels like to be in bed with her?
2. Does she blow well?
3. I wonder if she licks ass?
4. I wonder if we have to spoon after sex?

When women see a hot man, they think:1. I wonder if he has a nice personality?i saw this somewhere nd i think it happens most of the time right? i mean, whats wrong with guys, cant they get even simpler? cant they just stop thinking about, BOOBS nd PUSSY. why must guys get involved in boobies all the while, like they either tends to laugh at flat-chested girls or overly-developed girls. then they will go round calling either "airport" or "dua neh bu". knn. we girls also dont call you guys "dua lan pa" or "lil dicky" right? yea, i think they will feel very proud to have big dicks, but not all girls like to have big boobies know. GUYS ARE FUCKTARDS!

after reading it.. i was once like tat.. hav though abt dis questions be4.. but now.. i don... i don hav de mood to tink of dis anymore.. jus tired of tinking...

days r jus getting more bored n bored.. feel so lifeless

jus so lonely.... sighhh.. =(

2008-10-13T12:16:00.002+08:00

sat night meet az around 12plus.. went kovan hk cafe.. sit n relax.. while waiting for fab.. as he coming to pick us up.. he drove us to find leo they all.. all their ritz fren.. relax abit..

den all of dem quite tired so head home.. mi fab n az went to ponggol lasi lemak to relax.. chit chat lo.. chat dao around 5am 6 den head back.. slpt at around 7am..

10.30am woke up le.. cos fab n drey wan to go stadium jog.. so jus pei dem lo.. in de end.. fab oversleep.. den i jus head to stadium alone.. run my 2.4km.. de time i took de run was 11plus am.. sun was bright.. hot to de max.. run le den cool down be4 heading home..

once home.. mom say tat fab call.. dey gt went to jog.. but tink nt long i left dey reach.. oh well.. nvm.. home le go carry weights.. den cool down den bath.. nv eat anything n haven't slp much..

say tired.. but eyes don wan close.. in de end.. i sit at com n fa dai.. den go watch tv.. around 3plus in de afternoon den finally slp.. wake up around 6.. cos dad ask mi up.. he jus reach home.. n bought mi a jogging shoes as he went to collect de jog tag for nxt week..

he ask mi try shoes but i too tired le.. so i went back to slp.. den 7plus mom ask mi up to eat dinner.. no choice den wake up eat... after dinner biao jie ask mi pei her go eat dinner.. so i jus change n went out..

went kovan de new york new york.. i order 1 salad to eat abit n 1 drink.. i reach early so i activate my debit card.. nxt i wan to apply citibank card... den i went to buy some stuff mom hlp mi ask her.. den i head home by bus..

once home.. carry weights be4 heading to the shower.. slpt at 1am.. as couldn't slp.. watch tv.. watch 1 show tat de americans r giving away $100 000 away.. alot of $$$.. but gt rules.. sad... c de show so touching..

tink update till here.. nw lunch time n i skipping lunch.. nt hungry due to moring 2 curry puff.. siannn...

last week take afternoon nap.. i will tink of u.. don noe y.. sighh... i will be quiet abt it..

2008-10-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

bloooggggg timeeee....

ytd finish work head down to town to meet derwin, phong, estee n hui hui... small gathering.. wan to go eat sakura de.. but abit ex.. so we went shopping 1st.. is mi shop la.. cos w8ing for ming hui to come as he gt napfa training.. den will be coming down abit later...

went heern to walk walk... i bought myself a bag for work.. leather 1.. n 1 new tshirt.. total up is around $75.. den walk walk.. saw some cool tshirts.. maybe nxt time den buy.. ^^

den ming hui come.. we went to cine to eat.. i spend around $42 for dinner... o.O quite ex right.. but de food nt tat nice.. but i was full.. even though my lunch was 3 biscuit + 1 pocky + 1 milo.. AGAIN !!! i was full frm tat..

den walk walk.. walk towards orchard mrt n took mrt to amk... estee took bus home.. mi n ming hui go meet king guan.. he injury his leg but still wan to come out.. i am ok wif it.. so pei him lo.. we chit chat till around 1plus 2... den head home by cab.. actually wan to meet fab they all de.. cos they wan to go gelyang eat dim sum.. but in de end nv.. head home den slp...

today.. wake up around 10 den meet ming hui n phong to go seng kang swimming complex.. swim, play n relax.. left de pool around 1plus.. den we head down to bugis.. taking bus 80 down.. bus ride was long.. slp in de bus.. but it was a bumpy bus ride..

reach bugis.. we went to had lunch.. for mi it was 1st meal.. as be4 swim i onli drink soya bean drink.. went fish n co to had lunch.. but i nv eat finish.. full when i was half way through eating..hav been eating less n less... good i guess ??? den went to walk walk.. i bought a leather cover for iphone..

we walk to the cathy as ming hui wan to buy sandal.. went newurban to buy.. actually wan to buy 1 sleeves t dis few days.. but abit ex n nth seems to attract.. so nv buy.. den took mrt home..

now i relaxing.. ltr submitting report to lect.. bored to de max... sigh.... when i bored... i start to anyhow tink... SIANNNNNNN......... don wan anyhow tink le..

oh ya......... i lost weight to 70kg le.. 2 months lost 8kg.. good progress.. i will keep it up..

2008-10-10T09:59:00.002+08:00

here to update...

wed finish work as usual.. nv went to jog as it was raining.. went out to ntuc wif mom to buy some daily needs.. den dad come fetch us home.. den spend de night watching tv...

thur.. went to work as usual.. crowded bus.. siannn.... resume my normal work n complete it be4 noon.. manager nt here.. but supervisior here..

lunch = nap time... wake up frm nap den had lunch which is 1 cup of milo + 3 biscuit + 1 packet strawberry pocky... nv did anything after tat.. chit chat wif supervisior n de 2 aunties at work place.. they say since de manager nt here.. can relax.. n my dis supervisior rarely come chai chee as her place is at depot.. frm around 2plus tok tok tok till around 4plus nearly 5... den heard news frm 1 of de aunt tat manager coming down.. o.O ok lo.. he come den come lo.. around 5.20pm he come... i almost going home le.. jus act act.. act busy.. den go off le..

took bus to paya lebar mrt station.. as dad go dere fetch mi.. bought soya bean milk drinks.. den slp abit in de lorry as stuck at traffic jam along de way home.. once home.. change n head out to jog wif dad..

we jog to my skool... using de bus 72 route.. den jog into my skool.. pass de basketball court at blk M den de stadium.. after tat jog de bus 70 route.. den head to sengkang... be4 IMH head back home.. dad say around 15km... AROUND !!!! weeell... it feels good.. sweat alot..

den once home.. relax n carry weights.. bath n had dinner.. mom slp early as she nt well.. den i relax n watch tv.. slp around 1plus as couldn't slp... had a hard time slping dis few days..

today.. took de wrong bus to work.. took bus 854E.. de express 1.. de bus take de expressway.. when i was slping.. reach bedok interchange -.-!!! den i had to change bus again den walk to work place.. reach work place around 8.30am liao... nxt time i take bus mus c properly liao.. don stupid stupid take 854E.. nabei

i go back do my stuff le.. jus relax awhile to blog.. still feeling de after effects of some personal stuffs.. hate tat kind of feelings... =(

2008-10-08T14:19:00.004+08:00

here to update blog...

monday after work head home by bus.. dad was quite far away so i go back alone.. once home.. head out to jog.. run around 8km.. wore my dad army training t.. o.O i can fit into his t wor.. den after de jog.. did de weights n bath..

ltr at night try out 1 of my old t.. i can wear.. last time de t abit tight at de stomach... but now.. it is ok.. a perfect fit.. maybe nxt time wear tat out..

tue.. went to work as usual.. did de usual stuff at work.. nth interesting.. den went home by bus again as dad was near home.. don wan him come down pick mi up.. once home.. relax awhile den head out to jog wif him.. went stadium to jog.. walk dere.. try to run for 2.4km.. its a good start as my pace was quite alright n constant.. dad say can pass.. den after tat cooldown awhile..

dad say try something.. say sprint for 200m.. den i say ok.. sprint wif him.. oh man.. 1st round was ok.. sprint 200m den walk 200m.. try for 3 to 4 rounds.. after de 1st round i cannot keep up wif him.. but it was fun... walk home.. nv did de weights as i was tired already..

oh ya.. mom went jb in de morning den came out at night.. buying dinner also.. she bought 2 boxers for mi... -.-!!!

today ? woke up wif a headache.. but hav to go work.. took 2 panadol be4 heading out.. den lunch took a nap.. bought lunch asking uncle for less rice.. i didn't event finish de food.. no appitate.. hav been eating biscuit n milo for lunch for alot of days le.. no appitate for lunch..

office is cold again.. freezing... ytd dreamt of u again.. i don noe wat to do anymore.. i will jus continue ignore it.. even though it was very painful.. i will be silence abt dis kind of stuff.. rather keep it to myself den saying out..

2008-10-06T08:21:00.002+08:00

here to blog...

dis few days nv did much...

fri end work den head down to east coast park.. meet jess den ltr jiayang come.. had dinner at sushi tei.. quite nice environment.. but abit ex.. not worth it for me.. den jiayang drove us home.. but i ask him drop mi at seng kang den take bus back..

gav mom $100 house keeping allowance.. as i promise tat at attachment.. i will giv $100 every month.. den i went to withdraw den giv her..

sat.. wake up.. wan to go swimming.. but got dark clouds.. den nv go.. acc mom go grandma house.. bought her lunch.. took a nap at grandma house.. grandma wan to giv mi hongbao for my attachment n suzhou trip as a sign of good luck.. but i nv take as she nt working n still giv $$$.. long time nv go her house.. den once go she giv $$$.. i where wan to take it.. better keep it for herself to use..

den head home.. relax at home.. den 11plus 12 went out to meet zhe wei.. den fab n matt came along.. jus slack outside.. was abit hungry den ate mac... slack till morning 6plus am.. morning saw dad went out to jog.. den once i home.. mom was up as she going out.. i went to slp at around 7plus am..

woke up around 1pm in de afternoon.. den head out to jog in de afternoon.. abit crazy right ? weather so hot n sunny.. yeah.. sound crazy but i still head out to jog.. around 2plus come back.. relax.. den go bath.. dad nv buy lunch so i nv eat anything for lunch.. nt so hungry.. den i head back to slp.. mom came back be4 i took my nap..

was suppose to head out for dinner.. but mom go cook.. siannn to de max... den ok lo.. jus eat at home.. den after dinner jus watch tv.. around 9pm.. i did de weights.. sweat alot den head to de shower.. around 11 did de weights again.. dad say my arms look abit bigger.. tink is due to muscle ba.. den i watch tv as i couldn't slp..

my mind is spinning again.. i try nt to tink of anything.. i try to supress all my emotion.. but i still couldn't forget u.. i still miss u h.s.. i try to forget u.. i don hav de courage.. i'm trying to avoid everything.. keeping myself busy so as nt to tink so much.. but in de end.. i still tink.. i did cry at times at de middle of de night.. i jus auto cry.. i don noe wat i am doing anymore..

