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Friday, January 30, 2009

recently hav been listening to 1 song.. damn nice..

song is by David Archuleta... title is " A Little Too Not Over You "

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what i feel inside
And I turn around, you're with now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything
I saidNo way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understandI'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

it quite expresses my feelings i guess.. tats y i am addicted to it..

Walking Alone

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

HAPPY YEAR TO ALL !!!!!!

Moooooooooooooooooooooooooo

well... its de chinese new year.. well.. nth much happening abt chinese new year..

new year eve.. woke up late.. as i hav been staying out late almost dis few days.. reach home around 2plus am..

slack at home de whole afternoon.. den had reunion dinner at 5plus 6.. den relax n watch tv.. around 11 rush out to town as need to bai TI GONG !!!

meet leo they all.. actually wan to watch red cliff 2.. but 1 of us don wan watch movie.. so we walk down to clarkey quay.. its was having a slight rain.. but we resume walking.. :)

once reach clarkey quay dere.. i went to eat mac as i was hungry.. n best to eat abit be4 drinking.. den we found 1 pub to drink.. i order a walk on the peaches.. NICE !!!! den had 1 shot of drink.. tink was 65%.. knn.. chit chat n play some games.. no cards at de pub.. drink dao around 3plus.. den cab back.. once home.. couldn't slp till around 6am..

1st day of cny.. 10plus wake up le.. nv slp much.. uncle visit our house.. entertain him.. den once he left our house.. i went to bath den prepare to go out.. dis yr cny clothing.. i bought M size.. well.. i should bought L.. cos wear long don feel comfortable.. den i drive down to seng kang temple.. when praying.. saw 1 of my uncle.. den after praying.. i drove him back to ah ma home at hougang.. mi n mom also alight to visit ah ma.. since we r dere.. dad le.. went to toa payoh to pray.. as he tat day eat zai..

1st meal of tat day for mi was ICE CREAM !!!! yummyyyyy.... eat finish ice cream den head in to ah ma house as i nv buy any for relative.. like de usual lo.. went in shake hand n say happy cny.. watch tv at ah ma house.. 食神 was showing tat time :) watch dao 6.30 den had dinner at ah ma house.. 7pm left ah ma house den went to my dad's mother sister home near bedok reservoir... LOL.. dad drove dere as he wan to go dere faster.. i slp in de ride as i was tired..

stay at their house till 8plus den left.. went to dad's elder sister house near kallang mrt station.. stay dere till around 10.30pm den left.. i head down to DXO to find biao jie.. drink abit den head down to cineleisure.. watch movie.. inkheart.. quite a nice movie.. after movie was 3plus.. cab home.. bath n relax.. didn't slp till 5plus am.. when drinking.. was feeling abit down.. sighhh...

2nd day of cny.. woke up at 1plus in de afternoon.. was woken up by dad.. den i went to bath n change.. wan to drive to amk find 2nd uncle de.. but he jus went out.. so i drove down to clementi to find 1st uncle.. doze off at their house as was still tired.. around 4plus left their house..

drove back to seng kang to visit mom's elder sis.. went to had my 1st meal of de day at 5plus pm... den head to aunt house.. sit till 7plus den drove to amk visit 2nd uncle as he at home le.. sit dao around 9pm den head home..

once home i went to bath n relax.. tml having NS medical checkup at 8.30am.. hav to wake up early.. siannn.. but tml i skipping skool..

well.. i had a boring new year.. jus feel tat something was missing.. sigghh.. emo again ? ya... but but.. i ... nvm... prefer to keep everything inside.. :(

Walking Alone

Saturday, January 24, 2009

ytd skip skool... lazy to go.. but late afternoon meet guan.. he bring me to go c tei da doc.. leg not fully heal.. :( cannot fully stretch at certain angle..

took MC frm a tei da doc.. haha.. cool !!!

after tat went bugis meet phong n huihui.. meeting for dinner.. ming hui came down late as he went to cut hair.. had steamboat for dinner.. :)

after dinner.. walk towards to near sunshine plaza to wan to eat 豆花 but it was closed.. sad.. so we walk towards the cathy and towards PS.. be4 heading to a nearby mac to slack.. phong went home as he was tired..

chat till 1plus den they went home.. i went to find leo they all at cine.. as they bought my movie ticket.. watch the bride war... funny movie.. :)

after movie.. they went to eat as i went home.. stomach nt feeling good.. went home relax n slp..

today le.. woke up around 10plus.. went back to sleep.. had lunch + breakfast at 3pm.. den watch tv dao 5plus n went back to slp... was tired...

den 7plus wake up.. bath n had dinner.. ltr meeting leo they all.. going chinatown..

welll.. dis cny don hav mood to celebrate.. don noe wat is wrong.. jus feel tat i am missing something.. :(

troubled ? maybe.. confuse ? maybe.. emo ? confirm de.. sighhh... boring yr...

