Tuesday, November 29, 2005
it hurts my heart... knowing tat u r nt happy... it hurts even more knowing u won't tell mi much... my heart cannot take blows...even though i always say i am okie...i won't be happy till i c u...it realli hurts mi alot... so plz...try to understand how i feel about u...i am nt tat strong as i use to be...
Walking Alone
Monday, November 28, 2005
morning wake up around 10plus as meeting leo to go to expo to c de cars de... but leo was sick so nvr go...freaking sian lor... at home... so ask bernard out to watch movie... went to causeway point to watch Harry Potter... watch de 2.50 movie... de movie was nt bad... nice le... quite thrilling...then after movie... took mrt all de way to tampines... go find pei wen... a fren frm last time working... de mrt to tampines was quite long ba i guess... nvr notice de time... in de mrt i was feeling moody n suddenly hav de feeling of crying of no reason... haizzz... den reach tampines... went to find peiwen as she still working... she work at blk 201E... wtf !!! where is tat place.. we 2 slowly find de place... walk here n there... in de end had to take bus 3 to tat place... once reach de place... i was panting as i was still having sore throat... after toking to her awhile... went to eat mac for dinner... order a double chesse burger n small coke... then went back to find her... then we took bus to ponggol...this time de ride was long... wa kao... sian lor... took frm tampines to paris ris then to ponggol... peiwen treat us drink... after tat went home... reach home around 10.40 le... bath n do some stuff... about to go to slp soon le...
Walking Alone
Saturday, November 26, 2005
today went to skool feeling sick...whole body was in pain... headache... don wish to tok much... n having sore throat... haizz..today was late for skool... as moring was raining... de night before took 2 panadol before slping... then morning wake up don feel liked going skool de... but in de end also go skool...reach skool around 8.30... late for 30mins... but lesson haven't start... then when lesson start, i fell aslp soon as i felt slpy n cannot tahan...then after lesson... went to expo to walk walk... henry go there to buy a mp3 n we walk around... nth much to c... actually wan to go c de cars... but my frens say de cars r old model... so go home lor... i tat time was panting liked hell le... whole body was freaking weak... in bus... i jus slp... reach home around 2plus... rest awhile... bath, online n took another 2 panadol den go rest le...i jus hav this feeling tat u r avoiding mi... haizzz... i will jus keep quiet... my body is too tired to do anything especially de most fragile place, it is already badly hurt...
Walking Alone
Friday, November 25, 2005
ytd skool release early... went home then ltr meet yao zhong, nichalos n han xiang... went walk walk at town... nic wan to buy a watch but in de end nvr buy... i bought a eat stick...after tat went boat quay for hong yao birthday... onli larry, tat wee, guan chu, ye xuan, marcus n mi went... as others either no $$$ or nt free...it was a pub... nvr do much as i don noe how to sing so i jus drink lor... mi n marcus drink alot... loL... martell + coke... then i did stupid stuff... mi n marcus drink a cup of martell... whoaa... i was drunk after tat... head was feeling empty as there is no skull or brain... loL... i drank wif a empty stomach !!! wahaha... idiot mi !!!then stay till around 11plus... then walk to mrt station... head dizzy... walking abit gt problem... even though i noe wat i doing but de road is moving side way... loL...reach hougang... went to joe's corner ( hougang plaza) to makan... after tat went home... reach home around 1plus le... haven't do hw... loL...bath n went to slp... but i woke up around 3plus... then went back to slp...today go skool feeling body hot !!! head abit pain... n feel liked vomiting... loL...try to tahan de whole day lor... feeling abit sick when half way practical lesson... but jus tahan lor...then in theory lesson slpt throughout de whole lesson... slping liked a dead pig !!! haha... once release frm skool... went home straight away... bath n rest !!!
Walking Alone
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
jus reach home... haizzz...
ytd jus start skool... had new timetable...
Mon ( 9.00 ~ 5.30 )
Tue ( 11.00 ~ 5.30 )
Wed ( 10.00 ~ 5.00 )
Thur( 8.00 ~ 4.30 )
Fri ( 8.00 ~ 12.00 )
SIAN~ even though start skool late but end skool late lor.... so tired... still nt use to de timetable... had to adjust le....
ytd after skool went to town wif leonard to take form for competiton... nt sure if wan to enter le as it crash wif skool time... haizzz... then reach home around 10.30 !!!
today went to bugis wif henry, hui fen n kelly to walk walk n look for birthday present... then reach home around 9.40 !!!
haven't eat dinner n bath yet... already half dead le... haizzz !!! tired !!!
i am feeling mentally tired n sick !!! i need u !!! ='(
Walking Alone
Monday, November 21, 2005
today wake up around 10.... then change n went to ponggol c c to play bball wif leo n fab...play till around nearly 3.... after tat went home n rest... then sit in front of de com n play com games... haven't bath n eat....then around 6plus 7 then had my bath n eat my first meal of de day.... loL... after tat jus play maple n watch tv.... nw is around 11.07pm le... tml hav to go skool... SIAN~ BYE BYE holidays !!! back to study life... need to study hard le... hav gpa of 1.5 !!! wtf !!! shit results !!! better buck up... haizzzz....