2008-10-02T13:10:00.003+08:00

here to blog...

sat... woke up n head to swim... work start at 3 today.. long time no swim le.. so jus go swim lo.. after tat head home, bath n take a quick nap.. be4 heading out to work had lunch... sales was so so onli.. left around 10.30...

sun le.. wake up n head to jog.. den head to work.. work start at 1.. finish work at 11pm..

monday le.. no attachment due to company was close for hari raya.. wake up late.. den dye hair.. den almost night time... wan to head out to jog.. but raining so nv go.. den head out for dinner due to dad eat zai today.. so go eat zai lo.. den jus relax at home..

tue.. also wake up late.. company close for 2 days.. den relax till afternoon... work start at 6pm... dere was a traffic jam around paya lebar mrt station dere... quite bad.. today is last day of work for biao jie.. den work work work.. work till 5am... tiring.. how come so "early" go home ?

cos around 2plus am den close.. slowly pack de goods.. move de goods back into de van.. den move half way.. heavy rain.. cannot move de goods le.. den when rain stop.. continue moving.. uncle den drive de 1st batch of goods back due to van full n still gt goods.. den when putting de 2nd batch.. rain again.. den wait lo.. but dis time w8 awhile den hack le.. continue moving.. all dis goods hav to be unload at biao jie work place de show room.. was caught in de rain...

tat night was suppose to head out to supper wif leo, leon, fab n wq de.. but due to work.. delay till 5am.. feel bad for those guys.. w8 for mi.. sorry sia.. den finish work was hungry.. went down to kovan to hongkong cafe had breakfast.. fab n zhe wei came down look for mi due to they still out..

eat hao.. fab drove biao jie home.. n we went to chit chat.. chat till 9am plus.. i head home.. bath le den slp at wed morning 10am... tired to de max...

woke up at 4pm.. due to de morning work.. wake up relax awhile.. den head out to jog wif dad at around 6pm.. jog till ponggol mrt dere again.. but dis time jog more.. taking some detour.. feeling more used to de long run.. den once home.. did my weights den go bath.. mom nv bought dinner so she cook porridge.. den after dinner jus relax n chat at msn..

today wake up as usual for work.. raining in de morning... den head out to work.. nv ate anything from morning till now.. feeling abit hungry le i guess.. update till here.. still gt loads for work to do.. siannnnnnn

2008-09-26T17:05:00.002+08:00

here to update blog...

dis few days nth much happen...

wed drive dad lorry back to skool.. had mac for dinner den attend briefing.. den buy dinner back for dad.. dad nv go cos he don wan go.. also nth much.. mom tat day also come back.. 4am in de morning..

thur.. go to work as usual... bus ride was ok.. den work work work.. busy busy busy.. den go home by bus.. once home.. change n went to jog wif dad.. jog around 12km ++ frm hougang jog to seng kang den to ponggol mrt station dere.. den back.. once home.. relax den go bath.. nv did much... online check mail n chat wif frens.. den go slp le..

today.. woke up n go bath... raining heavily be4 i left home.. had trouble reaching work place on time.. miss 6 buses due to fully crowded.. reach work around 8.20am.. den jus do my usual work.. lucky today manager n supervisiors nt here.. can slack abit.. den had lunch n watch dvd.. nv slp during lunch time.. den nw slack abit be4 go off...

ltr heading to work.. today frm 6 to 10 i guess.. ltr depend on crowd.. don noe wat to eat for ltr.. sigh...

hands r freezing.. i wearing 3 clothes.. n still cold.. still feeling down at times.. haizzzz.... update till here.. going off soon...

2008-09-24T11:58:00.002+08:00

here to bloggg....

monday after work.. head home alone.. dad was too far.. but he ask mi go amk.. go buy shoes.. i say don wan den head home.. once home.. went to jog... de 8km route... quite refreshing... even though took nearly 1hr... den took weights n had dinner.. jus relax n watch tv... slp around 12plus...

ytd... woke up late.. quickly bath n head out... though was lucky as reach bus stop, bus come.. but den again.. i had to switch bus.. bus to work place was crowded.. fully crowded.. had to w8 for 3 buses be4 i board de 4th 1... had no seats lo.. jus stand stand stand... till around ubi nearby den ppl alight...

once at work place... jus did wat supervisior ask mi to do.. use supervisior desk as my desk de pc cannot access some stuff.. supervisior seat was more comfortable den mine.. gt a pillow also.. but de seat was freezing cold.. air con was nearer.. n de manager was behind mi... hate it..

den jus did my stuff till around 5.20.. den leave.. dad come pick mi as i heading down aunt house to collect cheque.. de guard was a ass.. liked look down on my dad tat he was driving lorry.. ask dis ask tat.. wtf.. waste time.. dad n mi was du lan... after de guard allow us to pass.. i took de cheque frm aunt n ask her on some stuff..

after tat jus head to J8 to settle dinner.. i sign up for de NEW BALANCE RUN... 15km.. doesn't sound liked mi right... take part in dis kind of events.. well.. jus go n try.. enjoy de run... den head home.. rest n watch tv till 12plus 1 be4 slping...

today le.. go to work as usual... smooth ride.. gt seats... tats a good start.. den did my work.. lucnh was early.. 11.45 ? den nw resting...

ltr heading back skool.. submit overseas form, passport n cheque.. nt sure if dad will fetch mi.. or whether he will attend de briefing.. as parents r welcomed to do so.. well... ltr will noe..

mannn... my eye bags r getting heavier.. couldn't slp after 10.30pm... force myself to slp.. don noe wat i am tinking... also don noe if i am tinking... shiitttt... well.. i nw go rest.. tired..

2008-09-22T13:35:00.002+08:00

here to blog...

ytd was working also.. start work at 1.. mom went overseas again.. on back at thur.. house was so much quieter... i was left at home agian.. dad out to jog.. mom overseas..

had breakfast n bath be4 heading to work.. today was working wif biao jie.. sales was nt bad.. nearly hit $400 frm 3pm till 10.30pm.. wat can u expect frm stuff tat de most exp is $79.. well.. for it.. it is good sales le..

dinner was kfc.. AGAIN !!! sick of fast food.. haizz... took a short 15mins nap when no customers as biao jie let mi rest.. weather was hot hot hot..

after work.. head to hav a quick supper wif biao jie... was hungry.. after supper walk home.. took de weights be4 heading to bath.. was sweating alot.. tats good i guess.. slpt at around 1plus...

today.. woke up at 6.30am.. quickly bath n head out.. it was raining during de early morning.. nice weather to slp.. but haizzz... had to work..

1st to reach office.. another auntie was on MC... jus do work.. nth interesting.. lunch was around 12plus.. eat le go take a quick nap.. eyes closing.. nw le.. doing work again... it is freezing cold in office.. i am wearing a jacket.. yet my hands r freezing..

now of days.. when taking a short nap.. i will tink of stupid stuff.. ZHIFAN AH !!! plz wake up... don be in LA LA LAND le.. u always regret when things r nt urs.. plz wake up ur f***ing idea.. u r pathetic.. worthless.. n stupid.. jus wake up... ahhh... F*** IT

2008-09-21T01:35:00.002+08:00

here to update blog...

fri was a normal attachment day... nv do much.. jus hlp out wif watever i can... getting more use to attachment boring life...

after attachment head to work... was having a veri bad headache.. was dizzy.. head spinning spinning.. couldn't work.. sigh... but still continue to work... nv did much as nt much sales at night.. den head home by bus.. once home.. bath n took 2 panadol.. den go slp...

sat.. woke up around 11plus.. was better le.. tink i don hav enough slp for de week i guess.. head out to jog.. a hot weather to jog in de afternoon.. work was at 3pm.. told biao jie to change my timing to 3pm... as wan to rest more.. sweating alot at work due to hot weather.. even de air tat de fan blow is warm.. sales was alright.. night time sales was bad... alot of ppl... but nt much sales.. close shop at 10.30pm..

when closing shop.. saw a bapok say hi to mi n another uncle hlping wif close shop.. we jus say hi back n resume closing.. ^^ head home.. did weights n bath...

jus finish my weekly report n submitted it.. nxt week 24th going back skool to submit overseas form for suzhou...

lonely night... finding myself useless n no point living.. hav a freaking car license.. but cannot use dad's lorry... i hav been trying to avoid ppl around mi at times.. i am scare.. scare of my actions will affect ppl around mi... i am realli afraid.. maybe i am too stress..

2008-09-18T09:57:00.003+08:00

ytd... went to work as usual.. was feeling better.. lucky whole day was busy till last 1hr.. den relax.. noon had a quick lunch 1 curry bun n 1 can of soya milk..

after work... dad fetch mi.. go skool.. cos wan to submit form for overseas... but teacher nt tat.. wasted trip.. tink nxt monday den submit.. den once home.. change n went to jog.. jog wif dad.. jog around 9km.. WTF !!! now legs sore.. but it feels good..

tue sleep around 10plus.. was tired.. abit down.. so jus rest early.. maybe too tired le..

so freaking tired.. need to adjust my slping time.. or else i look like gaint panda.. update till here.. gt stuff to do..

2008-09-16T08:19:00.003+08:00

gt my results back... disappointed wif it.. i also gt tears when i c my results..

gt 3 C+, 2 C n 1 B+... gpa drop.. till 2.6.. haiz... ruin my mood...

ytd i also was in lousy mood.. almost gt myself killed twice when driving dad lorry back home.. cos nearly hit de car in front.. haizzz...

anger was de mood ytd i had... u better be careful.. don let mi catch u hav 1 freaking mistake.. u bs mi i sua.. but u gt my cousin along wif dis shit.. u better watch out..

haizzz... nw tired.. moody... emo.. i realli wan to cry.. haizzz... wat is wrong wif mi.. don blog le.. realli moodless... i need.. i need.. haizz... don wan say le..

2008-09-15T12:19:00.002+08:00

here to blog.. sat n sun is a long long day.. work work.. i hav exhausted myself wif work..

sat.. reach work place.. jus slack awhile.. den customers come.. hlp out.. serve abit.. giv flyers.. pack their goods.. oh man.. den when stock low.. i went to showroom to push de stocks over.. scare de glasses fall down.. road straight or nt.. did it a few times.. den de stupid mistake i make is to left my hp in de showroom.. tat lead to alot of problems.. shouldn't hav left my hp on de table.. shit..

but sat sales was great.. tink gt nearly $700 i guess.. cos i nt de 1 in charge of writing de receipt.. work till 11pm.. reach home around 12plus.. exhausted...

den sunday.. woke up n went to jog.. after jog head to work.. de sales for sunday is so so onli.. afternoon weather was freaking hot.. sweat alot.. den around dinner time.. rain veri heavy.. around 8.. i starting to feel tired.. don feel well also.. slight headache.. abit dizzy.. finish work at 10pm.. did closing n head home.. reach home around 11plus..

did de weights.. tok to parents abit.. den bath le online to check mail.. took 2 panadol be4 heading to bed..

de start of de 3rd week of attachment almost don wan come work.. feel lazy to wake up.. but no choice.. sigh.. after heading out.. de rain starts.. heavy rain.. i was caught in de rain abit due to de distance frm bus stop to work place no shelter... freezing cold.. abit flu..

den morning jus did 1 thing.. write stuff... doze off a few times.. cos boring.. n i haven't do my weekly report.. tink tonight den do..

sigh... tired.. getting sick soon... feeling lonely n heart still aches at times.. haizzz... now is de hardest time for mi to get through.. :'(

not onli tat.. king guan sms mi say tonight results out.. still tinking if i wan to c my results or nt tonight.. c how ba..

2008-09-13T00:28:00.002+08:00

gt home almost 12 le... where i go ??? work lo..

today whole day was busy at attachment... 1st time nv doze off at work... busy wif work.. tats good as i don like doing nth... had a quick lunch n rest myself.. be4 continue my work..

after attachment... took bus to paya lebar... work lo.. biao jie was dere.. nt much customer be4 8 due to our malay frens break fast.. oh ya.. i work at a fair.. selling glasswares due to de upcoming hari raya.. ^^ dinner was mac.. lol.. fatting lo.. den slack n giv out flyers.. hlp biao jie wif packing..