Walking Alone

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

last sat was my birthday.. WHEEEE... de age of 22.. sound so sian.. tat day sleep de whole afternoon.. as not activity.. den head out to dinner wif parents to celebrate..

THANK U TO ALL DE PEOPLE WHO SEND THEIR WISHES :)

drove dad lorry down to jurong as tk plan his 21st birthday on tat day..

after tat head down to steven house to drink.. tat day i was knock out.. tat is wat i rmb.. den my sprain leg was pain again.. after drinking.. head down to marina barrage to find leo they all.. they rent car as they celebrate others birthday as well.. head down to geylang to hav do hua n you tiao..

thx to estee,steven,pj, guan, ben, tuyu, huihui, shuan, vivivan, eveyln, elaine, linlin they all.. gav mi gifts.. :)

den leo drove us home...

slp 4hrs tat day den head to cut hair.. cut n dye my hair.. i was freaking tired.. keep yawning.. den 3plus head to do facial..

finish facial.. head over to find fab.. as he pass mi his rented car.. he monday returning de car.. but he hav to book in to camp.. so as mi hlp him return.. drove abit.. get use to de car.. den drove down to his camp so as to noe de road back..

den went home had dinner.. meet him at 9.30pm.. finally got de car by 10.30pm...

den head down to ponggol to find guan as meet him for supper...

was lost at ponggol.. don noe how to go ponggol end... den when finally meet ben n shaun for supper.. which is at upper thomson dere.. prata shop.. had prata den drive to yishun dam to relax..

den drove home.. reach home was around 2.. slp at 3..

nxt day go skool.. kanna fined for not putting coupon for parking overnight.. $50 fined.. knn.. drive to skool in de morning.. damn shiok to drive to skool..

no need to wait for bus.. no need to squeeze.. blast music..

reach skool in 15mins.. den head to class.. nuaaaa... den drove tuyu, ben n bang yao out for 1st break.. went bishan for breakfast.. den drove them around.. go chomp chomp n geylang.. as ben don noe how to go geylang..

after tat pick lin lin as she going skool.. along de way.. went back skool to slack.. den around 1.30 drove ben to compass point as he wan to cut hair.. den i return de car at serangoon.. den take bus back skool..

past few days nv did much abt project.. so bored.. ytd went marina wif qing n his fren.. had dinner at marina.. den took mrt back..

today le.. slack de whole day.. was bored of skool..

Walking Alone



it has been a while since i last updated my blog..

firstly.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !!! even though it is 2 weeks ago.. hope a better year will be ahead..

i am back at s'pore.. came back to s'pore on 2nd of jan.. MISS MY PARENTS N PEEPS...

dis past 2 weeks.. not use to de normal FYP life.. hav been in china for 1 month.. suddenly a change.. in weather + waking up time.. hard to adjust..

weelll... jus slowly change back... n i had my 1st presentation for my fyp.. though i was going to be fuk.. but i didn't.. hengggg...

boring life when back in s'pore.. n i jus sprain my left foot.. :( last sat play ball den sprain de.. not onli tat i also jammed 2 fingers.. knn.. suay day.. was suppose to jog on sunday de.. but wif a sprain foot nv go..

monday skip skool.. went to c 铁打doc.. haha.. den rot in town awhile cos bored to go home.. oh ya.. i was also sick last thur.. haha.. come back already sick twice le.. coughing for de 1st time.. went to polyclinic to c doc.. haha..

now le.. in lab lo.. BOOORRRRRIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGGG !!!!! should hav stay at home n slp.. haha.. but no MC when c 铁打doc le.. siannn...

n i test dis on de test.. regarding de date of birth of myself..

funniest part is abt de job... HAHA

Based On My Birthday:
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love, Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

Strengths: Witty and highly adjustable in hard times.

Weakness: Impatient, impetuous and quarrelsome.

Jobs I Shouldpursue : Teachers, lecturers, writers, announcers, investors.

Walking Alone

About Me :)

Name: Ng Zhi Fan
Age: 22
D.O.B: 17/01/87
Horoscope: Capricorn
School: NYP_ECC(GRAD)
Email: zhifan1987@hotmail.com

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