here to update blog again.... this week nvr update much as nvr much happen.... having holidays n was at home most of the time... onli went out n play abit f bball...

then ytd went out for a longer time.... finally... hehe...

went to woodlands walk walk... had dinner at pastamanina... n bought masmaroa( spelling error)

then went to town to find yao they all... went to taka coffee bean find them... then at taka walk walk... outside taka there was a Dj practising... haha... damn nice le his music tat he mix around... n de effect was a BIG BANG !!!! loL... then we walk to cineleisure... went to play lan at lvl 9...

then went to another place play lan again... haha... after tat walk to PS... as yao going home... actually wan to go home de... but don feel liked going home... so stay at town wif kok liang, leo, ching seang, des, brandon n nic... went to hav supper... n we stay there for about 1hr plus...

then walk towards cine again... play lan again... play for around 2 hrs plus...

then walk back to PS... went to de mac n had breakfast at 5am... de service sux sia... haha... bought a fish burger... but was still hungry... we stay there till around 6.... then walk towards de mrt...

hav to wait for around 30mins before mrt come... they were playing around.... trying to learn magic tricks... loL... mostly making a fool out of themselves...

then around 6plus... de mrt came... quite empty... was still awake in de mrt... we jus talk n joke around... then ltr walking back home...

reach home around 7... was still awake... haizzz... force myself to slp... but couldn't slp at all... haizzz...

then jus slpt 3hrs onli... morning mom went overseas again... nw home alone... hehe... nw still active le... maybe tonight will be tired easily...

Today is Christmas... hope every1 enjoy their christmas...

for mi.... i jus stay at home... doing nth... jus trying to heal my painful heart...

ytd i had abit of fun... went out around 7plus... went to bugis to find my classmates n hav dinner at crystal jade...

then jus went to walk walk n walk towards suntec.... went to play pool... ltr meeting leo n jun yong frens at esplande... jus walk walk... walk towards clarkey n went to TCC to rest... they bought drinks whereas mi bought alochol wif 2 of my classmates n leo...

gt abit drunk... haha... also good for mi... i wan to keep myself numb for awhile... don noe wat u doing n where u r... it is keeping mi sad at times... haizzz...

then stay till around 3plus ba... went to took nightrider back home... quite a fast trip...

reach home i bath n slpt.... was tired...

today wake up nearly 12... jus stay at home...

this few days nvr happen much... hav been skipping lessons since this term starts... don y jus don feel sian of skool...

i hav pon 2 days of skool le...

ytd pon skool... went to sentosa wif dav n yu zhi n yu zhi cosplay frens...

feeling strange when meet his frens... feel so outcast... haha... they nvr brought much things to play... lucky gt bring volleyball... but suay, it was raining nt long after we reach sentosa... de weather was freezing cold after de rain... i was wet by tat time due to swimming... near gt a flu... there was no sun... so nvr suntan much...

after sentosa had dinner n went to PS to play arcade wif his frens... one of his fren had difficult in breathing at de arcade so had to be taken out... tink is de air in de arcade ba ???

then today went out wif classmates to eat sushi buffet... eat till full...

after tat went to town to find leo... went to walk walk... found a present for her... then jus walk around... then went to withdraw $$$ at taka as need $$$ to play pool...

after tat when to play pool... today in a better mood to play pool... haha... hav de feeling... playing for around 2 hrs plus...

after tat leo went to find food to eat... there was a small flood at a road... loL... we were making fun of de water was shit water... haha...

after eating... went to buy drinks... haha... i bought alcohol... loL... then walk down to PS n took mrt back... waited quite awhile before mrt came...

This year my christmas wish is to spend time wif u...

And this simple wish will nt come true...

Knowing tat u r busy...

i will jus be quiet...

Even though i may look alright...

But in my heart...

It is nt alright...

I know i wll always be there for u...

But u will nt always be there for mi...

This is de virus tat is causing mi to feel sick...

haizzz...

u noe who u r...

but i don tink u r reading it...

i will jus be silent...

sitting in a corner...

of a place call...

Sadness...

waiting for u...

waiting for u...

waiting for u to come n save mi...

