ytd went to drink wif my frens... LOL...

after skool went to cmpb then went home as need to defer NS again... meet leo at hougang mrt station...

then went home n slack while preparing... meeting them 9 at raffles mrt station... was abit late.. LOL... meet steven, shaun, eliane n teck keong... went to look for a pub before we enter... order a bottle of alochol... sit n drink... then play games to c who lose n drink... eliane was under age to enter... LOL... so she don dare to drink... steven was drunk... starting to talk de way he doesn't...

ltr pei jin came to join us... LOL... then i go ask leo come as i feeling abit dizzy le... scare cannot go back home... leo drink abit onli as he doesn't wan to drink much... then steven starting to gt more drunk... de normal skool him is gone... LOL... KI SIAO LE...

teck keong n eliane ltr went back... left us... then we drink... then ltr mi n leo send steven back home... n came back... as shaun ask his fren come... then drink abit before we go find atm to withdraw $$$ to pay for de drinks... as we open 2 bottles...

ltr shaun also starting to talk crap... abit drunk le... lucky his fren was there... then we 3 took cab home...

i feel veri sorry for leo as i ask him pei mi then in de end he hav to take out $$$ to pay... i will pay him asap...

when i was drinking... i has tink of crying... maybe i was still tinking of her ba... trying all my veri veri veri best to nt tink...

it has been 1 week plus since i update my blog le... lazy to update or jus too tired to update...

week 2 in nyp... starting to noe de skool better le... noe where to go le... getting de hang of poly life le... this week is de start of alot ccas...

my frens all going for their cca... starting to noe de class better... haha... tring out for bball trial... but don tink hav chance... de bad habit of slping in lessons is back... LOL...

hmm... don noe y i don hav de mood or moral to do anything... starting to loose de confident n faith in myself...

hmm... don noe wat to say le... LOL... tink tats all ba... nxt time then say wat i do more after or in skool... hehe...

i am still trying hard to forget it... but it is harder than i expected... maybe time will heal

it has been awhile since i update my blog le...

nvr log into blog much these few days as i was tired...

the start of poly life...

first week of skool was tiring, stress, blur yet quite fun....

saw alot of frens in skool... noe new frens...

saw eng hua at first n 2nd day of skool... then meet up some frens to go find classrooms...

lunch was crowded... alot of pretty gals... WEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... CHIO BUs~~~

sign up for bball try out... but tink will nt make it...

after skool was worse... alot of students taking bus... no place to sit....

skool was quite humid... lessons was alright ba...

lect rooms seat SUX !!! hard to sit....

after skool was fun... if end early... went to town...

like ytd(tue)... after skool meet up wif fab, aud, mel n yu tian...

went to suntec there... walk walk... ytd was carrying alot of books... DAMN HEAVY !!! fab lost his ipod... had dinner at cine... had it at pastamania... ate alot of cheese... hehe...

went home to play abit of dota before log off.... slpt at 2+

today end skool at 12.... went to play dota wif new classmates... then night play bball...

nw super tired... haven't bath or eat... LOL

this few days nvr update blog as i was tired...

2nd day of orientation... i went for 1 hr then go home le... so freaking tired frm bball game n nt enough slp...

went home n slp... nvr eat my lunch till dinner time.. then had my meal... was slacking at home...

3rd day i went as my fren told mi today buy books... so go lor... half of de lect room was empty... LOL... don noe wat de teacher is teaching... haizzz... LOL... so jus try to do as much as i noe lor... n 2nd day they gt their freshman shirt... I WAN !!! i wasn't there... *sob*sob*

after tat OGL came... brought us to eat... nvr eat lunch as wasn't hungry... went to a fountain to sit... then ltr take pic... actually gt a session at de afternoon de... but was cancel... SHIOK AH !!! LOL... so went to buy books... don noe wat to buy... queue was alright...

in de end brought 7 books back... FUCKING HEAVY !!! saw wan ling... so i disturb her by calling her... she blur sia... don noe where i am... LOL... she BLIND !!!

after buying books... went to eat mac... n waited for weiling... as i ask her to hlp az gt his books...

i put a maths book inside her locker... then went to hlp az buy his books... queue suddenly became freaking long... n it was hot n stuffy....

when finally gt az book... his book also put in weiling lockers...

after tat accompany weiling went to amk centre to put $$$ in her bank... then i took bus home...

reach home.. i went to take a nap... at night slack till 4am then slp...

today wake up at noon... n went back to slp abit more... then az came over my house... he came earlier as his coaching in montfort pri was cancel... stay at my house around 1~2 hrs...

then we went to cine to play games... he play his world of warcraft whereas i jus play other games... des was at town so he came to find us wif terence n his frens... then ltr fab, guan zhong, mel n yu tian came to find us... leo came shortly after...

actually wan to go taka to eat international buffet de... but it was around $50 per person le due to public holiday...

was we went back to cine had dinner at cafe cartel... mi n fab share a 5 persons meal... it was fucking oily... eat till like wan to vomit... then ltr had ice cream... WEEEEEEE....

then when settle bill... it was around $200+++ gst was around $20 le... WTF !!! they nvr do much yet wan so much gst...

after tat mel n yu tian went home.. whereas de rest of us went to lan shop.... play 3 rounds of bnet... before we went home...

guan zhong, az n leo took cab home... whereas mi n fab wait for NR6... NR6 was fucking slow... waited for around 30mins ba... CHEE BYE !!!