Walking Alone
Sunday, November 20, 2005
today wake up around 12plus....
then jus slack at home... play games n watch tv... then at around 5plus went to bath...
as preparing to go uncle house to makan... he call us over to his house to eat as he marry to malay lady so go his house to gather to celebrate hari raya...
reach there around 7plus... alot of de other relatives were there le... then had dinner... didn't eat much as don feel liked eating... then jus slack at there doing nth... was falling aslp as freaking sian... then around 8.30... went go le...
on way back home... buy mac... MAC again... was hungry le... haha... hav been eating supper for pass few days... i hav been eating alot... after dinner less than 2 hrs i was chewing something le... loL... growing fatter le...
Walking Alone
Saturday, November 19, 2005
today went sentosa...
meet at 11 at harbour front mrt station then nearly 12 then all gather... dav, mi, lu jie, kah ling, hui fen n kelly...
had lunch at de hawker centre as it was lunch time... alot of ppl... after lunch then went it...
sentosa today was nt crowded as it was fri... ppl either at town or at home... we play frisbee n volleyball... we bought de volleyball at there... damn... veri hard de ball... hit it hands veri veri pain... lu jie onli brought a shirt... SIAN !!! haha... but lucky she borrow pants frm hui fen brother which was wif dav...
then we went in de water... i suntan abit... then went back to shore n play...
play till around 4plus ba... we went to take bath... nt much ppl... then wait for de gals... de gals took a long time as alot of gals taking bath... then it start to rain...
zheng liang before start to rain come... waaa... we all going home le then he come... he though we meet around 2plus... wahaha... SUAY !!! then hui fen went as she meeting her frens....
we wait for rain gets smaller then walk towards de shuttle bus stop... then took bus back to harbour front...
we went to dhoby ghaut to hav dinner ( burger king ) then after dinner... i bought food back home to eat as still hungry...
reach home around 9.30... then jus online n rest... i couldn't slp till around 4...
Walking Alone
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Stay at home for 2 days jus slack... nth much happen... onli jus nw 12plus went out to buy mac for supper to eat as was hungry... haha... (mac spicy double meal + apple pie) daily routine was playing computer games n xbox games... took nap at noon... n jus slack slack... haizzzz.... nvr go out !!! SIAN~~~ haha... nvm... try to enjoy myself at home... or else once skool start.... home is jus a place for mi to rest, eat, shit, bath n slp... de rest of de time is in skool... haizzz~~~
Walking Alone
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
morning went to skool... meet yu zhi at 10 at interchange...take bus go skool... de stupid bus half way hav problem... damn suay !!! so get off n wait for another bus... then when reach skool... we go find a teacher.... we go skool do SAI GAN !!! as photography club call us go do things... bo pian so hav to go... frm 11 to about 2.30.. we print pics for photo competiton n sort out de pics...wa lao... sian... holiday hav to go skool !!! after tat take mrt go city hall find leonard n his frens... then hav my first meal of de day at long john...then took bus to town... went to heeren n cine... walk walk... then go play lan n pool... loL... lose so many times... nt even win once... haizz... after tat... went to buy drink n walk back to heeren... as leo buy things... then go home...
Walking Alone
Monday, November 14, 2005
Here to update blog...
thursday n friday i was at home de whole day... playing games, watching tv, slping n staring into blank space...
then ytd morning went to de photo course... last day le... hand up so pics as so do project need to pass up a theme...
after de course i took bus back to seng kang as meet up frens... then went to town walk walk... i bought a ear piece at far east n my frens bought some clothes... then had lunch/dinner at KFC... then went to toysreus( spelling error) to c toys... loL... after tat walk to PS to watch movie "DooM"... de movie ending liked playing games... loL...
then went out to eat again as around 10 le... then went home... ytd was out 14hrs again... jus slping less than 4 hrs de day before... loL
then today wake up n watch tv lor... then took a short nap before going out wif parents...
went to cousin house to take com table... as my cousin's dad company buying new stuffs so carry de table tat looks new back lor... then had dinner n went to shop for groceries(spelling error)...
reach home then watch tv again...
Walking Alone
Thursday, November 10, 2005
today wake up at 6.30 as today taking eng o lvl at yuying sec... meet kok liang at my bus stop at 7.15... we took bus 62 to yuying... we took de wrong direction !!! loL... then we quickly get out n change our bus...
de paper start at 8 n we reach around 7.50... went in n find my sit... long time nvr write comp le... forgot how to write... waste 4 papers... took paper 1 n 2....
end around 12plus... then mi n kok meet yao zhong at kovan mrt n went to town... went PS to check for movies.. don hav de show kok wan so we walk towards LIDO... half way stop to eat lunch n kok went to change his visa card as it is broken... after tat went lido to buy de ticket... de movie we watch was a chinese show by andy lao (zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni) ... nt bad la... watch half way i slpt as was tired...
after tat went far east to walk walk... i bought a ear stick... then jus walk around... yao wan to find things to buy but nvr buy anything in de end...
then went wisma... i look for biao jie... then jus walk away...
then went to cine.... walk around then stay in arcade... after tat yao hav to meet jun yong n kok went home... i stay at orcahrd n go find my biao jie at wisma... staying there awhile to chat...
then went back to cine... as meeting classmates for movie again... we had our dinner at burger king then went to watch de movie... we watch de thai movie ( Tom Yum Goon )... nice le... alot of bone breaking n ribs been hit hard but de elephant is cute... loL...
after tat i went home as it was nearly 10 le... n i hav been at outside for 14hrs plus le... damn tired le...