8plus biao jie left as another uncle came n took over.. work till around 10.30.. slowly pack up... nearly 10 alot of ppl come n see see.. bad timing.. took bus home... was super tired..

once home.. did my workup.. den bath n relax..

ytd le.. ask dad pick mi up.. ^^ he went to de nearest petrol station to pump petrol... den i ask him if i can take over de wheels.. he say nw busy but i say jus drive lo.. slowly lo.. ^^ den he say ok.. haha.. drove de car back.. going through TPE/SLE den go pass compass point den back home.. gt abit of small jam along de way home..

once home.. i change n go for a jog.. wif dad.. run through my normal route.. but wif extra.. run to compass point.. den to seng kang de temple be4 heading back.. pass MIH n yio chu kang pri skool.. den turn at police post dere... took us around 30mins ++ i enjoy de run... n i was pushing myself to de limit.. ^^ after de jog cool down den do my workup.. be4 heading to bath n relax..

tired tired.. today at work.. i jus rmb de book u gav mi.. de book abt us.. feel like crying.. sigh... update till here.. tml working again.. a long long day ahead..

2008-09-11T12:04:00.004+08:00

today was a suay day...

not onli am i late for work.. dere was a traffic jam.. n de bus was fully crowded.. in bus.. stomach was pain.. reach attachment place... head straight for de toilet.. after tat.. i sit down n relax.. read newspaper.. de big guy in charge of my place say.. try nt to read de newspaper.. LOL.. den no choice lo.. keep lo.. after tat i did stuff... do hao de stuff.. nth to do.. i fa dai.. den fall asleep.. den my supervisor wake mi up say.. be careful.. ltr de big 1 come back.. haha.. damn suay lo... 1 morning.. so many unlucky stuff happen...

den ytd after work.. dad come pick mi up.. he say go change hp.. cos de $500 vocher is here.. head down to compass point de singtel shop... c c around.. den queue up lo..

de counter guy.. he was patient n friendly.. i *salulate* him.. cos mi n dad ask alot.. den ask dis hp.. tat hp... how much for iphone.. alot la.. den in de end.. i got myself a iphone.. HAHA... FOC.. cos of vocher.. actually is $508 den dad's hp plan deduct another $300... left $208 lo.. den still hav vocher le.. deduct again.. bought some other stuff also.. like de cover for iphone.. a small charger.. for carrying around when de phone no batt.. can charge.. ear piece for my old hp as dad wan to use.. den 1 more HP..

alot right ? de HP is KON JI !!! lol.. nt empty chicken.. no plan sign.. jus de phone.. n it looks like

look like ah beng hp right ??? Motorola V3I.. Gold series.. LOL.. dad say giv mom use.. cos mom complain her hp like no sound like tat..

after tat head home.. relax le.. did some weights.. den go bath n had dinner... boring night.. don hav any nice tv show le..

den jus sit on my bed n slack lo.. den feel lonely.. feel so empty without u.. tears jus drop.. haizz...

i hav been looking at de mirror everytime i bath... i ask myself.. wat happen to mi.. y am i such a jerk at times.. selfish.. don care abt ppl feeling.. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME !!!

update till here.. jus had lunch n feel abit tired.. wan to close eyes awhile.. be4 start doing my work.. hope de rest of de day will be better..

2008-09-10T11:11:00.005+08:00

1st time late for attachment... LOL.. 8.10 reach lo.. dis is nt NYP... no 10mins allowance... haha.. oh well.. who cares.. de ppl here relax de... once reach work.. chiong to de toilet.. tama de.. stomach pain lo.. in bus pain liao... hav to tahan.. sian...

office is cold lo... everyday i am shivering... nv bring jacket.. cos don hav 1.. haha.. maybe should go buy 1 jacket.. lunch le.. maybe nt eating.. ltr c how ba.. today woke up.. my left hand gt 1 bruise.. don now how i get it le.. tink my slping posture ba..

mannn... my dark rings.. is getting more jia lat la.. look at mirror.. i look like panda.. O.O

HOW TO CURE DARK RINGS ??? PLZ TELL MI !!! lol.. don say slp more.. cos tat i cannot do anymore.. any other ways ? plz recommend.. thank u.. *bow*

den ytd finish work.. took bus home.. dad was far.. den don wan ask him pick mi up.. along de way i bought 1 ice cream.. long time nv eat le.. once home i relax awhile den go off for jog.. frankly speaking i starting to enjoy jogging lo.. destress myself.. keep my minds off everything.. n enjoy de breeze.. after tat jus do wat i always do.. crunches n weights..

dinner.. i nv eat much.. well.. cos i told mom nt to cook mine as i suppose meet des for dinner... tink is gathering or something.. but cancel.. den my dinner was also vege + potato + rice.. simple.. n full.. den had fruits after tat.. ^^

nv did much after tat.. jus watch tv lo.. lay on my bed n watch tv.. haha.. den slp around 12plus.. couldn't slp.. still tinking of some stuff... de usual stuff.. =( don noe is still pain or i don noe..

update till here.. nw gt stuff to do le.. TIRED LE !!!!

2008-09-09T13:18:00.002+08:00

here to blog again...

jus had lunch den took a quick nap.. tired lo.. morning though i was going to be late for attachment.. left home nearly 7am.. but lucky arrive bus stop.. bus come le.. wat is more lucky... GOT SEATS !!! haha.. den close my eyes when in bus ride..

den arrive attachment.. i was asked to print some stuff... print le den check.. check le nth to do liao.. haha.. den doze off wif supervisors around.. =x

den around 11 was given some datas to do.. den take out stapler bullets den shred paper... ^^

ytd was so bored tat i start to edit my blog.. spend de whole afternoon looking at my code.. slowly editing.. den went home n edit de picture n de songs.. i feel so happy tat i edit those stuff.. 1st time edit.. ^^

nw my blog reflect how i feel i guess ??? well... it looks better.. ^^

ytd also dad come pick mi up frm attachment... lol... save time going home on bus.. freaking long bus ride.. dad came frm chinatown dere.. ^^ den once home.. i ate half a pear as lunch nv eat.. den went to jog.. dad say try to jog abit longer distance.. den yeah... i tried le.. after de jog i wasn't panting like i use to.. den after jogging.. went home did crunches n take some weights.. dinner was more of vege.. ^^ healthy diet..

den at night.. watch tv lo... when wan to slp.. i couldn't slp at 1st... tinking of the happy times i had wif u.. but i told myself i had let u down.. n told myself jus go slp.. no use tinking le.. well.. i still miss u... tats all i hav to say..

2008-09-08T09:05:00.004+08:00

now is 9am in de morning...

mann... i am tired... ytd n sat was working for de whole day.. work start at 1plus.. end at 11pm for sat n 9.30 for sun... once home.. either my parents r both asleep or my dad is preparing to slp..

ytd my dad even ask mi if i can take it or nt.. saying doing 2 works at once is tiring... if cannot tahan, jus concentrate on attachment tat 1 more important.. hearing tat frm him i tink he can c tat i am super tired.. leaving house be4 both he n mom r awake.. den once home.. they r asleep.. well.. tat is work i guess.. but lucky.. dis week onwards is onli fri to sun... mon to thur can rest..

de more tired i am.. de more wild thoughs i am tinking.. wtf.. everytime i hav a slight wild thoughs... i slap myself up sia.. LOL..

I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP.. n work place cannot use any online chats... they hav block it.. DAMN !!!

i can c de effects of de weight training n crunches i did... well.. stomach going down... WHEEE !!! pants nw abit more loose.. left n right arms.. haha.. more tough.. ^^ need to slowly train myself...

nxt... is to eat more fruits.. n try to jog more.. haha.. aim is to take part in a 10km marathon.. to toughen my legs.. ^^ den is to the GYM !!! haha... hope i don stop la.. cos i always giv up halfway everything i did dis kind of excerise.. =D

well.. tats all to say... i super tired le.. close my eyes awhile since de in charge nt here =x

2008-09-06T11:13:00.004+08:00

1st week of attachment jus pass.. well.. attachment is boring... nv did much.. slack more...

hav been working part time after attachment... home is nw like a hotel.. waking up as early as 6am.. by 6.30+ mus leave house le.. den around 6.30pm start part time job.. finish at 10.. den pack up de stall.. reach home around 11plus le... bath den go slp le..

tired tired tired... but after dis month... tink de $$$ is worth it i guess.. ytd had a dream.. dream of u.. maybe i still miss u i guess..

words frm my mouth without tinking... words frm my mouth wif tinking.. n lastly words frm my heart.. i cannot trust myself now of days.. wearing a mask everyday.. is tat de real mi ?

2008-09-03T16:23:00.002+08:00

4th day of attachment... i am bored..

1st day of attachment.. arrive early lo.. den sit at HR wait n wait.. be4 i go to doc control.. haha... the ppl dere though i here for interview for their job.. but in de end.. abit shocked tat i was here for attachment.. tink i look old i formal ba.. didn't do much at de 1st day.. jus read up on company profile.. den once release work.. call dad pick mi up ^^ once home.. went for a jog.. healthy healthy..

2nd day ? well.. did stuffs.. something like data entry n stamping of paper.. LOL.. sound bo liao right ??? quite la.. i doze off easily lo.. for 1st day n 2nd day.. den after work.. call dad pick mi up =x cos raining so heavy.. den here no shelter to bus stop.. SUAY !!!

3rd day.. normal lo.. liked 2nd day.. data entry n stamping.. haha.. doze off lesser.. ^^ den after attachment.. head down to work.. haha.. work part time.. need $$$ lo.. start work at 6.. suppose end at 10.. but 9.30 c no ppl.. pack up le.. plus raining so heavy.. all go home liao.. den was hungry... bought 1 pancake n 1 soya milk.. reach home around 11plus.. TIRED !!! bath, check mail den slp le.. ^^

4th day of attachment.. start off wif mi slping.. =x cos onli 1 aunt here.. den nth to do.. jus slp awhile lo.. haha.. den jus nw in de bus.. tama de.. 1 uncle sit beside mi.. my space he take le.. i was slping.. den when bus turn.. he move my side.. nabei.. had a hard time slping in de bus...

ltr still hav to head down to work.. chiong $$$ dis month.. need $$$.. saving up for bike lic n camera.. WHEEEEE

2008-08-31T21:20:00.002+08:00

tml start attachment le... i hav pack my bag.. got ready de clothes i wan to wear le..

today went out to check out my other attachment place(depot close) around redhill dere.. damn far lo... dad drove mi around to c wat other buses or alternative route i can take to reach my attachment place faster..

i hav to take record of wat de buses is around.. de nearest place.. haha... abit mafan.. oh well.. nw i record de places le.. ^^

tml hav to wake up as early as 6am lo.. haha.. like exam time.. work start at 8.. hope i don be late.. hope dis attachment i can finish it successful.. so i can go fyp n SUZHOU !!! ^^

update till here.. sleepy le.. today slp 4hrs onli due to come home frm brandon chalet early in de morning..