when board bus... my ez link don hav enough $$$... so hav to pay by $$$... lucky saw chin chuan... borrow $2 frm him... n pay de ticket...

reach home was around 2.00 le... took a bath n jus slack in front of de com...

ytd went out to get a new pairs of jeans... went to queensway to buy... wif leo, nic n yao... took bus there...

after tat went to town... walk walk... leo buy bag...

today first day of orientation... abit boring... class no chio bus... =x

LOL... class is small... around 20 ppl onli...

nvr do much today... noe a few frens... forgot their names le... LOL...

maybe as times passby will remember...

then after skool... went to play ball...

nw supre tired... nt enough slp...

at home these few days....

time pass realli fast....

at night slpt at 4am++ somethings even 5am....

wake up is already 1+ 2 in de afternoon le....

brush teeth n had lunch/breakfast...

morning was quite noisy as mom's fren call... sometimes even talking so loud tat i had to shout at her to low her volume down...

afternoon was watching bleach.... nearly complete le... jus left 3 espisodes...

then last night... at 3 am... when de night was peaceful... i heard a woman crying... at my blk downstairs...

went to c but can c nth... my dad also woke up... scold mi to go slp... then i hav to off com quickly... LOL...

after tat i went back to room... saw my mom wake up to c de front bus stop... she told mi tat a man wif tattos n without his clothes walking in a direction... whereas de gal(jus nw crying out loud) walking in another... she was walking in de middle of de road... tink trying to get kill...

i was tinking... maybe de guy fuck his gf or wife or bully her too much tat she cannot take it... LOL... evil thoughs... nvr saw de woman face or figure.... she was too far away... then i hack care lor... went back to my room n play xbox games...

then finally slp... =D

this few days nth mus happen...

monday went to ritz for interview... saw felicia chin de actoress.... SO CHIO N CUTE~~~~ AHHHHHH.... LOL...

after interview... went to town... fab went to meet his gf... while mi n leo walk around.... looking for my slippers... then went to cine... it was raining so heavy... so went to lvl 9 to play lan...

after lan... went to PS to eat ice cream... then went home...

tuesday afternoon was raining... onli went to play bball at night wif fab, ching sean, audrey n mel... completely trash opponment... they low in spirit... nt much ppl as due to de rain... i also sian sian de... no mood to do anything... left knee also abit pain... maybe too long nvr play bball le...

after tat went home to play dota...

wed... went to town... bought my slippers ($39)... then went to swenens to eat... wif leo, kok, yao, jy n nic... then walk towards paragon as i need to withdraw $$$ to pay leo... then went to play lan again....

then went to PS... as jy meeting his frens... when reach... it was st'john frens... LOL.... i was ex st'john but quit due to some personal problems wif seniors when i was in sec 2...

then went to eat as i was hungry.... borrow $$$ frm leo due to wallet no $$$ le...

after tat went home n play D2 wif jy...

today nvr go out... was at home playing games... then dad call mi to go carry com to my house... uncle bought it 2nd hand n giv it to mi... home already hav 2 desktop le... nw is 3 desktop... 1 desktop spoil le...

i am de onli person at home using these desktops... haizzz... no space to put these desktops sia...

then went to took a nap as i hav a slight headache....

woke up n had dinner... then slack slack slack......

Sometimes i feel tat i am a stunborn guy...

i am nt willing to let my feelings gone...

i still hav feelings for her... but i noe tat she will nt accept mi back...

so i will jus be behind her n support her...

tats all i can do....

maybe.....

n maybe....

jus 1 day... she will accept mi back...

tats all i realli wish for...

i realli am blind in this kind of relationships....

maybe i am jus lazy in de outside ?

maybe i am jus giving a hack care attitude in de outside ?

but in my heart....

i will always care...

jus tat i don noe hw to do it....

hope tat she will always be happy... always smile...

here to update blog....

thur was at home whole day.... playing games... nvr do much....

actually fri wan to go ritz for job interview de... but woke up late so nvr go... as ritz interview ends at 2... LOL... jus slack at home... playing games... fab nvr go work also... he don wan to go... ass... so we play other warcraft games... around 1++ 2... we went out for supper... walk to kovan... meeting az along de way...

after eating... we went to bought other foods to eat n jus sit down chit chat... till morning 5+6... then mi n fab walk home... reach home... we play bnet... dota... then leo online also... he went clubbing jus reach home...

my parents don noe tat i sneak out... hehe... father ask i gt slp i jus say jus woke up... =X play 1, 2 rounds of dota... then went to watch tv... watch cartoon... =x watch half way slp...

then went to took my slp... slp 4hrs onli... then wake up watch animation... ltr at night went to kovan watch ponggol match... they lose... LOL... morning betting was correct...

then took bus back to interchange then leon went to top up his ez link... he du lan of wei zhong n ah lao scolding him... haizzzz

then walk home... reach home then watch tv... channel 8 gt funny show... then around 1am... play dota... a few rounds n my head feel dizzy le... bui tahan so around 2 went to slp...

morning wake up at 1+++... stupid dad !!! went to open my room door n wake mi up... WA LAO !!! tired la... then leo sms... though mi went out... LOL...

i then online... chat awhile... then watch animation till 5+ 6... cousin came my house awhile...

nw going out soon to eat le... other days then update... hehe