Walking Alone
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
nvr update for a days le... was busy wif work... once reach home was damn tired... online awhile then go Orh Orh liao...
today wake up early to go to taka again... meet biao jie at 8 at hougang mrt station... she was late so went seng kang find her... then reach taka around 9plus ba... nvr go notice de time... was half slping... loL...
once reach taka... de air-con was nt on... HOT le... haha... then went to my workplace to do de packing up as ytd was de end of de promotion... so hav to do de packing.... spend around 2hrs ba packing up de shoes...
after tat my biao jie, another promoter n mi went to walk walk... went wisma first to find biao jie frens as she pass her some things... hehe...
after tat... we went to far east to eat... eat de chicken rice... damn nice sia... nxt time should go there try but damn oily le... so best is to eat less....
after tat... went to heeren... went to de nike shop as jus nw packing gt another guy hlp us who is a manager at de nike shop at heeren... went there to slack awhile... then i bought 2 nike shirts... i find it quite nice... n de cloth is nice... so buy lor... haha...
de pay i earn has use finish le... loL... pay haven't transfer to my bank account then i PREUSE !!! loL... then once hav $$$ hav to pay $$$ to frens n biao jie... don liked to own ppl money le... =)
after tat we went back to wisma to collect de clothes tat biao jie called her fren to hlp her collect...lol... actually those clothes tat she passed to her frens r so called " FREE "... haha... when working de shirts jus went under de wagon n into our bag... loL... slowly take some back... i also took 2 shirts but frm other brand... hehe.. =x oppss~~~
after tat i went home... online awhile... then went to slp le... was tired... wake up around 8.45 ba then eat dinner... ltr still hav to study abit of english as wed retaking eng o lvl... =)
Walking Alone
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Today wake up at 10plus... wake up online n start to prepare for work...
I working at taka square as promoter wif my biao jie... de work start at 2.30... met her at 12plus... went to town... went wisma to get de form... fill in application... then went to taka... my work is to hlp find shoes for ladies... as is promoting nike woman shoes...
I was tired n veri blur at first as I don noe wat to do... then as time pass... I noe wat to do le... then suddenly a lot of ppl come... damn busy... always looking for shoes... na bei... de boxes were arrange nicely then look like tornado came by...
Then lucky de peak period was over... then I went for dinner buying mac n eat outside as mac was full... after eating I jus slack there... then jus fell asleep... wa... haha... nearly late to come back for work... lucky my biao jie was de lao da over ther... haha...
Then jus continue working n slacking abit... oppss~~ =X
Then when 9.30... my biao jie call mi to go as release frm work le... loL
Then we go buy drink n rest awhile... I was half dead le... then went home by mrt...
reach home... bath n online awhile then slp...missing u ='(
Walking Alone
Today wake up early to go play bball...
Last night slpt at nearly 4 then wake up at 9plus... freaking tired... after bball... go home bath n eat jus half of my lunch then rush out to go meet yu zhi n dav to go back to skool... we hand up de photography competition photos... then we went home... hui fen, bi yu n kah ling went to play pool at hougang plaza... then I met them for dinner then went to town... haha... styling my hair is strange le... feel heavy at head... loL...
At town... we went walk walk... I go find my biao jie as she working n ask mi if I wan to work ??? so meet her n giv info on mi lor... then ltr eng hua come find us... as this outing is he ask us go de as he wan to enter MU(music underground) for hollewen party... haha... HE DAMN SHUAI LE !!! nt de usual him !!!
But cannot enter as we underage... guys mus be 21 then can enter... SIAN LOR !!! so we went to suntec find Kelly... Eng hua wan to go there eat... so go lor... hui fen go find her fren as we actually wan to go drink drink de... but her fren PS her... she angry then go home le...
Once reach Kelly work place... we enter n order food to eat... ltr ya hui join us... n henry join us... he kanna force by hui fen de... loL... at Kelly work place... Kelly gt dress up as witch but she looked more like a clown... =X
Eat hao le... we decide to go where ??? we went to buy tickets for movie at 12.10... haha... ya hui nvr join us... she went home... “ The Exorcism Of Emily Rose” damn freaking show... loL... mostly scare by kah ling who always anyhow so called screem... we were late for de movie as we actually wan to wait for Kelly de... then wait till quite late so we go in first... de sound damn freaky... watch half way... I bui ta han n slpt... haha... waste $$$... after tat... we went to slack n tok awhile... then start raining... slacking for around 30mins... we all take bus home Night Rider... I reach home around 4plus... bath n slpt at about 5... damn tired !!!Missing u ='(
Walking Alone