here to update blog...

fri was a normal attachment day... nv do much.. jus hlp out wif watever i can... getting more use to attachment boring life...

after attachment head to work... was having a veri bad headache.. was dizzy.. head spinning spinning.. couldn't work.. sigh... but still continue to work... nv did much as nt much sales at night.. den head home by bus.. once home.. bath n took 2 panadol.. den go slp...

sat.. woke up around 11plus.. was better le.. tink i don hav enough slp for de week i guess.. head out to jog.. a hot weather to jog in de afternoon.. work was at 3pm.. told biao jie to change my timing to 3pm... as wan to rest more.. sweating alot at work due to hot weather.. even de air tat de fan blow is warm.. sales was alright.. night time sales was bad... alot of ppl... but nt much sales.. close shop at 10.30pm..

when closing shop.. saw a bapok say hi to mi n another uncle hlping wif close shop.. we jus say hi back n resume closing.. ^^ head home.. did weights n bath...

jus finish my weekly report n submitted it.. nxt week 24th going back skool to submit overseas form for suzhou...

lonely night... finding myself useless n no point living.. hav a freaking car license.. but cannot use dad's lorry... i hav been trying to avoid ppl around mi at times.. i am scare.. scare of my actions will affect ppl around mi... i am realli afraid.. maybe i am too stress..