2008-08-30T11:26:00.003+08:00

YES !!! YES !!! the exams are done... dis sem... of studying... of exams... OVER LIAO !!!

buuuuutttttttttttt..... nxt week attachment start le... 3 days of holiday... WOW !!!! tat is such a long holiday...

thur was my last paper... after last paper.. went to collect satay... for chalet.. going chalet... at sentosa... wow... sound cool right ? but de room was so small... fucking small.. tama de... bought food like satay, otah, sting ray, prawn, chicken, fishball, hotdog, crab meat, sotong, taiwan sassuge n of cos bee hoon.. alot right ??? yeah... quite alot la.. haha..

when bbqing.. was quite lucky.. had a private function tat they set fireworks... damn lucky lo... de fireworks was near... haha.. of cos pretty.. den we celebrate shaun's 25th birthday... lol.. his gf ask qing buy cake.. LOL.. well... dis yr i cannot eat any birthday cake.. den de cake.. well.. i put on his face... HAHA !!! but he got back to mi la... lol.. den king guan, steven n qing also kanna.. LOL..

den ltr mi n shuan pull qing into de pool... LOL... den shaun push mi in... KARMA !!! den mi n qing pull shaun in.. LOL.. who cares man... hav fun..

den after awhile.. the guys start to play cards.. lose 1 drink chivas n beer... i bought chivas n baileys... baileys was drink finish by hui hui, elaine, yafen n shaun gf...

den i lost 1 round... drink de chivas... i cannot drink tat... my body hav rejected tat liquior.. yucks lo... den i stop drinking le... den went to eat prawns..

den around 2am went to de beach.. to walk.. i sit on de sand.. it was windy.. nth was going on my mind.. jus feeling relax i guess... den de guys went to jungle walk.. i went back to chalet.. shaun was drunk.. LOL.. but after tat he quite awake.. n request to go home.. so no choice lo.. derwin drive his car to send him back n went home.. since he had something on de nxt day..

de rest of us check out around 7am.. took de bus out n mrt home.. i slpt 1hr at de chalet.. when gt home.. was nt tired.. den went out in de afternoo.. went to watch movie.. 4Bia.. tama de.. some of my frens say nice.. i was scare out of my balls..

after movie.. went to buy sparkes... den head down to brandon chalet... chalet again.. LOL.. den play de sparkes.. den around 10plus cab home..

once home.. i went to bath.. den i jus check my mail.. my attachment teacher in charge send email as i send him to c if gt anything i still need to noe.. den i jus ly on my bed.. den i jus slp.. HAHA... tired le.. when having exams.. i slp around 5hrs den after tat at chalet slp 1hrs.. lol..

but wake up awhile... off my com.. watch abit of tv.. den slp le...

ltr i going to check out my attachment place.. how to go dere.. den at night maybe head down to brandon chalet again.. ^^

2008-08-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

2 paper down... but 2 more to go... the more relax paper is over.. nxt week is de 2 killer paper... sad sia...

dis 2 paper... can say tat i got study... can say i nv study... was too relax.. maybe over confident ba i guess... but i did my best... tats all i can say..

my best frens... de fever... de cough... de flu... they are back... wtf... i hav been slping at 11plus... wake up at 8 ~ 10am... but still gt dis kind of sickness... wtf.. a healthier diet.. 2 meals a day... less oily food... more vege.. i drink alot of water.. feeli like de life when i was in sec 3... more water... healthy diet...

nw getting abit tired... tml maybe go cut hair... tml will go change my atm card... change to a card tat i can at least use at china... ^^

attachment... i noe where my attachment is le... quite far sia.. hope dis job can keep mi occupied.. 8am to 5pm... monday to fri... maybe hav OT !!! well... jus try my best to do wat i can do ba... jus learn lo... no harm in learning right ???

i feel like getting a bike lic... hope to get my own transport system... at least no need to worried abt transport i guess.. but should i get it ??? hmm... tats wat i hav been tinking..

2008-08-17T12:36:00.002+08:00

i hav a proper tok wif joey... my wish for u mich... is tat...

to c u smile wif watever u do...

i will let u go...

i will let it go...

i am jus happy wif wat u hav now... ur choice... i realli thank u for watever u had done for mi..

i jus wan to say tat... i hav love u be4... if dere is a chance... i will hold u again...

2008-08-17T09:08:00.004+08:00

i hav been waking up as early as 8.30am everyday... don noe y ??? jus auto...

today i view my friendster... i view through my testimonials... n i saw something... my tears jus drop down when i read it..

Baby,

sometime i may be willful, playful, ridiculous, unreasonable. but i know that you never fail to be there for me. whenever im sad, your shoulder are alway there for me to cry on wiping my tears off. and even if im angry, and vend my anger on you, you always so tolerance and tried all ways to cheer me up. i may not voice out anyting about all the thing u have done for me. but, deep down in my heart im very touched for all the minor thing u have done for me. and here, i would like to sae a thanks to my baby, and love you loads baby... muacks miss ya heex

from ur xiaozhuzhu

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dear dear...

i was so touch by ur testimonial...

wo zhi xiang yao yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni....

nv had some one told mi such a ting before...

ur are de only one..

my one and only one..

for now and alwaymuack...

love you alway de baobei

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darling,

tml is our 1yr anniversary le.. time passes fast.. and i have never regret being together with you.. you have brought me laughter, smile, and loads of happy stuff.. love you is wat i to do.. and wanna you to know that you are always mine!!

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i saw a note... de yellow note... tat u wrote to mi for de cap u 1st time gav mi... i saw something a little heart... tat cannot be seem so easily... behind de words... i was realli heart broken.. i was realli heart broken...

i realli was being love by u... i realli hope u will c dis.. n giv mi a 2nd chance.. I REALLI LOVE YOU !!! I REALLI DO !!!

2008-08-16T23:57:00.004+08:00

today i felt realli sick... woke up wif de flu getting worse... fever was also on de rise... cough at least better le...

actually wan to go out study de... but i realli cannot take it.. so today rest.. but in de end... i went out.. fab ask mi out to pei mi go sim lim check stuff n watch movie..

den i go lo.. once out... i bought strepsils... every few hrs take 1 is wat the box say... but i eat it like sweet... i realli cannot tahan... den de flu... haizzz.... nose fluid gt blood... i c le... i shake my head... haizzz...

i was dizzy when out wif fab, leo n wq... i realli cannot tahan.. i finish my panadol le... ytd night took some chinese med... yucks..

den i went out bought panadol for cold relief... drank 1 corn soup den eat de med... den went in for de movie... after de movie... i felt better...

den walk to PS dere take bus 147 home... whereas fab they all went to meet fren...

on de bus... i was tinking... wat if i nv wrote de blog for last week fri... 8/8/2008... i should hav call u... tell u how i felt... de words tat i put on tat day blog... was too harsh on u... i was selfish... i was inmature... i nv put my feelings in ur point... i was a jerk... u did so much for mi... u sacrifice so much for mi... without saying a thing... n yet... i didn't tink about how u feel...

i should hav call u... i should hav... but nw is too late to regret le... de dmg has been done... de dmg has been done...

if i was given a choice... i will trade everything in the world... wat i had... my trip to suzhou... everything... jus to hold ur hands... n say i love u mich... i realli will...i realli will

2008-08-16T09:06:00.002+08:00

1 week since tat painful day...

i still love u... i still miss u...

i hav been trying to let myself control my emotion... trying to cool down... but it is hard.. everytime i close my eyes... i jus c u..

i dream of u de night be4... de dream tat u will forgiv mi... n giv mi a chance to hold ur hands again.. but i woke up... in tears... tears jus drop down...

i noe it is a hard decision for u to make... u hav tolerate mi for 2 yrs.. but i still love u.. my love for u has always been dere..

now i hope a 2nd chance.. ur 2nd chance... i will not let u regret... a 2nd chance.. i still love u my dear..

2008-08-15T09:33:00.002+08:00

i was up early almost everyday.... 8.30am ??? i was up by tat time... jus auto wake up...

exams nxt week... hav been having bad sore throat... cough frm last week... dis week gt abit of fever... having a hard time to focus on nxt week paper...

i didn't hav much good night slp dis few days... mind has been tinking i guess... but ytd... i had a dream... i dream of her... dream of her forgiving mi n giving a 2nd chance... n i was holding her hands again... i realli dream tat mi n her was walking at tanjong beach... but dreams r jus dreams... it may nt be true...

i jus hav to work hard i guess... nv giv up... no matter wat happen... happiness is something i wan to fight for... cos i realli noe wat i wan... no more hesiting.. determine to do it...

2008-08-13T18:32:00.004+08:00

i need to change myself... starting frm ytd..

i hav to change to a better person... no more old zhi fan... no more....

i hav set de basic steps to a new mi... a better mi...

1. SELF-CONTROL

2. NO MORE BEING LAZY

3. A CLEAR AIM + MIND

dis r de 3 basic steps to change mi... i wan to improve... i wan to slowly change.. i don wan to let my mistakes happen again...

but if i don follow my steps... i will punish myself... a punishment... tat i am willing to follow... no more slacking halfway... i will do it... no matter how hard or pain it is..

A CLEAR AIM... i noe noe wat i realli wan... wat i realli wan to aim... the aim... i tink u noe... "W.W.Y"

i.w.w

2008-08-10T05:21:00.004+08:00

for dis last blog i am going to do... i am going to write how i feel...

i cherish the times i spend wif u every now and then... neverless a time i didn't enjoy the times.. rmb the 1st time i meet u at sentosa... saying i was like ah beng... de 2nd date... i acc u to dential... after tat a movie... de 1st thing u gav mi.. my veri own cap... wif my nick... it was de sweetess thing tat i hav receive... i rmb tat movie... 'Cars'

follow by all the times we spend together... working wif u... going sentosa wif u... watching fireworks wif u... going to ur skool to find u... i was happy... cos u my angel was dere to acc mi... i will always rmb the time... i pass my driving lesson u were wif mi... no matter how long was the w8... n of cos the time i was sick... u acc mi to c doctor... den we had ice cream n waffle.. de 1st time i drive u to woodlands... i realli hope tat i was onli driving u onli.. the chalet we had together... jus de 2 of us...

rmb a few times... i was jealous... when guys r near u... when some1 gav u their hp num... cos i scare they snatch away my light... my angel.. but now... it flew away...

i will rmb the smile... the smile tat will melt my heart... even though i don say it out... but in my mind... i love it... i love the times... when u were suprise by mi... the mini cup cakes i make for u wif my love... ur birthday gift tat i got for u.. saying i was at home slping..

ur hugs... tat gav mi warmth n de strength... saying tat u will always be dere for mi... showing tat u always love mi... the times at sentosa... when it was raining.. n we were under de shelter... even though cold... but u beside mi... hugging mi.. it was enough... n at the water... de 2 of us... jus feeling close to each other... it was de best time i hav...

ur lips n smooch... ur smooch always giv de feeling of spring and suprise... the feeling i nv regret choosing u to be my partner... ur sweet lips when u kiss mi... i was feeling like i was in heaven... ur cold jokes... tat keep mi entertain even though i nv express much... but deep in my heart.. i was enjoying it...

but wat is most important is ur hand... ur hand tat holds mi... tat is de true strength tat always pull mi up... locking ur hands n mine... de ring tat we both wear... everytime u ask mi if u will marry mi... n i try not to answer... in my mind... i will marry u cos u hav gave mi all de love tat i nv felt be4... i will always wan to take out de ring frm ur 3rd finger... n put in ur 4th..

but now.. u hav given up on mi... i will nv blame u for ur choice... as i will absorb ur pain... i noe it is a tough decision for u.. but i will hav to accept the fact.

if dere is another chance... another chance to hav u by my side... another chance to hav u back... i will say yes... no 2nd thoughs..

as i will like to hear the bells of joy ringing.. when i hold ur hands n walk down the red carpet wif the words " Just Married" behind us... i will carry u for life... sharing ur happiness n sadness... but i will take away the pain frm u as ur smile... ur smile... tat is wat i will always love to c frm u... u r de best gf i hav.. our memories tat mi n u hav created... will always be dere for us to cherish.. dere is no way for us to remove tat memory.. i will hope tat memeory can continue... continue.. continue till i am no longer in dis word...

this is my true feeling... a feeling i nv show... a feeling i nv say be4... a feeling... a feeling... tat i truely cherish... thank u for letting mi hav a taste wat true love is...

