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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Here to update my blog....

Today i feeling veri moody.... no mood to do anything... nt onli tat... i today was nt feeling well n i was having stomachache in skool....

becos of this... i skip skool... i jus go to skool for 3hrs ( 8 to 11 ) then when having lunch break... i jus tell my teacher i nt well then go home... today in bus.... i was feeling sad... don noe for wat reason le ??? maybe when i am alone i tend to tink of wat i hav been doing ba ??? haizzzz.... sometimes i tink tat i am veri useless.... stupid n useless... over-depend of ppl... i sometimes i hope tat i can end my life as i tink i am jus wasting a space in this world... wif or wifout is de same.... haizzz... then i suddenlt hav de feeling of crying...

don noe y today feel this way... i hate this kind of feeling... hav a feeling tat my heart is carrying alot of burden !!! alot of problems tat i hav jus keep it to myself n it is going to burst liked tat.... haizzz...

once at home, i don hav appetite to eat lunch therefore i skip lunch n went straight to take a nap after bathing....

haizzz... don noe wat happen to mi la today... i realli hate this kind of feeling... i don wan to care of anything... i wan to go back to de days when i am carefree n happy...

haizzz.... hope tml will be a better day

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Name: Ng Zhi Fan
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D.O.B: 17/01/87
Horoscope: Capricorn
School: NYP_ECC(GRAD)
Email: zhifan1987@hotmail.com

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