Today woke up around 11plus... eat breakfast n was in front of de com... playing games...

then steven call mi to pei him go find siang si dou aka love beans at fort cannon... meet him at clarky quay mrt station at 3... i was late, as i pull leonard along wif mi...

then walk towards fort cannon... about 15mins walk... on de way... saw waiteress dressing veri little serving drinks....

then reach fort cannon... walk up de hill to find de beans.... couldn't find much at first... then some joggers told us we could find alot down de hill... we walk down de hill... about 10mins walk.. we found alot of de love beans... YEAH !!! but suay !!! collect around 5mins... i start to rain.. loL... so we run to shelter...

as de rain gets small... we run towards Park mall... fort cannon was near PS... a 5mins walk can reach mrt station le... then we took mrt to town...

we stop at orchard mrt station as i don wan to walk around summerset mrt station... haizzz... then walk around... walk towards Cineleisure to eat long john... then went up to walk...

leo wan to find doremon... so we jus walk around... steven greet his fren as his fren working at cine... then went to heeren... to continue find doremon....

i then went to Paragon to withdraw $$$ as i out of $$$ le... then we went to play pool... haizzz... lose so many times... haha

after tat we walk to PS to take mrt home... saw henry on de way...

we to hougang mall buy my items... then took bus home...




















* i appear to be happy.... but in my heart i am weak... jus a small boi trying to act brave to cover his true feelings

Today after skool went to sentosa...

today go skool for 3hrs then go straight to sentosa... actually gt paulo care session de... but he sick... so cancel... WISH MR PAULO GET WELL SOON...

reach harobur front around 1plus.... eat lunch n went to sentosa...

mi n dav went to siloso beach... wait for fabian they all... as they come ltr... mi n dav suntan at there as de sun was bright !!! haha... starting was hot... but as time pass.. i get use to de heat... n slpt while suntaning...

then around 2plus... yao zhong call... we went to another beach to find them... when found them... they start to kick soccer...

after soccer... i was bully by audrey... haizzz... kanna sand at de back... after tat i went to de water n back to suntan... suntanning de back... so SHIOK !!!

then ltr fabian frens play molopoly(spelling error) as they brought it along wif them... they play de game.. whereas i jus lay around... slacking n wasting time...

then around 5plus... mi n dav go first... dav hav something on... n i went home... at home, when shaving beard... i accidently cut myself on de neck near de apple... WA KAO... i gan jiong !!! bath faster n put medic on it... haha...

then calling my dad to buy dinner back... then jus slack at home resting n watching tv...

this few days nth much to update le... haizzz

monday went skool as usual... but forgot to take a form to skool... so half way skool went home to take de form... 1hr trip to skool... actually can tml pass up de... but nth to do so went back... waste time sia... my frens all pon last lesson... so i went back skool for around 30mins then go home le... bo liao hor...

tuesday went skool... was late for lesson... purposly late de... hehe... then having break... went to coffee bean to buy drink... was late 30mins for another lesson... loL... de day before i slpt alot sia... more than 12hrs... go skool still slpy... *yawn* then after drinking de drink... felt more tired n wan another cup of it... ending skool around 5.30... went hougang mall to buy some extra food back for dinner... haizzz... use alot of $$$

today... wednesday... go skool as usual lor... nth much happen.... onli bring $4 to skool... budget !!! then today receive 2 works tat need to hand up on nxt wed... 18 power point slides le !!! WTF !!! also gt test nxt week... SIAN DIAO !!! haizzz...

then at PE lesson... make teacher angry... loL... nvm about tat... can hack abit... hehe

reach home took a 1hr plus nap... was freaking slpy... feeling moody le... haizzz...

tml don feel liked going skool le... jus wan to c u... it has been awhile... haizzz...










*leaving it all up to u... too tired to do anything le ...trying my best le...

today was fucking suay !!! kanna bomb by birds...

i today pon skool as i need to settle things in de bank... so i pon skool...

after settling de problem... i went back to skool as need to meet yu zhi for photograpgy club meeting...

reaching skool around 11.... de meeting start at 12.30.. so hav to wait lor... sian diao... de meeting was for de new intake trying to psyco them to join photography club... haizz... wasting my time as they call us to do things... de event take place when i tat day nt free... haizzz... so i go there is do nth... wasting my time onli.... so i left early as need to meet my classmates to go out...

i ask henry come pick mi up wif his new bike... loL... first time sit bike le... starting feel strage as nt use to it... but ltr find tat it is fun... sorry henry, giv u so much trouble... then meet them at lavender mrt station around 3...

then we went to play pool... losing all... loL... after tat celebrate birthday wif kelly... as today her birthday... we sing birthday song n eat de cake at de play pool place...

after tat.... we went to hav dinner... kelly treat us eat noodle... de noodle cost $4 le... wa kao... she say it is famous... but i find tat it is normal lor... =x eating n drink beer at de same time...
then we went to town... henry n ray went first as henry still gt bike... at city hall mrt station... we wait for 2 mrt to go as too crowded le... in de end we went to take mrt to marina bay then back to town...