2008-08-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

no 1 noes how i feel right now... i jus feeling veri veri down... de cheerful side tat i always shown... is jus a act now... acting strong ??? maybe...

tireness ??? maybe... stress ??? maybe.. de pressure tat exams is around the corner... is it draining mi... i look sooo tired... i look like a walking undead... no soul... no aim...

haizzz.... wat i wan for now ? is it good grades ? is it having enough to slp ? NOOOO !!! i jus wan a simple thing known as a partner a fren... some1 to accompany mi...

disappointment is feeling up my heart... nt pressure... mere words of support no longer works... i nw realli need is a hug of warmness n a smooch to keep mi walking wif hope... but where is it ??? it is no where around... i cannot sense de supportness... tears of disappointment... every night the tears of disappointment... de tears of missing ur hug ur lips ur pressenses... it is jus wat i realli wanted... nth else... nth else matters anymore...

wild things r running in mind... going out wif frens... having training... rather than supporting mi ???? haizzz... i don noe wat i am tinking... i noe u r busy... taking care of house chores... homework... training... pressure frm ur tennis n coach.. work... supporting urself.. tolerate parents... i noe i hav no right to ask much frm u.. as i noe u r tired.. everytime c u so tired or sad frm parents.. i hope i am dere to take away ur sadness n c u smile... but... haizzz... wishing wishing...

it is jus spinning spinning... wanting to drink my sorrows... wanting to hurt myself... jus wanting to bring de pain elsewhere... it realli hurts in de heart... but yet u don noe... i jus don hav de guts to say it out... i jus don wan to say it out... i rather suffer den c ur tears... tats how i realli felt... maybe i hav depend on u for too much... maybe... i may look strong n able to take hits...

but i am jus a guy... a normal guy tat is weak... nt able to take hits... i jus miss u... my love... i realli hope u r by my side always...

2008-07-13T14:47:00.002+08:00

It has been a long long long time since i last blog... wasn't in de mood to blog..

time pass veri fast... nw i am in yr 3 of poly... de veri last year... tired and stress.. projects, skool work... i seem ok but i don feel ok... tired of everything... boring ? maybe... tired ? maybe... maybe jus sick of everything...

well... for de last 6 weeks holiday... be4 yr 3 start..well... work for cousin.. well.. delivery boy.. sales person... haha... had fun... but earn alot of $$$ hehe... nearly hit $1.2k... bought myself a ipod nana, some new 3 quarters for skool...

poly life for dis sem is ok i guess.. know some new classmates... haha... nth much happen.. jus same old poly life...

frens frm sec skool ?? LOL.. all went in NS le.. most of dem la.. haha.. be4 went in NS... fab drive us for supper for few nights la.. leoanrd also borrow his brother mini van.. den on leonard birthday.. he went to rent a mazda 3.. haha... borrow to drive abit.. haha... drive till 120km/hr at CTE... lucky nv kanna caught la.. =x

den be4 leoanrd, leon n wq go in.. haha... went out to drink wif dem.. drink beer.. found tat place quite nice to relax...be4 fab n matt went in had a bbq.. haha...

den had common tests... study for around 2 weeks... went to places like Rp, amk mac, skool library, jurong east library.. 4 papers in 3 days... tat was tiring.. but manage to pass all.. ^^

went to eat steamboat after de last paper.. went to eat yuki yaki be4 de common test..

den gf birthday.. went out to taka to buy her a gift.. lucky government giv $200.. or else nt enough to spend.. spend $$$ on cake and went to ktv to celebrate..

qing birthday also happen on tat week.. went lunar to drink wif shaun, qing, ming hui n derwin... haha.. came home as a merlion... vomit.. haha... cannot walk straight.. for tat week.. spend almost $400 tat include drinking wif leonard they all.. LOL..

well... dis few days mood was also veri disappointed.. don noe y... jus feel disappointed n tired.. well... blog till here...

2008-02-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

here to update update update... LOL..

hav been lazy to update blog n busy wif skool work.. skool projects all need to pass up... gt presentation... sian...

den i gt 2 common test paper to take... alternative energy... GONE FUCK !!! alot forget... tama de... den still gt internet computing... at least tat 1 ok.. can pass.. ^^

den object orientated programming... de teacher " I AM SO STRESS !!! " u all tok i don mark.. TAMA DE !!! U GO N DIE LA !!! CCB !!! OLD HAG !!! HUSBAND NV GIV U ENOUGH SEX AH... gt ur stupid mini project... lab test... quiz.. N U R A FUCKING DOC LE... STRESS !!! U STRESS = WE STRESS !!!

after de common test is new year le... WHEEE !!! went out to buy jeans, boxers, shirts, socks... LOL... spend around $$$200+++

den new year eve... went to watch CJ7.. so so movie la... den 1st day of new year went to double o.. went to drink... saw some BAPOK !!! lol... gt figure lor... n u noe wat... they r wif 2 guys.. 1 of de guy gt gf.. another 1 is like their BF !!!

during 1st n 2nd day of new year... i was driving... LOL... hav abit of problem wif parking... sian... need to practice more...

starting frm last sat... was studying wif az , leo n leon... eat curry rice... LOL... study till morning den head home... a few days study at mac... 1 time study at mac.. a pretty gal borrow hp frm mi as she lost hers... LOL.. suay or lucky... i don noe if still gt her num or nt... LOL... oh well... who cares sia...

den borrow bike frm fab n cycle to amk mac... KNN !!! 45mins cycle... thigh dere muscle pull... den also cycle to az house... den today play ball... nw leg is muscle pull pull pull... hard to walk... LOL...

oh ya... i also had a dream... dream of some1... was acc her home... den on bus... she kiss mi.... OH WELLLLLL !!! jus a dream... HAHA...

update till here... n go prepare...

2008-01-24T17:09:00.001+08:00

time to update blog... quite awhile nv update blog le... sian la... also busy busy...

hmm... let mi recall wat i did...

well... had my birthday... LOL... 21 year old le... OLD LIAO !!! knn... celebrate my birthday last thur... went to skool for lessons... tama de... birthday still hav skool.. wtf... after skool went home... den dad drive us out to eat.. den de day be4 my birthday went out wif dear... she treat mi go eat... went to lao ba sa... eat satay, hotplate dou fu, kang kong, sting ray... total is around $40++

den be4 tat de monday.. she come my house... giv mi birthday present... A CRUMPLER BAG !!! wtf... den don noe wat to say... den send her home lor...

nth much happen also.. LOL.. update till here

2008-01-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

merry christmas n happy new year to all..

been awhile since i last blog..

welll... didn't do much during de holiday.. was slacking around... gaming whole day... LOL.. mom went overseas for a few days... so i nv eat much of lunch.. due to i wake up around 2plus 3 in de afternoon..

slping almost 5am most of de time.. LOL.. y ??? cos gt a tv show.. old tv show.. vampire show de... act by singapore actors n actoress.. LOL.. watch lor...

christmas eve went out wif gf... she working at orchard OG... went to watch alvin n de chipmunk.. LOL.. quite funny n cute show... after movie... went to marina square... walk around... den she went home... i also went home cos nth much to do...

den tat week mom come back... bought mi a pair of shoes, 1 t-shirt n 1 pair of jeans... DAMN UGLY LA !!! wa kao... lol... nt de pattern u will c mi wear de...

lol... i drove my dad lorry... WHEEEEEEEE.... but he say he mus be around den i can drive... si bei JIA LAT !!! parking CMI !!! jia lat jia lat.... dad lorry also hav power stearing... 1st time drive his lorry... nt use to it... LOL...

den for de whole week nv do much... lol... bored to de max... oh ya... i bake cookies... LOL... so so la... 1st time bake cookies.. gt 3 batches of cookies become BLACK COOKIES !!! LOL... CANNOT BE EATEN !!!

den new year eve le... tama de... tat day gt skool... SKOOL ON 31ST !!! damn sad right... but onli half day la... so is ok... den tat day also cut my hair... haiz... so long my B.E.A.U.TIFUL..... LONG HAIR !!!

my hair long meh ???

den took a afternoon nap... az call mi wake up jio mi go makan wif WOW(world of warcraft) frens... LOL... yeah... all nice ppl... LOL... ppl frm all ages playing dis game... HAHA...

den after tat meet dear... went to watch AVP2... COOL MOVIE !!! jus tat abit disgusted by some part... after movie... dear come my house slp... she lazy go home... also quite mafan... den 2nd day she also working... so is near my house...

i nv slp much tat day as she slp most part of my bed... i almost fell off my bed.. LOL... den wake up play game lor.. =x

den around morning when she left for work i went back to slp... tired la... hehe... den new year day spend time jus slp... slp... slp... n slp... LOL...

den ytd le... dear come find mi... her toothbrush left at my house... LOL.. n she left her new shirt at my house... so come take lor... she also tired.. so let her slp lor..

den around 6 send her back... she nt feeling well... eat ban mian den went to slp... nw stomach problem... c la.. eat le den slp... so dis is a lesson to all..

update till here.. gt report to do...

2007-12-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

been around 2 weeks since i last blog...

busy wif de last 2 weeks... common tests... fren birthday...

when having common tests was studying in mac.. hav been eating mac for 1 week... SICK OF MAC !!!

den went to Rp library to study cos nt much ppl use... LOL.. also went to 1 fullerton de starbuck to study... LOL... stress sia... run around to study.. hav been studying till around 2plus...sometimes even 4plus 5am... fierce right..

den also went kelly birthday... at boon lay... meet eng hua den head down... meet a few frens frm ite... all in NS.. most of dem nv make it due to either work or haven't book out of camp..

after tat we went to de movies.. den w8 for 1st bus home... tat day my dad also running standard charter marathon...

den after common test tat day.. went kbox wif some classmates.. den night went biao jie wedding dinner... lol.. was already half dead le lor... LOL..

den fri dear come find mi... went town shop for her stuff.. saw yz n brandon.. den walk around.. be4 sending her home.. den hav been rotting at home for a few days due to no $$$

update till here... i tink i wan to go cut my hair le.. quite long le.. if hair nv cut cannot find work... den eat air...

2007-11-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

lol... here to blog...

after last sunday de emo day... i monday go skool still coughing like hell.. LOL...

even though still emo.. but still hav to go skool.. LOL.. skip my complementry lesson n go library slp.. den after tat go lesson lor... haha..

den tue night lesson.. wan to skip last lesson de... cos wed morning gt TP.. hehe... den in de end also go for lesson... once home i bath le go slp..

wed... de big day.. LOL... wake up at 6am... HAHA... early ba... den prepare myself.. den head to ssdc... haha... 7.30 was de trial run... was damn nervous... scare fail.. den in de test... did some stupid mistakes... too nervous le...

but i PASS... HAHA... HENG !!! gt 18points... happy... LALALALALALA... can drive le... den when to pay for my lic card... dear come find mi... hehe... she skip skool... =x den ltr we went to eat breakfast... i hav been coughing... so no choice.. eat porridge... cannot finish de food sia... LOL.. i bluff my dad saying tat i fail my TP... den he say tat i long hair... sure fail de la... SHIT HIM... but oh well... i pass... HAHA

den went home... slp lor... tired... n plus i sick... sian.. den around 3plus biao ge come over... try to install de de graphic card... LOL... cos old graphic card sick... den ltr he went home... i send gf to woodlands...

ltr at night head over to biao ge house cos need to bring cpu over... due to jus nw raining heavy so biao ge nv bring de cpu back to fix... den dad pick mi up n bring de cpu over... though of driving dad's lorry... HAHA..... but dad don allow =(

den head home... LOL... i slp early for de day...

den today le... normal skool day... nth much happen...

2007-11-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

it has been awhile since i last blog...

haizz... wat does life to u ???

jus nw spend some time wif my sec skool buddies... i feel tat i am de useless 1 out of dem...

y ???

all of dem r half working half studying...

their results r better...

supporting themselves... they r MATURE !!!

den i sat down wif 3 of my buddies around 11plus... hearing their love life... wat they sacrifice... haizz... wat is life... tinking back of de times... enjoy myself when i am in pri skool n sec skool... even at ite n poly... i am de same old pattern...

i am jus lazy... nt willing to cut hair to work... abit of hardship complain... tat time suppose to work at OG de but de manager say my hair too long n look like ah beng... HAIZZZ...

alot of things tat i wan to do.. but don hav $$$... i am jus LAZY !!!

haizzz... after hearing all those things frm my frens... i jus need to sit down n tink properly... what i realli wan... wat i realli wan to do...

