today i felt realli sick... woke up wif de flu getting worse... fever was also on de rise... cough at least better le...

actually wan to go out study de... but i realli cannot take it.. so today rest.. but in de end... i went out.. fab ask mi out to pei mi go sim lim check stuff n watch movie..

den i go lo.. once out... i bought strepsils... every few hrs take 1 is wat the box say... but i eat it like sweet... i realli cannot tahan... den de flu... haizzz.... nose fluid gt blood... i c le... i shake my head... haizzz...

i was dizzy when out wif fab, leo n wq... i realli cannot tahan.. i finish my panadol le... ytd night took some chinese med... yucks..

den i went out bought panadol for cold relief... drank 1 corn soup den eat de med... den went in for de movie... after de movie... i felt better...

den walk to PS dere take bus 147 home... whereas fab they all went to meet fren...

on de bus... i was tinking... wat if i nv wrote de blog for last week fri... 8/8/2008... i should hav call u... tell u how i felt... de words tat i put on tat day blog... was too harsh on u... i was selfish... i was inmature... i nv put my feelings in ur point... i was a jerk... u did so much for mi... u sacrifice so much for mi... without saying a thing... n yet... i didn't tink about how u feel...

i should hav call u... i should hav... but nw is too late to regret le... de dmg has been done... de dmg has been done...

if i was given a choice... i will trade everything in the world... wat i had... my trip to suzhou... everything... jus to hold ur hands... n say i love u mich... i realli will...i realli will