dropping at summerset... i kanna birddropping at shoulder.... NA BEI CHEE BYE... FUCK ALL THOSE BIRDS WHO DROP IT ON MI !!! 4D also nt so lucky !!! FUCK THEM UPSIDE DOWN !!!

i my face turn black n grumpy veri fast after tat incident... as de dropping kanna my favourite shirt... i went to toilet to try to clean it but instead making it worse...

so i went to heeren buy new shirt... spending $30 on nike shirt... n another $21 on a cap... haizzz... ytd spend $120... today $70plus... i bankcrupt le...

after tat... we went walk walk... kelly bought shoes, bi yu buoght a cup... henry bought a key chain... loL

after tat... it is 8.30 le... i took henry back to hougang... went to ponggol c c to find fabain... as he ask mi go there play bball... reaching there around 9plus...

playing awhile onli then i went home le...

tired n broke... as i slpt at around 3 last night n wake up at 8 plus this morning...

today was late for skool... haha...

wake up at 7 instead of 6.15 as i set alarm clock de wrong time... prac lesson start at 8 n i reach skool around 8.30... wahaha... lucky prac lesson haven't start...

at prac... i learn to set up de com... haha... also learn to reboot com... veri sua ku hor... my com is other ppl build de... so i don noe a thing...

after prac is lunch then is thoery... i was slping at thoery lesson =x... veri tired ma... then wake up n do work before go communication skill lesson...

after skool... went home straight away then sms leo if free... as i need to check my bank if pay is in bank n also withdraw $$$ !!!

meet leo at 7.10... withdrawing $120 then went to harbour front first... as i need to pay $$$ to biao jie... i own her $30...

then pay leo $25 as i still own him de money !!! own kok $10... maybe tml or pass $$ to fren...

after tat went to town... went to eat long john... then went to walk walk...

i bought a bag $30 at cine then went to heeren... at heeren... i bought a new ear piece for my ipod ($25)... as my ear piece all spoil le... =x

then went to play pool... lost to leo all 3 times... WA KAO !!! sian diao lor... play till around 10plus... leo treat mi pool n a drink... wahaha

then walk to dhoby ghaut to take mrt home... on de way found a $2 note on de road... n no 1 saw it... wahaha !!! DAMN LUCKY !!!

then took mrt home... went to plaza as leo buy something n i pass him de $$$ i found as i nvr use it... then took bus home... reach home around 11plus...

nt tired at all... as i tml will pon skool... wahaha....

now sian nth to do so update blog lor...

hmmm.... wat to say ???

this few days in skool nvr happen much... de usual stuff... go class play around... nvr listen to lesson... slp in class...

but... this 2 days in skool gt listen to class abit... at least noe abit of wat teacher is teaching... this fri is kelly birthday... don noe wat they plan le ??? hmmm... ah ku ta ta wu...

tml is wed... sian diao... tml hav MOE come our skool... ass sia... need to be "GUAI".... loL... n tml PE... don noe wat teacher is planning for us... hope is something slack slack de... lazy to do PE... haizzzzz....













i am starting to hate waiting for u.... i am sick of it...

today went out to town...

meet leo n kok around 3 at hougang mrt station... went to compass point to settle leo hp thingy... then ate my burger king ( first meal of de day )

then went to town... reach summerset mrt then went to heeren to buy my black spray ($10.90) for skool... sian diao lor... then went around walking... bought a cute thingy ($3.90)... then went to centre point de coffee bean to rest n wait for jun yong...

after tat went to buy present for birthday gal... then went to cineleisure to play pool n buy movie ticket for saw II... nice movie... alot of blood... wan to vomit after de show...

then walk to taka to buy jun yong vegetrian food... saw cousin xiang xiang... she working... calling mi hlp her buy thing... loL... i broke le... nt working no $$$

after tat went to cine behind de kopitiam to makan... after tat went home...

this few days nvr happen much in skool...

went to skool as usual... sleep in class as usual... but i was more quiet than before... no mood to talk... class was also more quiet... as my class de gals r having problems ( can c frm de way )

de mood in class was more.... more.... strict n quiet.... even though good to study... but better to slp.... prac class was boring... i realli don understand wat de teacher is teaching... i need notes n better buck up... as i am lagging behind alot... n i mean alot....

days r also more dull.... mood was freaking bad... reach home was so tired n don feel like doing much...










this week maybe ur birthday but i can sense tat u r nt feeling happy.... i couldn't do anything since u don wish to talk much about it n u r avoiding it.....



my heart is aching noeing tat u r facing de problems alone...