*any1 who read dis blog... plz don speak anything or leave a tag... if u ask mi anything... i will be piss off... PLZ DON ASK A THING !!!! *

2007-11-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

another week has pass...

dis coming week was quite busy i guess... monday end lesson as usual...

tue le ?? night lesson... lol..

wed... after driving went home... den w8 for dear come... den slack awhile.. had dinner le den send her home..

thur le.. is a holiday.. play world of warcraft.. den meet des n az for dota at lan shop... after tat had dinner at kovan.. den took bus down to amk... wan to watch movie but no movie... so took bus home..

fri... skool as usual... had soldering lesson... LOL... forgot to bring my solder iron.. SHIT!!! wtf... morning pack hao everything... den after skool meet dear.. den went out...

sat le... went skool in de morning for lesson.. den afternoon play captain ball competition.. team up wif shaun, jq, lun, fab, drey n mel's sis... LOL.. (mel n her sis don look alike sia..) den gt 2nd place... LOL... suay.. actually can win 1st de.. but lose.. oh wellll.... LOL... fab 3 years in nyp play dis captain ball competition all gt 2nd... LOL... after tat head home... bath n eat dinner..

after tat meet fab... den meet up wif drey n fab's fren... they r going to de car fair at expo.. i sit in crawford car... fab, drey sit in their fren car... reach expo.. watch de drift show... den enter de fair.. need to pay $10 jus to enter.. SIAN... lol..

saw alot of nice cars... LOL.. n some pretty gals.. took 2 pics wif de gals.. =x ops... hehe... den after tat head out for supper at some prata shop at jalan kau.. LOL..

den sunday le... play wow lor... den meet az, yz n des... dey had dinner den we head out to PS... went to watch movie... be4 movie start went to play dota again.. LOL.. after movie yz n des went home 1st...

i walk abit wif az den took cab home... today was almost late for lesson.. hehe... after today skool i went to driving... today's driving nt bad... de instructor say my driving is better... HAPPY !!!

sian... tml hav maths test.. haven't study... also hav work to do.. ltr go do.. so update till here..

2007-11-05T01:28:00.000+08:00

here to update blog...

nw is 1 am plus in de morning.. LOL..

dis week nth much happen... usual skool lor... nt so stress le.. use to it le.. jus tat tired la... still nt enough sleep... LOL..

den last tue went to buy world of warcraft battlechest... $79... ex sia... den need to buy pre-paid card for it... another $49.90 for 2 months... money jus fly in 2 days..

den fri le.. went to upgrade psp version.. another $10... LOL...

fri went for driving also.. den i mount de kerb... den scratch de tire... haiz... den de instructor need to write report...

den sat le... went to skool lor.. after tat jus slack at home playing WOW.. den night time went to find dear at town...

walk around.. went to disturb elaine at work.. den walk around.. walk to taka, heeren, cine.. ate pastamania at cine.. LOL.. i had dinner be4 i come out... after dinner, we walk towards park mall.. dear took bus home.. den i walk to the cathy nearby to take bus home.. playing psp all de way..

den at night play wow till around 4plus am...

today wake up around 12plus.. ate breakfast.. den play abit of WOW.. den let mom watch her dvd.. no com to use i went to do my hw.. LOL..

den ltr resume playing abit of WOW... den had dinner be4 heading to ntuc.. buy some stuffs den head home.. bought mac on de way back.. LOL..

hmm... tink update till here.. tired le..

2007-10-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

1st week of skool jus pass by...

de feeling of stress frm skool... haizz... my timetable is monday to fri... wif wed de onli day no skool... but nw.. after i take a extra course... monday to sat hav to go skool... LOL... tama de... sian right...

den last week... alot of things need to do.. maths homework... alot of self studies... stupid programming... i hate programming.. de teacher for programming sux.. projects le ??? new project lor... need to write report.. find research.. haiz..

den i jus check website.. things about my psp... change a lcd screen is $75.. change new memory card is $85.. den wan longer lasting batt is $28.. total up is $188...where to get all de $$$.. save lor..

tml night lesson... haiz... headache ah... long hrs.. but in between gt 2hrs lunch break n 2hrs de dinner break... LOL... nt bad la..

tink update till here... nth much to say...

2007-10-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

here to update blog..

dis past week didn't do much i guess.. cannot remember much wat i did..

last sunday went out wif parents to eat in de morning... went to maxwell food centre.. den went to FUO YA SHI to c c... den walk to another temple nearby..

after tat head down to 4 horse road ( say in chinese ) LOL.. saw alot of tickets on other ppl car.. haha suay to tio.. after tat went to pray.. after praying walk to bugis wif parents.. on de way it start to rain.. den walk around be4 heading back to dad's lorry..

on de way home.. went to kovan ntuc.. buy basic needs den head home.. den jus slp cos de night be4 nv slp much..

monday le... jus slack at home.. till late afternoon head out wif des to play lan.. sian.. long time no play lan le.. haha.. sure lose..

den tue.. head for driving.. drive halfway.. de instructor say i like take drugs.. jus went blank.. LOL.. tired la.. sian also..

den wed ? jus rot at home..

thur.. went to skool buy skool books.. i bought 4 books nia.. around $20++.. den head down to tanjong pagar wif ming hui, derwin, hu phonh n king guan.. king guan wan to go pray.. den go lor..

went to de temple i went last sunday.. LOL.. pray le den go eat.. eat le.. we walk to fuo ya shi to c c.. dis time i explore de place.. LOL.. quite nice la.. fully air con.. LOL.. den visit every lvl as possible.. den head to chinatown.. sit at mac awhile to rest.. den head down to vivo to eat..

went to de jap restaurant " shin kushiya " actually wan to go to de 16th story place to eat de.. also at harbour front dere.. but in front of restaurant is gym.. lol.. don dare go in.. so nv go lor..

de food at de restaurant nt tat nice.. quite ex ba i guess.. after eating.. head home wif phong.. he staying at hougang.. once home.. went to bath.. hungry lor.. den went to cook mushroom soup.. haha..

nw watching anime.. chiong Initial D.. watch frm 1st stage.. nw at 3rd stage.. which is a movie.. nice sia... tink i update till here.. nxt week start skool le.. need to adjust back my skooling time..

2007-10-04T00:32:00.001+08:00

here to update blog... hehe..

ytd went out to driving... it was revision... still gt some problems... need to improve.. hehe

after driving went down to find gf at woodlands.. went to hav lunch.. den pei her go shop awhile... den she went home cos she nt well... den i head home..

today ? wake up.. den i went to reborn hair... HAHA... nw hair straight straight de... hehe... damn painful n hot sia when reborning hair... tears almost come out.. HAHA... but nw ok le..

sian... 2 ~ 3 days cannot wash hair... 1 week cannot wear anything on head... it cost $55 for reborn hair of my hair lenght i guess...

den took a nap jus nw... den wake up had dinner den go bath.. need to wear shower cap... HAHA... look so gay..

den went back to gaming... playing warcraft dis few days... nth much to do... hav to save $$$ for nxt week... hehe...

tink update till here.. going out for supper soon...

2007-10-01T22:46:00.001+08:00

here to update blog...

dis week i hav done quite a few things...

tue n wed play ball..

wed went back skool for meeting...

thur slack at home..

fri woke up early to go skool to hlp out in wang li hong concert.. hlp to move de chairs n tables n other things needed... den ate pocky for lunch...suay ah... after eating pocky was lunch time..

den around 2plus.. everything hav to be done n ready for wang li hong arrival... he was suppose to reach by 3... but he was late for around 30mins or so.. den he went to prepare..

around 4plus we let de crowd enter.. den his concert last around 30mins or so.. den once crowd left.. we took a pic.. SIAN !!! i hate taking pic.. jus don hav de feeling for taking pic..

den sat le ??? play ball lor.. play till around 8plus.. den head home..

sunday le.. gf came over.. watch movies.. den order candian pizza over to eat den send her home..

today ??? i went out to HM to pay hp bill n extend PDL..

nw watching tv n slacking around...

dis few days hav slight headache.. but nw ok le... dis few days jus feel abit sian... don wan to do much things...

2007-09-24T12:55:00.000+08:00

here to update blog... ^^

thur...

i went to driving lesson... lesson 33... if pass is all revision... LOL.. i though i fail sia... cos mistakes alot... den lucky i pass.. HAHA...

den after tat i head down to woodlands to buy gift for my darling... say after work mus giv... HAIZ... no choice lor... giv lor.. but don noe wat to giv le.. den in de end i bought a winnie de pooh puzzle back n de frame.. total up is around $50++ need to save le.. after spending dis much $$$...

den head home wif a empty stomach... i haven't eaten anything since morning... den i head down to hougang green on de way to buy lunch or is it dinner cos around 4plus 5 le.. eat hao food.. i sit dere n fix de puzzle... quite hard... sit at dere for a long time.. frm 5plus 6 fix till around 10... LOL.. den i glue it up...

den fri i jus slack at home.. cos no $$$... home is a better place to slack.. den i put de puzzle into de frame... ^^ so dis is de final work

den sat... dear come find mi... LOL... den giv her de puzzle lor... after tat head down to bugis by bus... cos she wan to buy her working shoe.. den had dinner at hawker centre...

den walk around lor... look here look dere.. after tat send her home.. den i head home...

sunday...

i was at home slacking... LOL.. till around dinner time... actually wan to call kfc de... but in de end... i went out to buy dinner... den stay at home watch tv..

den head out to supper around 1plus wif leonard... around 2plus den go home... i couldn't sleep till 5plus... LOL...

2007-09-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

LOL...

my results out for exams le... HAHA...

Maths = C

MicroP = C

Entrep = B

Indust = B

EDA = B

DNC = C+

Project = P

C.S = B

ALL PASS !!!

haha... happy le.. feel high... xin li de da shi tou is gone... HAHA...

2007-09-17T17:26:00.000+08:00

here to update blog... 1 week nv blog le...

last monday was suppose to go sentosa de.. but raining de whole day... sad... wasted trip... dear came over my house... den we went down to harbour front.. eat at dere... slack dere... i took some pics wif soft toys at toy's r us... we bought a 6plus movie ticket... tama de... we also bought hui hui ticket.. as we r suppose to go sentosa also... spend alot of $$$ on food... suppose to relax at sentosa de... in de end walk around at vivo.. walk till bored sia...

w8 veri long lor.. watch de movie evan almighty... a so so movie... ending nt so nice.. den dear took cab home... suppose to take bus home de... den hui hui took bus home... but too late le.. so dear took cab home... i took mrt home..

Pics i take at toy's r us.. LOL

den tue slack at home... jus rest rest rest... slp... play psp... HAHA

wed... i went to find dear at work place for lunch... den w8 at dere for her to release frm work.. mi good hor ??? bought myself a drink n slack at starbucks... den around 8plus.. dear release frm work.. walk to wisma.. she bought herself a shirt... den send her home be4 going home..

thur... went to work.. was suppose to work for joey mom de... but in de end hlp another person work.. his pay is low sia.. $4.50 per hr.. even though he buy lunch n dinner... but i don find it is good to work for him... work frm 12noon to 9.30pm... long hor ??? i nv eat anything till dinner time.. jian fei.. LOL.. he gt alot of things to do.. unpack wagon.. put de clothing nice nice... put price tag... sort out de clothing... n so few ppl hlp him... idiot sia... wan helpers but giv so little pay... i giv joey mom face den hlp him... if nt i also don wan work for him..

fri.. start work at 10... was abit late... suppose to bring a guy down to hlp him de... he is quite a slacker... LOL... he study nyp... ECC.. class A2 de... my year de... so tink will be seeing him in skool... he slack quite abit at times... don say about him le... around late afternoon 3 more guys come hlp... dey sec skool kids.. 1 is sec 2 but he don look like sia... work till 8.30pm den can go home le.. LOL.. cos no ppl... nth much to do..

sat... start work at 10.. den eat 1 kikat den go work le... cos i nv eat breakfast... den work till noon den go eat... i was security guard at times... veri sian sia.. being guard... nth much to do... veri slack.. but need to stand long hrs... legs full of LEMON... LOL... den ltr i went back to fold clothes... alot of clothes to fold... de other guy nv fold much... so much to do sia... den tok abit wif de ppl around dere... or else bored la... den i told de person in charge say i tml can work till 5plus 6 nia.. cos i need to attend wedding dinner.. of cos don hav la... i don wan work for him... so much things to do... n pay nt tat good... who wans to work for him... den de boss say nvm.. den u tml don need come lor... GOOD... tat means i gt my pay today... HAHA... i work for him for 31hrs.. so is $155...

after gt pay i can go home le... once home... i am hungry sia... dis few days work for him.. i nv eat full... all like half full half full onli.. den bath... went out to buy supper to eat... chicken chop wif black pepper sauce.. but i change bread to rice... LOL..

sunday... i woke up early... NAH !!! i was being wake up by dad.. go pray to ah ma.. i went bath den leave house.. went serangoon to eat... eat de food nt so nice.. de ice milo like kepy for too long... de wanton mee like gt detergent inside.. nt nice..

den went to buy mooncake... den mom went to buy a packet rice to pray to ah ma also... dad le ? he drove to toa payoh to buy kim jua... LOL...

den head to down to de temple... other releatives r dere le... den dey went to prepare de offerings to ah ma.. uncle gav mi $100 le.. good hor.. haha.. den i jus sit at 1 side.. whereas dey fold de kim jua.. ltr dey bring it to burn.. after tat dey seperate de food for each of de family..

den dad send uncle home.. i sit at de back wif uncle.. whereas another aunt sit wif my parents in de front of de lorry..

den dad send us home.. once my mom alight frm de lorry.. dad send mi to HM.. i go put $$$ in bank... ytd pay... jus nw uncle giv de $100.. den mom giv mi another $100... dad giv $50... alot right ?? cos parents giv de $150 is for driving de... deduct frm bank is faster booking... den also update bank account n transfer $$$ back to biao jie.. don like to own ppl $$$...

after tat head home.. eat abit den i sleep le... tired la... took a 5hr nap.. den wake up... eat.. watch tv... around 2plus am.. i went back to sleep...

today le ??? did nth.. wake up... slack slack slack lor... HAHA... dear went back to skool le... LOL.. RP start skool le... mi le ? still hav another 4 more weeks of holiday... HAHA...

update till here... c gt any even going on.. den i update..

2007-09-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

here to update blog...

ytd... sat... i jus stay at home de whole day... watching tv... chiong manga...

den night had dinner... around 10plus.. i felt hungry... went out to buy supper... bought chicken chop wif black pepper sauce... den change de bread to rice... nt bad... eat hao le but still feel hungry... BUT don dare to say out... LOL...

den sleep around 3plus 4...

den today sunday... mom early in de morning 9plus come disturb mi.. say dad wan to bring us out to eat.. i hack care la... so tired.. den still continue to nag mi wake up..

in de end... dad come wake mi up... den no choice.. wake up go bath... den prepare to go out lor... hui hui early in de morning sms say wan to go out to makan or nt(dinner)... den in de end also no go out to makan cos she no$$$.. LOL...

den went to J8... go eat duck rice.. den went ntuc.. shop for a long time sia.. parents buy 4D n toto... i walk walk.. no pretty gal... SAD...

den around 1plus 2... went home.. carrying around $100 worth of goods...

den reach home.. suppose to sleep de cos lack of sleep... in de end i sit dere play psp... wtf..

den 4plus i go prepare dinner... I PREPARE DINNER LE... LOL... make fried rice... den i go test test to make baked rice... cos jus nw at ntuc gt buy shredded cheese n spag sauce...

den i put de sauce over de rice... shredded cheese on top of de sauce... put in microwave to heat up... come out nt bad sia... can eat... HAHA...

den 2nd try at oven... de effect of de baked rice same as de 1 frm pastamania... LOL...

so my dinner is *BAKED RICE*

2007-09-08T03:04:00.001+08:00

nw is 3.04am...

i hav been trying to sleep for de past hr...

sian le..

hard to get to sleep...

even though feel tired... but eyes n brain still functioning... LOL...

jus nw try to take some weights... but take halfway... my right arm hurt like fuck... tink something wrong wif my right arm.. tink is de blood vessel... haizzz....

OLD LIAO LA... seeing all my frens going 20... i tink a few more months... i will be 21... should i celebrate ???

go club ? go drink ? chalet ? bbq ?

AIYA !!! hack la... jus rot at home la... HAHA... BORING !!!!

2007-09-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

today is fri...

dis few days gt go out abit... lol...

wed meet dear to go queensway... took bus down to woodlands... den meet her be4 heading down... went to IKEA den go to queenstown...

she was looking for her tennis skirt... but don hav de design she wan...

after tat head down to novena... went dere to find her tennis skirt... look around.. but saw none she wan or too exp... den ate MOS burger... after tat took mrt down to woodlands den head back to hougang...

went to pcc to find leo... take back key... play abit of ball... den head home n bath... had maggie mee for dinner...

den ytd... afternoon went to hougang mall to change atm card... my card spoil le... lol... sad... need to pay $5 for it.. deduct frm my account...

den bought kfc home to eat for lunch... nth much happen jus continue reading my manga...

night cousin came over... he came over to take psp games... den hlp mi settle my harddisk problem... nw my harddisk can use le... ^^

den last night sort out all de songs 1 by 1... tama de... do till 5plus in de morning... den i went to sleep... LOL...

den today wake up already noon le... slack awhile... den bath... took bus down to city hall to find dear... she ask mi pei her go buy her thing...

but in de end also nv buy.. cos don hav her size... LOL... den eat subway... den send her home be4 heading home...

in de bus 161... 3 fucking idiots... talk so loud... dey r church idiots... even though i don hate any of dis kind of things... but tama de... de way they talk fucking arrogant... tama de... like de bus they own 1... chee bye... hope u die la... don die.. when walk.. fall down.. head hit de floor... de become paralyze... tama de... chee bye...

nw home le... jus call dad to buy dinner for mi... lol.. tink i update till here... go rest n continue my manga... ^^

2007-09-04T15:15:00.000+08:00

NO PAIN NO GAIN

tat is something tat i hav been tinking ever since my last paper for my major exams...

wonder y i was so lazy at times...
tat i don even bother to do dis do tat...
wonder if i had study harder be4...
wonder if i should hav pay attention in class...
wonder i should hav nv giv up in sports...
wonder if i should hav go work more rather den slack at home...

haizzz... so many wonder in dis world...

OH WELL.... tats mi.... LOL... if i am nt a slacker... i am nt ZHI FAN !!!

2007-09-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

nth much happen dis 2 days... LOL

ytd was rotting at home... when sleeping... heard mom say she go sit boat... LOL.. den i hack her resume sleeping... when wake up eat lunch den continue my manga...

den around dinner time.. dad went out to bbq... left mi at home... so sian... hav to go out buy dinner... actually wan to call pizza de... but nt enough $$$.. so went hougang green buy food... buy zhi cha... order sweet n sour pork rice but they giv fried rice... oh well...nvm since it is food...

den today wake up... continue my manga... tama de one piece... 400+++ chpt.. i nw at 70++ chpt..

den mom today went to work... so no lunch... hav to cook maggie mee... LOL... cook wif egg, mix vege n can peanuts...

den ltr meet ming hi at 6.30pm... go down taka.. find king guan.. his team having lion dance competition... so go c c lor... LOL...

den hav dinner at taka.. after tat go back c lion dance.. around 10plus den head home...

on mrt saw tat wee n nelson... LOL...

nw at home... nw watching tv... ltr resume comic... update till here...

2007-09-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

update blog again... ^^

thur is de 1st day after exams... well... did nth much tat day... onli went drving in de morning... den after tat head to skool to put something in locker...

after tat head home n sleep... LOL...

fri le... was suppose to meet dear de... but once she done wif housework... already 4plus 5 le... den tell her don meet lor.. den i went took a nap...

night was suppose to go for drinking session or kbox session de... but last min cancel... so i meet king guan, hui hui n ming hui for supper... at amk... LOL... suppose to go chinatown... den hui hui suggest amk.. easier to go home... LOL... order quite abit of food... gt satay, carrot cake, sotong, sting ray n wu siang... LOL... nt bad for $40 ba...

after eating... we chit chat till around 2plus... den took cab home...

den today... sat... meet dear around 3plus... bath le den head down to bugis... find mom to get dinner $$$... mi no $$$ le... den walk around at bugis... went to M1 shop to check hp plan n new plan... feel like changing to N76... flip phone.. something like motorazar V3...

after tat had dinner at bugis... makan chicken rice... den head down to suntec...

suntec hav IT fair... went dere to walk walk n c gt anything i wan... saw jun qing, louis, fab, wei quan, audrey, kl, yz, des, hong fei n some i forgot le... LOL... alot of ppl right... den bought myself a external harddisk... FINALLY !!! $139 for 160GB... quite cheap n gt 3 year warrenty... i had to call biao jie to borrow $$$ =x no $$$ still wan to buy thing...

den after tat went to find gf fren... hlp dem pack stock den dey send gf home... i walk to near SMU dere to take bus home...

hmm... tink update till here ba... tml tink rest at home...

2007-08-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

i haven't update my blog for 1 month le... tats long sia.. LOL

back to updating...

weeeellll... i jus finish my exams... stress sia....

alot of things i don noe... haiz... so need to buck up.. gpa of 3 is bye bye liao... maths paper was hard... indec was so so.. micro P alot of simple mistakes... DNC = DIE NABEI CHEEBYE... fucking teacher... all de stuff i study all nv come out... tama de... waste time...

de exam last for 2 weeks... 1st paper was 4.30... 2nd n 3rd paper was 12.30... last paper tama de 8.30am paper... 1st time i waske up at 5.55am... na bei... den go skool try to study abit more... all nv come out... hope de asshole teacher who set de paper tio KARMA !!! HAHA

during exam period... lack of sleep... smoke abit so as to relieve stress.. =x study till late late... go places tat i rarely go to study de like raffles... den amk de drive in mac... LOL... study whole day... drive coffee... 1 day 2meals of mac... SICK OF MAC !!!

hmm... holiday start le... wat to do ???

maybe wan to start training for nafa le... if gt work i go work lor... if nt jus slack slack... HAHA...

den wan to chiong driving if possible.. wan to 1 time pass my driving licence... den can drive dad lorry =x

hmm... tink i update till here ba... tired le... tml gt driving lesson... need to sleep le... ^^

2007-07-29T02:28:00.000+08:00

time pass veri fast... another 2 weeks has pass since i last blog...

last sat n sun was working at tampines metro... damn slack... sell man's brief... lol... no need to serve customer much de... jus need to restock...

actually was transfering over to seng kang metro de... but i ask cousin go since she can earn abit of $$$ n also quite slack... ^^

den dis week gt lab test for micro P n maths quiz... maths quiz fail liao... as for micro P sure pass... almost gt 100%... jus miss out some stuffs... haiz...

den tue went to find gf at woodlands... w8 almost 1hr plus be4 she arrive... was actually writing abit of notes of com skills de... den pen no ink... sad... so jus play psp...

den went to watch movie... harry potter...

thur driving... was ok la... nt much mistake... w8 at ssdc for almost 2 hrs... cos teacher release us at around 4... driving at 5.55... sit dere play psp... pi ku also lan... LOL...

today went out wif dear... bought a new sandal... $49.40... den eat dinner at food court... den bought 2 cream puffs...

den dear took bus home i took mrt home...

nxt week gt lab test again... major exams coming soon le... need to buck up le... cannot fail... don wan to retake module...

2007-07-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

getting lazier n lazier to update blog... LOL

hmm... for de past 2 weeks... well... time jus pass as usual lor... monday no presentation but still hav to formal.. cos last grp haven't present...

thur skip skool to go sentosa wif gf...celebrate her birthday... bought movie ticket for transformer... den head down to the beach... at cafe delmar suntan n eat abit of food n drink... after tat bath n head for movie... after movie eat le den gf head home...

fri night lesson again.. went out to eat for dinner n lunch... LOL... nt much skooling feeling.. den dad come pick mi up frm skool...

sat... dear working at orchard OG... went down find her... saw hu phong at kfc working... den went to find him... order frm his counter... LOL... $3 for 2 sets of 2 piece chicken meal... i c le also stun... LOL..

den driving lesson... lol.. after 3 weeks nv drive... wa kao... nt so smooth driving... sad...
den wed pei gf down to jurong... her laptop hav problem... batt problem.. cannot charge.. after service... den went IMM to walk walk...

actually fab jio mi play ball in skool... but too late le... gf ask mi go jurong pei her service laptop...

thur was having normal lesson... brought psp to skool.. n charger.... time pass damn slow sia.. after tat went down woodland find gf den head down to bugis to buy present for wq... meet leo n leon... after tat gf took bus home... de rest of us walk abit longer... i bought a new ear ring... lol.. den head home in bus... play psp throughout de whole ride...

den ytd... night lesson... overslept... reach skool at 12plus... den when having dinner break.. eat prata... order a cheese, egg prata... share chocolate n milk prata wif hui hui.. LOL.. den ytd night lesson was damn slack... whole class slack till cannot slack... nt paying attentation... lol..

tink i will update till here... sat is a day to rot like hell... ^^

2007-07-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

here to update blog...

finish common test... did badly... si bei jia lat... all questions all onli don half nia... brain was empty... die la...

after common test... gt presentation to prepare... work was distributed at fri, last paper.. sunday went to yong lin house to complete de work wif king guan, steven n pei jin... zi yi stay wif him.. LOL... strange to hav a classmate staying in de same house as another... yong lin cook for us wor... LOL... after seeing a china guy staying in s'pore... his own house... everything he do... feel abit strange n wonder if de future i will be like him...

den monday presentation... tama de... weather so hot... hav to wear tie... sweat like hell... ccb.. out of 4 groups left 1 group haven't present.. nxt week still hav to wear formal to go to skool..

den today is off day... lol.. sleep halfway i though i forgot skool... den remember tat tue is off... HAHA.. den i sleep through de day... damn shiok sia... wake up... eat abit... den slack dere.. haha.. mom bought lunch back.. eat le... slack awhile den went back to sleep... haha... pig right ?

tink i update till here... tink tonight hard to sleep... die... tml 8am lesson... sure DEAD !!!

here is some pics of mi after presentation

<==mi in shaun tux...

1st pic like lin jun jie right ??? frm de show 花样少年少ni but de fatter version...

2nd pic like ah beng ? or like a business man tat fails in gu piao... LOL

2007-06-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of study break is almost over...

SI BEI SIAN !!! no study mood..

monday xiao zhu come find mi... she skip 1st day of skool... lol.. we went to watch movie n eat... den send her home...

tue went skool study.. gt study abit... but nth much go in... realli cannot study la... stay in skool till around 9plus... den go home...

ltr tat night went supper wif king guan, derwin n ming hui... went geylang to makan... eat dim sum n dou hua + you tiao.. derwin drive... LOL... c him quite tired... once eat hao.. it start to rain... suay..

wed.. wake up go prepare to go sentosa wif pal comm... meet at 10... LOL... all late... den dey go eat... eat around 1hr plus... LOL... den ltr once enter sentosa... find spot to sit n play lor... volleyball, frisbee... dey dig hole... n i mean a BIG HOLE !!! lol... nth to do... suntan abit... lol.. saw alot of gals in binkin... WHEEE !!! =x some pretty ones... =P

around 3plus left sentosa... head home... bought kfc back to eat... eat hao took a nap... tired... den wake up eat dinner... nvr eat much... nt hungry.. den around 1plus went back to sleep...

thur... went skool to study... sian... no tutorial room to sue... all taken up... went to library to study... after tat went to microproccessor extra lessons.. part time teacher came back to hlp.. lol.. so good..

around 5plus left skool... meet xiao zhu... i went home put laptop den head down to town... went to fish n co to eat dinner... celebrate 1 year... LOL... time pass fast wor... eat hao dinner i send her home den head home... reach home around 11.40... bath le den sleep..

today went to woodlands to service hp... sian... hp hav error again... lol.. after tat meet derwin n head down to skool... today abit blur...

went skool to eat den study... qing was in skool le... early... after tat study, slack, play psp till around 5plus 6... head home.. den slack lor... haha..

jus nw eat 1 dumpling... full... lol... nw blogging... no mood to study le... haiz... preparing to fail dis common test le... tml slack at home...

sunday i hav captain ball competition... LOL... no need study le...

2007-06-16T02:33:00.000+08:00

1st week of de study break is almost over... it was wasted by cca... LOL...

monday come skool awhile... drill hole for pipes... den go home... tue n wed went back to skool to study... de word study onli lasted 1 or 2 hrs onli... lol...

de rest of de time was either DOTA or PSP... lol...

thur went to camp... BORING !!! should hav study more... camp dao sat... NO CHIO BU !!! haiz.... sad la... rot during de camp... lol...

tml is sat... lol... going back in de afternoon... lol.. GO HOME SLEEP !!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE.....

tink i blog till here... tired le...

2007-06-06T08:34:00.000+08:00

here to update blog again..

teacher was late for lesson.. LOL.. teacher came to lesson at 8.19... lesson start at 8... 19mins late... NEH AH !!! was preparing to go eat... den a sms arrive saying teacher was here... ASS LA !!!

den today bring a pipe to skool... to fight la... lol... no la... was for cca de... dey wan for games... so i go prepare lor... in bus towards skool feel strange... ppl look at mi wif pipe... lol... construction work...

den monday my xiao zhu stay over my house... after skool took cab home as she was at my house downstairs w8ing le.. den she prepare for her class bbq... head down to paris ris... her fren came pick us up by cab.. den head down to east coast..

her frens are fun ppl... say i look like lin jun jie... LOL.. fake 1 la... cannot be la... den i nvr eat la.. cos i nvr pay... den 1 of her fren offer mi to smoke n drink.. LOL... den 1 of her bf came... fierce sia.. grab her by de hand.. throw her can of beer.. den kick de can... den dey walk walk walk.. walk till don noe where... her frens all concern of her... den walk towards.. i sit dere look after their bag..

den their lect come... their lect like ah beng... vulagr + smoke... lol... doesn't look like teacher... around 11... we left east coast... took cab to bedok... den take mrt down to dhoby ghaut...

movie start at 12... around 10 ppl watch nia... the cathy was empty... LOL.. watch pirates.. was hungry sia... bought nacho n chicken... should hav eat abit of their food...

movie end around 2plus... no night rider sia... den took cab home again.. NA BEI !! today took 4 cab liao... reach home around 3plus...

at home... when dear wan to use de toilet... gt a fly... she don dare go in... i hav to chase away the fly den she dare to use... lol.. den i go bath... after tat den sleep le..

den ytd sleep till around 1plus den we head out to eat.. eat le... come home i do abit of work be4 i send her back home... i sleep throughout de whole bus ride... go n back... sleeping all de way...

den home le... do abit of work... watch tv... n slack dere...

last sunday my house gt a bee... looks like bee or wasp... tama de... use my house as his home... NA BEI !!! i hum dao ask my mom go catch it... LOL... ass la... ccb... my mom say it lays its egg... den hav to clean the place... spray insectiside... my laptop has been shift to my room... wif the internet connection... YEAH !!! everything in my room le... dota till late night also don need worry... =x

hao la... i update till here...

2007-05-26T12:38:00.000+08:00

it has been awhile since i last blog... lol

welll... busy wif skool work n lazy to update...

every wed is busy day sia... lol after skool gt cca meeting... den after tat gt driving at 4.40... after driving play ball... WAAAOOOO !!!! busy hor... tiring also...

i gt myself a locker le... wheeeeeee... shared it wif king guan, derwin n ming hui... lol... put most of my books in skool... hehe... also put a ball inside... so most of de time go skool is onli wif a file... no bags...

den last week i lend my psp to my gf... gt it back gt a scratch on de screen... SAD LA !!! tink is kanna scratch by de charger... haizz... nvm...

den projects projects n projects... com skills project need to hand up.... entrepership project also going to be due... pcb board project also going to be due... lol...

den last thur went to eat steamboat wif fab+drey, leo, leon, wq, az n of cos my xiao zhu... lol... xiao zhu left his wallet in my pocket... so hav to turn back to take when in cab... so i pass xiao zhu $15 for de cab fare... scare she don hav enough... in de end is i don hav enough money... lol..

hmm... update till here... i go find something to eat.. hehe..

2007-05-05T00:09:00.001+08:00

it has been around 2 weeks since i update my blog... lol...
no free time le... n lazy to update le...
for de past 2 weeks... it has been a bit of hard time for mi la.. sick since last fri till nw...
studies is getting harder n harder...
was working last sat n sun at compass point... LOL... work was slack... jus fold clothes... look around... fa dai... waste time... LOL... sunday saw cousin at compass point...
den dis week was sick... mood to go to skool was pretty bad... jus wan to rest n rest n rest...
when working... dear came find mi... lol... poor her... all de way frm bukit panjang come down pei wo... i bought a shirt but de button has drop... SAD !!! no replacement button le...
monday after skool went to huifen 21st birthday... lol... like more of her wedding... nvr eat much at her buffet... den went off around 11++... went to yishun to eat wif frens den head back home by cab... den after tat went supper wif leo n fab... lol... nvr eat la... dey eat mac... jus nw had chicken chop... so de sore throat i was having was getting worse...
den de nxt day went to CLEMENTI to play ball... CLEMENTI LE !!! tats far... nvr play well cos still sick... frens say can de way i play was realli realli no energy... plus de weather was freaking hot...
after tat dad came to pick mi up... eat at clementi cos his birthday ma... eat western food again... lol... frm a stall call botak jone or something like tat... haha... eat steak... n i nvr eat finish... too full le... after tat on way home i was sleeping in dad car... they bought cough syrup for mi... cos was still coughing like fu*k... lol...
den wed after skool went meet dear... i thought i today gt driving... in de end i gt mix up... tml which is thur is den driving lesson... pei dear come my house... slack awhile den send her home... hehe...
thur... go skool awhile den went home... take med... lol... i forgot to brush teeth in de moring or did i brush... STM = short term memory... i'm having stm when i am sick... wtf... den ltr in de afternoon gt driving.. i skip 1hr lect to go driving... lol
today is fri... NIGHT LESSON !!!! tama de... den gt nypal camp... mi n steven nvr go cos we both sick...
after tat dad came pick mi up... went home... ^^
tml hav to attend joey birthday... my dear "best fren" birthday... lol.. she invite mi... so go lor...
sun need to work... at funan... LOL... wif dear... hehe...
update till here... taken med le... nw tired...